The end of the world has come to me
Copyright© 2024 by danbaifen
Chapter 8: This Hatred Will Never End
Guo Siyi only slept for 3 hours yesterday.
After waking up, those 3 hours seemed to her like a torture and torment.
She finally knew why she had no birthmark on her body.
She also understood why she knew things that happened a thousand years ago, but didn’t know her previous life a few years ago.
That’s right, she has confirmed that she was Cui Xue in her previous life.
In the few hours of last night’s dream, all she saw were Cui Xue’s memories, so real and so clear. She knew the whole story of the scene in the photo in her dream.
Cui Xue and Lin Cuizhi’s father Lin Yubin were high school classmates. They established a relationship in college. The beach photos were taken when they went to the beach in college. Most of the life photos were taken when they went on a trip together during college. They got married four years after graduation and gave birth to Lin Cuizhi two years later.
The moment Cui Xue saw Lin Cuizhi, she felt her heart melt. She finally became a mother.
However, this happiness did not last long. After seeing the birthmark he had, she was stunned for no reason.
She didn’t know why she had such a feeling at the time, but she was attracted by his cuteness in an instant.
However, since that day, she would dream about some ancient things every day.
At first, she thought it was an ordinary dream, but later she found that these dreams were not gradually forgotten after waking up like in the past, but were engraved in her mind like memories.
The stories she dreamed of in the following days can still be connected with the previous dreams, which is outrageous.
I don’t know if it was a month or two, but until Lin Qiu died of old age, this dream had no new content.
I thought this dream had come to an end, but I didn’t expect that a new life would begin. Around these two birthmarks, sometimes I never met someone with a four-leaf clover birthmark in my life, sometimes I met them and they were both men, and sometimes I met them and they were still a ten-year-old girl and the other person was already a man in his seventies.
In short, they couldn’t be together because of some strange coincidence.
As an adult woman, she analyzed her dreams very rationally. She couldn’t confirm or disprove them, but this coherent and clear dream was like a memory that penetrated her bones and she couldn’t forget it.
Cui Xue selected several places that might be related to the dream through the underdeveloped Internet at that time, joined many QQ groups related to metaphysics, and asked local group members to help her check. Of course, she concealed many plots and only kept the information related to time and place in the dream.
The answer she got was Ninglan County.
She had no impression of this name, but she found that there was a famous ancient ginkgo tree in that place, and she vaguely felt that she was related to this tree.
After Lin Cuizhi stopped breastfeeding, she finally made up her mind and found a reason to go to Ninglan County alone for 4 days to find out the truth.
She even quarreled with Lin Yubin for this matter. He thought she had a man outside.
But how should she say this matter? Say that her babbling child was actually her brother a thousand years ago?
It was a farce.
Finally convinced Lin Yubin, she embarked on a journey to find her previous life.
Came to a Taoist temple called Ningqing Temple. As a county, there are indeed many tourists here. She hurriedly found the ginkgo tree and stared at the tree in a daze.
Until a Taoist priest in his twenties came to ask her.
The Taoist priest was called Pudding Taoist. He explained the origin of the tree. It turned out that it was planted by Lin Xia, the chief clerk of the county during the Southern Tang Dynasty.
After hearing this news, Cui Xue didn’t know how she spent those days away from home.
She returned to Guangwen City in a daze, and the first thing she did was to make an appointment for laser birthmark removal.
If everything was caused by the birthmark, then if I removed the birthmark, my son would never remember these absurd past lives.
She had also been entangled. Such a true love spanning thousands of years was a series of unforgettable feelings she had faced.
However, this life was different. This relationship would end with Cui Xue!
Although she felt extremely lost and regretful, it was impossible for her to have anything with Lin Cuizhi.
He was her son!
Let this unrequited love stay in this life forever. When he grows up, she will also help him to have a laser surgery to remove the birthmark.
During Lin Cuizhi’s growth, she tried not to think about everything that appeared in the dream. He was him, her son.
But every time she saw the birthmark on her son’s arm, she would think of those seemingly true memories. She needed a lot of perseverance to stop thinking about it every time.
She didn’t want her son to experience the same suffering. He wanted to remove the birthmark. This was a decision that a mother should make for her son.
But she didn’t expect that she couldn’t wait until he grew up, see him get married, have children, and leave him.
At the last moment of her life, she saw the birthmark on her son’s arm, and suddenly understood why Lin Xia and Lin Qiu wanted to find each other in all their lives.
She also wanted to remember this birthmark and find him in the next life.
“Child, I may not be able to accompany you in this life, you have to live well, understand?”
This was the last sentence in Cui Xue’s consciousness.
When she woke up from the dream, Guo Siyi burst into tears. She believed all these facts very much. She was Cui Xue, and she was Brother Cui Zhi’s mother in her previous life.
It’s so hard to accept!
Why am I Brother Cui Zhi’s mother?
Guo Siyi followed Lin Cui Zhi and walked silently. She couldn’t accept this reality. She wanted to escape. After she had Cui Xue’s memory, she couldn’t say the four words “Brother Cui Zhi” as fluently as before.
Lin Cuizhi kept looking back and found that Guo Siyi was still following him without saying a word. He walked to a corner on the hillside of the school, which was under a big banyan tree, facing the big playground. No one happened to be sitting there.
After Lin Cuizhi sat down, he motioned Guo Siyi to sit down as well. She carefully sat in the farthest corner. It was obviously a two-meter-long chair, but she was one and a half meters away like a stranger.
Looking at the sparse students on the playground, everyone went out to play during the holidays.
“Siyi.” Lin Cuizhi said.
No response.
“I dreamed last night and saw Lin Xia and Lin Qiu, Brokeback Mountain and Ageless Love. This picture is different from the picture I heard you guess before. The background is more real, and the appearance is different from what I guessed.” Lin Cuizhi said.
“Oh? Then what are the characteristics of Lin Qiu?” Guo Siyi asked calmly after hearing this.
Lin Cuizhi didn’t expect her to ask this question, so he closed his eyes and thought about some details in the dream in those few hours.
“She ... has been weaving for many years, and her right hand joints are a little injured. She often has to press her elbow to relieve it.” Lin Cuizhi didn’t know if this was a detail, nor did he know if this was a virtual scene he added.
He turned his head to look at Guo Siyi, and when he saw her staring at him with wide eyes, he knew he was right.
“What does Lin Xia look like?” Guo Siyi asked again.
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