Chapter 6

The thunder outside the window was loud, waking me up from my deep sleep. I rubbed my eyes and looked at the time. It was already 1 o’clock in the morning. I just lay down and thought about things and fell asleep without realizing it. The wind and rain were not very strong at this moment, but there were thunders. I went to the toilet, came back, took off my clothes and went back to bed, but I couldn’t fall asleep.

There were too many things to think about. I thought about my husband’s absence from a lecture abroad for so long and I was worried about whether it was safe. I thought about my son’s affair with me, and the dirty scenes of sexual contact made me blush. I thought about my apprentice Su Su Xiujuan in the unit being taken over by the rogue director Lao Sun. Thinking of this, I turned on my phone and watched the secretly recorded video. The scene of Su Xiujuan sticking out her white buttocks, her long hair loose, twisting her waist and letting that scum abuse her made me feel heartbroken. The short video of just a few dozen seconds witnessed the humiliation of a good girl.

I turned off my phone and wanted to sleep, but when I closed my eyes, I saw a woman with her butt sticking out and having sex with a man. The woman with her butt sticking out seemed to be Su Su Xiujuan, but it also seemed to be me, and the man changed from Lao Sun to my husband, and then to my son. The fierce sexual desire gradually filled my heart. I licked my dry lips, and my whole body longed to be touched by the man. I couldn’t help but take off my bra and underwear, and began to hold my breasts and rub them with both hands.

On a cool rainy night, I was full of heat. I pinched my nipples hard and stroked my clitoris. After all, I knew myself. Soon I masturbated to two small orgasms, but I was still not satisfied. What I eagerly needed in my wet vagina was the filling of the man’s penis. If my son was at home at this time, I

even doubted whether I would take the initiative to rape him.

I hurriedly found the mysterious little box from under the bed, took out the pink massager that my husband often used, eagerly inserted it into my vagina, and began to thrust violently with my hands. My husband had been impotent for a long time, so I was very skilled in using this massager. While thrusting, I twisted my lower body to cooperate with the movements like real sex,

skillfully creating pleasure. When the pleasure came in waves, I began to moan softly. In a daze, it seemed that it was my husband’s powerful penis that was inserted into my body and caressed me. I couldn’t help but murmured softly: “Husband! Husband...”

The gushing vaginal fluid flowed along the inside of my thighs onto the white sheets, leaving a dark yellow stain. I closed my eyes and held the half-inserted massager in my vagina, and fell asleep again unknowingly.

In the following days, I observed Susu Xiujuan and Lao Sun calmly. They concealed themselves well on the outside. Others only saw Susu Xiujuan as a little flatterer, circling around Lao Sun. Some colleagues were very disdainful of this.

But only I knew that Su Xiujuan sold not only her soul but also her precious body. I felt pity for her, but I had no real power after all. I could only watch her being kept by Lao Sun to “work overtime” every now and then. I just hoped that Lao Sun, the pervert, would not take advantage of her and not do his job. If Susu Xiujuan was not kept, I would definitely not let him go with my temper.

Susu Xiujuan never told me anything except this incident. Apart from this, she and I were good friends who could talk about anything. Several times when I looked at her beautiful face, I swallowed the words that came to my lips. I couldn’t bear to mention this dirty thing and expose her scars, but I didn’t know how to comfort her.

My husband went abroad, and my son had to go to my parents’ house for his final exams. I felt lonely being alone at home. A few days ago, I took the initiative to invite Susu Xiujuan to my house to keep me company. I wanted to take the opportunity to have a deep chat with her. On the one hand, I wanted to comfort her, and on the other hand, I wanted to remind her not to be taken advantage of by men.

Susu Xiujuan gladly accepted my invitation. This girl has no relatives in Shanghai, and she rents a two-bedroom apartment with others as a dormitory. She was very happy to keep me company. After work, she went back to her dormitory, took her toiletries and some clothes to change, and moved into my house.

Other college students in the unit are all well-behaved and call their clerks “Master”, but we always call each other sisters. On the one hand, I am a person who makes friends easily, and on the other hand, I feel very compatible with this beautiful female apprentice. In addition, I am not as deep as other colleagues, so Su Xiujuan is also kind and respectful to me.

We lived together for a few days and got along very well. I got up early every morning, and I made breakfast for her and we took the bus to get off work together. We got off work together in the evening and made dinner together. After dinner, we watched TV and surfed the Internet and went to bed together. Before going to bed, we chatted about each other’s intimate things, just like a pair of close “besties”.

But Su Xiujuan was very tight-lipped. I tried several times but she never mentioned the matter with Lao Sun. Apart from that, she kept nothing from me. I even knew the day of her menstruation and the name of the hotel where she and her boyfriend stayed overnight for the first time. I also told her all my little secrets except the affair with my son. A few days of contact made us more harmonious like a pair of sisters.

It was almost time to get off work that day when Su Xiujuan suddenly came to my desk with embarrassment and said, “You should go home first after get off work today. Director Sun asked me to print out a document for him, so I have to go home later.”

I looked up from the newspaper and looked at Su Xiujuan. The little girl blushed and lowered her head. I deliberately said loudly: “What document does an intern need you to work overtime for? Tell Lao Sun to take it home and write it, and give it to him tomorrow. I will help you write it after dinner. I have been tired of Lao Sun ordering you around. If there is anything, let him come to me and tell him that I said so.”