Chapter 4

The first step of the whole plan, the sexual communication between mother and son went smoothly. But the next few days made me have to pay the price for the promise I made.

Usually, when I get home from get off work at the court to clean up the room and cook dinner, it takes a long time for my son to come home for dinner. The main reason is that he is under great pressure from studying. The school often has extra evening self-study. My son likes to play football very much. He often plays football with a few classmates on the playground after school in the evening and then goes home after dark. This has been a habit of his for many years. His father and I think it is good for boys to do more physical exercise, so we never stop him. It is only when he plays too late that we call him to come back for dinner.

But since I had a long “intimate” talk with him that night, my son has become less enthusiastic about playing football. He always rushes home directly after school. His friends are also very curious about what happened in his family.

Only I can know the secret. Since I gave him that “intimate contact”, he really never went to that pornographic website again. Moreover, I secretly checked his computer and deleted all the pornographic pictures and movies he had saved before. This was originally a good thing, but I couldn’t be happy, because although he was no longer addicted to the virtual world of sexual fantasy, he completely shifted his interest to me.

In the first few days, his early return home did not attract my attention. I was preparing dinner in the kitchen, and he came to help. Gradually, I began to realize that although my son seemed very obedient, his eyes staring at me were always full of lust. There were a few times when he couldn’t restrain himself. He was bold enough to ignore the fact that I was cooking at the time, hugged me tightly from behind, touched my chest with his hands, and rubbed my buttocks through the skirt with his hard penis, saying things like he wanted me.

I often tried my best to get rid of his entanglement, scolding him not to make trouble, comforting him, and telling him that I would caress him after dinner. Only then would he stop, eat obediently, and wait for me to let him play with my breasts.

At present, my sexual contact with my son is limited to letting him touch my breasts. I don’t really reject him playing with my breasts. Even though I don’t have any illicit feelings with my son, I don’t think this kind of joke between mother and son is too much. But gradually, when he found that I had been indulging him, his courage and ambition became bigger and bigger.

Last night, as usual, we played the breast-touching game between mother and son. My son was as excited as ever and rubbed my breasts hard. I lay on the bed with my eyes closed. Although this simple sexual game has been going on for several days, I still feel embarrassed and don’t want to look at my son with a greedy face.

After touching for a while, my son’s hands holding my breasts suddenly withdrew. The sound of unbuckling a belt startled me. I turned sideways and looked at my son hesitantly. He took off his jeans and threw them aside. He only wore a pair of briefs and took his penis out of his pants. The penis was straight in front of me.

I suddenly became very nervous. Could it be that my son couldn’t help it and wanted to force himself on me? I haven’t completely accepted this incestuous behavior, and I don’t know whether to resist or obey.

While I was hesitating, my son climbed back onto the bed, holding one of my breasts with one hand, continuing to rub it, and holding his penis with the other hand to masturbate. He apologized: “Mom! I’m sorry! I really can’t help it, is this okay?”

I saw that he had no intention of violating me, so I secretly breathed a sigh of relief and said to him kindly: “It’s okay, proper masturbation can regulate your emotions, but you have to promise mom not to overdo it. Mom will make a rule for you not to do it more than twice a day. OK?”

My son nodded, then dived into my arms, held one of my firm nipples that he had already stroked, and bit it gently with his teeth...

He masturbated at an unusually fast frequency. In less than two minutes, my son ejaculated. Because he was not prepared in advance, the semen splashed on my thighs, and the semen flowing down my white thighs stained my skirt.

I hurriedly stood up to find something to wipe it, and my son hurriedly apologized and helped me find tissues...

The skirt that he had soiled was now hanging on the balcony. I looked at the skirt and smiled bitterly. I felt that my education of my son was ridiculous, but there was no better way, and I couldn’t stop the sexual education that had already begun, which made me feel a little perverted. I could only let it develop.

I called Zheng Lei just after get off work and told her about the plan for the past few days. Zheng Lei seemed very satisfied, but when she heard me say that although I pretended to be very tolerant when watching my son masturbate, I was actually panicking and disgusted in my heart, she immediately gave me advice.

Zheng Lei said on the phone: “You did a good job and were very decent before, but you don’t need to be so nervous about the child’s masturbation. You also know that moderate masturbation will not harm the child’s body, but you can’t accept it subconsciously. But if you can’t even stand watching your child masturbate, how can you have sex with him smoothly?”

“Now it’s not the child’s psychology that needs counseling, but you need to untie this knot in your heart. You must get into the state. When you play sex games with him at night, you must make yourself aware that he is your son at other times, and once you go to bed, he is your husband. There is nothing shameful about sex between husband and wife. Relax yourself and try your best to show your many years of experience in bed. This will better subdue his restless heart and let you dominate the rhythm of this kind of sex between mother and son as an elder. Do you understand?”

I blushed and continued to ask unhappily: “You mean I should be as cheap as possible? To please my son?”

Zheng Lei hurriedly explained: “No, I’m not cheap! You misunderstood, I want you to be more generous. You are already on the verge of having sex with your son. Although you haven’t had real sex, your son has basically become familiar with your body through the physical contact during this period. Although you still have concerns about not showing him the female sexual organs, your son has actually been exposed to those pornographic pictures for a long time. He already knows what the female sexual organs look like. He is not curious about many things at present.”

“And the more important thing is the need to vent sexual desire. At this moment, these little sex games you are doing with him can not only not satisfy him, but can only arouse his desire more strongly. Your responsibilities have also begun to change from a sex mentor to a sex partner.”

I blushed and asked: “Are we going to have sex now? You know, although I have accepted this fact, I am still under great pressure when I really have to face it...”

Before I finished speaking, Zheng Lei grabbed Then she continued, “I’m not asking you to have sex with your son right away. I’m just asking you to help him vent. You can satisfy him by other means besides genital intercourse. Do you understand? Let me explain in detail. Oral sex, masturbation, even breast sex and anal sex can all help you avoid the pressure of genital intercourse, and your son will get the greatest psychological and physical satisfaction.”

“After a period of non-genital intercourse, you will become closer to each other and then have normal sex. You won’t feel ashamed anymore. What do you think? Sister Lin, please think about it. Right! In addition, as a person who has experienced it, I recommend you “anal sex”, which is to have sex with the anus. The advantage of this is that it is the closest to real sex. It can not only make you adapt to sex with your son, but also exercise the child’s sexual function, so that he will not be confused when it comes to real sex.”

“Also, the stimulation of sexual games can be increased a little. Don’t just limit yourself to monotonous games such as touching breasts. You should be more bold to let your son deeply understand your private parts, so that you can eliminate the barriers in your heart faster.”

After hanging up the phone, my heart was jumping. Zheng Lei’s suggestion to me was indeed a step-by-step plan. But when I thought of her clear mention of “anal sex, masturbation, breast sex, oral sex.” These words that make people feel uncomfortable, I couldn’t help but feel sick.

We are both very traditional intellectuals. I have been married to my husband for so many years, and we have always had sex in the position of man on top and woman on the bottom. It was not until my husband suffered from impotence that we looked up information to find a solution and learned about oral sex and anal sex. These alternative ways of sex, but my husband’s illness makes it impossible for him to have a normal sex life, let alone anal sex, so I had to learn oral sex to give him some comfort. Now that my son and I are asked to have this kind of sex, which I think is the dirtiest, I think it would be more practical to have sex with him directly.