Chapter 12

“We’re here! Rock is here!” I pointed to a row of villa-like houses at the foot of the seaside mountain and said to Rock who was walking side by side with me on the seaside kilometer.

“The beach hut! It’s quite romantic! Aunt Zhang, have you been here before?” Rock carried our luggage and walked for 20 minutes without a trace of fatigue.

“I’ve been to this island, but I haven’t stayed here. I heard that the beach huts here are all converted from fishermen’s courtyards. Not only can you stay, but you can also eat farm meals by the sea, all of which are fresh seafood. How about it?” I smiled and introduced the beach huts on Shengsi Island to Rock, while joking with him lightly.

“I’m a little hungry. We’ve been walking for a long time and finally got here! Let’s go have a big meal! Aunt Zhang! Then...” Rock looked around and saw that there were no other pedestrians. He suddenly lifted my skirt from behind my buttocks.

The cool sea breeze blew into my skirt and my butt felt cold. I was so shocked that I quickly held down the hem of my skirt and punched Rock’s arm hard, shouting with a red face: “How annoying!”

Rock happily let me hit him twice and then said: “Zhang Lin, stop making trouble! There are people coming in front!”

I looked forward and saw that there were indeed two passers-by walking towards us, so I put away my fist. I warned him in a low voice: “Don’t make trouble with me again! The same will happen during dinner! How will it look if people see a middle-aged woman playing with a child!”

“Who said you are a middle-aged woman, Aunt Zhang? The charm of middle-aged women is not as beautiful as you, Aunt Zhang! By the way! How is the sound insulation of the seaside cottage we live in?”

After walking for so long, Rock either complimented my beauty or made some erotic jokes with me, which dissipated all the unpleasantness on the boat. I also tried to find some feelings from his words.

“The soundproofing is good! Don’t worry, bad boy!” I glared at him and replied with a red face.

“Why should I worry?” Rock said with a sly smile on his face.

“I don’t know! I want to go!”

I pretended to be indifferent, and said as I looked at the beach house that was about to arrive and urged: “Hurry up! We’re almost there! I’m hungry! What about you?”

“I’m hungry too! I didn’t eat anything in the morning!” Rock said as he quickened his pace.

“I can eat 3 bowls of rice now!”

After eating!

“Haha, Aunt Zhang, let’s go and try the soundproofing of that house!”

“Don’t talk nonsense!” Although I said this, I actually really hoped that moment would come soon, but there was still a lingering fear in my heart.

Compared with the high consumption level in Shanghai, the farmhouse-style hotel on the beach of Shengsi Island can indeed be described as good value for money. The cost of accommodation for two people plus three meals was amazingly cheap. Although the house was a seemingly simple two-story building with a courtyard, the interior decoration was acceptable and it was clean. Overall, I was quite satisfied.

Maybe it was because the weather was stuffy and humid recently and people were reluctant to go out. So although it was the weekend, there were not many tourists here today. In the past, each two-story building was rented to two tourists. Today, there were few people and the boss rented it to us without other tourists living together. Therefore, we rented the entire building for the price of one room, which made me feel that we had made a lot of money.

After arranging the accommodation, we hurried to the restaurant for lunch. The bumpy road had already made us hungry.

The food was very rich, with shrimps and crabs. And the chef’s skills were not bad. Rock and I were very hungry all the way. After sitting down, no one had time to talk. We just lowered our heads and ate a lot, completely disregarding our image. After eating, we went back to the room side by side.

“I’m so full!” Rock threw himself on the double bed as soon as he entered the room, leaning against the neatly folded quilt, loosening his tight belt, patting his bulging belly with his hands, and exclaiming with satisfaction.

“What a loser!”

I looked at Rock’s appearance of losing his composure after eating and drinking with sarcasm, and stood in front of the dressing mirror in the closet to look at myself. My face was also greasy from eating. The air conditioning in the restaurant was not very good, and I sweated a lot, and my face was a little dirty, but I was much more energetic than when I was hungry just now.

“I’m going to wash my face, my face is so dirty!” I said, opening the door and going downstairs. The two-story building has our bedroom upstairs, and we can clearly see the sea view outside the window, but the bathroom is downstairs, so it’s a bit troublesome to go up and down the stairs.

“Hurry up! Aunt Zhang! I’ll wait for you!” Rock said lazily while adjusting the temperature of the air conditioner with the remote control.

“Yes!” I felt my face turn red again when I agreed, as if every word he said contained sexual content, which made me feel uncomfortable forever.

I went to the bathroom first, then washed my face and combed my hair, and stared at the mirror for a while. The stimulation of cold water and the loneliness caused by being alone made me feel a little melancholy. Is sex really that important to me? What am I doing now! Incest with my own son, exchange sons with friends and have an affair, even if there are thousands of reasons, can I really be numb? This absurd sex trip, the boy upstairs who made me feel afraid, once again intertwined a resistance in my heart!

I suddenly had the idea of running away! It might be too late to run away now! Maybe this is the only way to get rid of myself, my son, Rock, Zheng Lei, and these people and things that make me feel guilty!

I tried to pray silently. But there was an invisible force in my subconscious mind that suppressed my urge to run away. I knew that it was the desire for the handsome boy’s face, the strong man’s body, and my own sexual desire that could never be satisfied.

After more than ten years of marriage, the evil power that I had been trying to suppress has been slowly expanding after being released. Now it has really dominated all my consciousness. On the contrary, as long as I have the idea of giving up this dissolute life and returning to the original traditional morality, this evil power will suppress it vigorously and lure me into the abyss step by step.

If Zheng Lei and tempted me to fall, this sinful thought in my heart is the internal factor that determines that I cannot resist the temptation of sex. This temptation is too great for me. I can never resist it or eliminate it. Finally, after a restless prayer, I compromised with the sin again.

I straightened my clothes, looked in the mirror, and returned to reality again. I actually felt that the impulse to escape just now was really a childish idea, even very ridiculous. Turning around, when I walked upstairs again as if nothing had happened, my mood had changed from temporary nervous fear to the desire that shamed me.

“Why did you take so long? I’ve been waiting for you for a long time! Zhang Lin!” Rock was still leaning on the folded quilt at the end of the bed. He was naked, and the curtains were drawn. The room was dim and the atmosphere was ambiguous. “Hate it! You shouldn’t call me aunt! What do you want to do with such a disgusting look?” I smiled and closed the door. I asked knowingly, and looked down at his penis. As I thought, the mixed-race child’s genitals were obviously much thicker than those of my husband and son, but not to the point of being extremely exaggerated, so I was not surprised. It was just that Rock seemed to have undergone a circumcision surgery. There was no foreskin around the entire glans, and the purple-red glans was completely exposed, which looked particularly ugly and weird, and was somewhat inconsistent with his handsome appearance. Rock leaned over and held his penis with his right hand, shaking it proudly at me. He began to masturbate slowly to make himself erect, and said to me with the posture of a veteran in bed: “I asked for your consent on the boat, have you forgotten it, dear? I think calling you Zhang Lin will make us feel more intimate when we make love. If you still like me to call you aunt, that’s fine. To be honest, I think conquering a mature woman makes me more proud than winning praise from those little girls of my age. Aunt Zhang Lin, come and sit here!” Although he continued to call me “Auntie”, he still kept my name on his lips, which made me a little uncomfortable. But I didn’t pay much attention to it. I watched him leaning on the quilt with his left hand supporting his chin and masturbating back and forth with his right hand. In a few strokes, he turned his penis into a scary huge cock. Oh my God! His erect penis was nearly one-third longer than my son’s, who was also full of vigor. It really surprised me who was ignorant in this regard. The purple-red penis mouth occasionally oozes some sticky liquid as Rock masturbates. After all, they are not my husband and son. I feel a little disgusted when I see his ugly appearance. But I still obey and sit on the edge of the bed next to his legs. Seeing that he is almost erect, Rock stops masturbating and starts to touch me with his right hand stained with his dirty body fluids. “You are so beautiful! Aunt Zhang Lin! These stockings feel really good on your legs!” Rock’s dirty hands start to touch my thighs into my skirt. “What’s wrong, Aunt Zhang? Why don’t you say anything?” Seeing that I look very unnatural, he asked with a little doubt, but the hand touching my thigh did not stop, and the fingers have already touched the private parts between my underwear along the inside of my thigh. “Nothing, what’s there to say!” I felt weird when he touched me, and I planned to confront him directly. After all, I have been married for so many years, what’s so scary about having sex? Could it be that a woman of my age is really frightened by this young boy before going to bed? Even if he is not my biological son, he is still a child! I must not let him know that I am afraid, for the sake of face, I must not be underestimated by him.

I pushed away Rock’s hand that was pulling my underwear under my skirt, stood up and began to take off my clothes, saying as I took off my clothes: “Son! Look how anxious you are! Can Auntie still run away? Come on! Let’s try it first!” Although the words were very harsh, I found that my hands were shaking slightly when I unbuttoned my clothes.

“Great! I wish I could do it!”

Rock sat up cross-legged and smiled as he watched me take off my shirt, skirt, bra, underwear, and stockings one by one and threw them into the closet, until I was completely naked standing by the bed, he cheered and came up to hug me tightly.

“Let me kiss you! Aunt Zhang Lin!” Rock leaned over to kiss me. The feeling of tongue kissing with such a handsome boy really made me feel intoxicated. At the same time, his kissing skills were far better than my husband and son. Every time our tongues gently collided, he was in control. After a passionate wet kiss, I realized that I had been pressed down on the bed by him. “Aunt Zhang! Great! I didn’t expect you to have so much milk.” Rock held my breasts with both hands and rubbed them violently. A stream of milk spurted out from my nipples! It sprayed all over his chin. He opened his mouth wide to drink my milk while smacking his lips and praising, “I wanted to try it when I was on the boat! It’s just like my mother, but your breasts are much more beautiful than hers! It tastes good...” “It’s so embarrassing!” My face was burning! Secreting milk has always been a matter that I feel ashamed to talk about. Even when facing my son’s sexual needs, I often try to avoid it because of shyness. I didn’t expect that I just forgot to squeeze it in the bathroom in a panic. It seems that this boy is destined to humiliate me for this matter.

“Hate it! Stop squeezing. It’s all over the place!” I tried to push away his hands that were grabbing my breasts, but he held them so tightly that I couldn’t push them away at all. The milk splashed out and flowed down my cleavage to my lower abdomen, and then all over the sheets under me.

“Hmm ... Hmm...” Rock hummed twice as a response, lying on my chest and holding my nipple and began to suck it.

The sensitive nerves on my nipple were bitten by him with his teeth, and the pain was slightly pleasant. Anyway, I was in an unfamiliar environment and there was no familiar person around. I seemed to have found the unbridled feeling that Zheng Lei said, and I began to moan without controlling myself.

“Auntie Zhang! Your milk is so sweet! I want more!”

After sucking the milk from one breast, Rock turned his head to my other breast and continued to suck greedily, making a baby-like smacking sound while sucking. At the same time, his hands were not honest. With his left hand, he pinched my nipple that was covered with saliva after he sucked all the milk and played with it carefully. With his right hand, he reached between my legs and gently teased my clitoris. This kid is indeed experienced in sex life. He can easily find the sensitive areas of women and tease them skillfully. To be honest, I was really aroused by his teasing.

I gently stroked his head on my chest with one hand, and held his waist tightly with the other hand, letting his hot penis stick to my thighs and secrete the liquid that made me sick, while praising him in a low voice: “Son! You are really amazing! Auntie ... Auntie can’t stand it! Don’t touch me below ... Auntie has been wet by you!”

Having developed to this point with him, I have no scruples about what I say. What auntie, child! Now Rock has finally become an equal sexual partner in my eyes.

“Really?”

Rock sucked all the milk from my two breasts, and his face was satisfied and enjoyable. After hearing what I said, he took his hand out from between my legs and looked at it in the dim light. There was indeed a lot of my love juice on his fingers. I couldn’t help laughing.

“I didn’t expect that, Aunt Zhang, you have so much juice. It’s wet in just two strokes?” He put his finger to his mouth and licked it.

“Hate it! You’re so disgusting!” I blushed and said coquettishly.

“Let me see!” Rock suddenly climbed up from me.

“What are you looking at?” Before I could react, Rock had already spread my legs apart, bent down and put his face close to my private parts.

“Wow! So beautiful! Aunt Zhang! Your pussy is as beautiful as you are! Like a noble peony flower.” Rock gently opened the foreskin on my clitoris with his index finger, and the pink and rosy clitoris made him praise it endlessly.

“So beautiful! The delicate pistil of the beautiful lady is really a natural beauty!” He gently rubbed my clitoris with his fingers sticky with saliva.