Chapter 27: Heartbeats

“Don’t do that.”

My mother’s voice was a little soft, and it sounded like a kitten’s cry to me, which made me a little absent-minded. I looked at my mother in a daze. From time to time, there was a breeze blowing on the street, blowing a few strands of my mother’s black hair on her face. I raised my hand lovingly and took my mother’s hair and pushed it behind her ears. My movements were very gentle, and I touched my mother’s hair like a work of art.

I thought my mother was my best work of art. When I pushed aside her black hair, I met my mother’s sight. My mother’s eyes were smart and watery. She found that I was looking at her obsessively. My mother seemed very shy, with mist in her eyes. She half-closed her eyes and didn’t dare to look at me.

I really like my mother’s shy and confused look.

“Mom is so beautiful.”

I couldn’t help but reach out to lift my mother’s lower body.

My mother wanted to turn her face away, but she didn’t. I held my mother’s face and looked at her in fascination. My mother also looked at me tenderly, her cheeks flushed, and she kept embracing the desire in my eyes.

Seeing my mother so tender that she was about to drip with water, I couldn’t stand it. I lowered my head to kiss her. Seeing my face getting closer and closer, my mother’s body trembled. Even though she had drunk alcohol, her remaining rationality reminded her to push me away.

“Let go of mom, mom has something to tell you”

“Well, I know that boys in adolescence are prone to impulsiveness”

“You have to focus on studying, and even if you need to, you have to focus on girls of the same age”

“Well, you can’t do this to mom”

The more mom said, the redder her mature and beautiful face became. Mom seemed to have returned to the night when she found out that I was reading pornographic books, but the situation was different now, so mom didn’t mention my masturbation and the more unbearable things that happened later.

“The girls in school are not as pretty as mom, I only like mom.”

“Mom, you are my goddess! My first love! I only want you”

After saying that, I boldly blinked at my mother to show my love.

Why did I dare to be so bold to my mother and say teasing words? I think it was because I was in the active position in what happened today, and my mother’s secret in my hands gave me courage.

Moreover, my mother’s performance today also shows that she does not oppose this kind of relationship with me. The lonely mother also longs for someone to love her.

My aggressive naked confession still scared my mother.

“You are talking nonsense again. You are so old, but you are still ignorant. Can your mother be the same as other women?”

My mother broke away from my embrace and stood up to leave. “Mom doesn’t want you.”

My mother muttered something in a low voice. I am sure that if the wind was not facing me, I would not hear it.

But why is this voice so resentful.

My mother married my father purely for a combination without love. Her family background in the countryside made my mother value material conditions. Of course, I am not saying that my mother is greedy for money. In fact, my mother is a virtuous and relatively peaceful good woman. She is all about taking care of her husband and children.