Life's Regrets
Copyright© 2024 by Vash the Stampede
Chapter 73: Wedding Bells, Part One
Friday, October 27th, 2006
Josh awoke on his back with Katie nestled against him, her head resting on his chest, her arm and leg draped comfortably across his body. The morning light slipped through the blinds in soft ribbons, casting a warm, dappled glow across the room. The faint scent of lavender lingered in her hair, mingling with the clean aroma of sun - warmed cotton and the intimacy of shared sleep. For a moment, he remained motionless, not wanting to disturb the fragile tranquility. This was their sanctuary - a rare, undisturbed pause in a life shaped by chaos and redemption.
His mind wandered, not for the first time, to the life he had once endured - the one he had lost. In that distant timeline, he had buried Katie far too young. He remembered the crash with excruciating clarity: the jarring impact, the twisted metal, the silence that followed. It wasn’t just Katie who died that day - it was their future, their child, and every imagined moment that would never be.
Her death had hollowed him. Judith, once like a second mother, couldn’t bear the sight of him. Hannah had fled to Texas, trying to escape the echo of grief. Kirk, the man Josh had admired and loved as a father figure, had passed long before, leaving Josh without a compass.
His own family had weathered storms of their own. Danny had acted like a slow - moving toxin, breaking them apart bit by bit. His mother, though she tried, had always been emotionally distant - a pattern forged in the years she stayed with Danny. Joel had vanished, severing ties and abandoning any pretense of reconciliation. William lingered nearby but kept his heart locked behind walls, unreachable.
Josh had reached rock bottom. He spiraled into a haze of alcohol and self - destruction, haunted by regret and crushed by guilt. The weight of his choices had robbed him of any forward momentum. It wasn’t until the heart attack in 2051 that everything shifted. That was when Death came - not as a looming specter, but as a quiet, transactional force. It offered him a choice: a second chance, in exchange for confronting everything he had failed to protect.
He accepted.
He awoke as a ten - year - old, armed with memories decades ahead of his time. At first, the distance between who he was and who he appeared to be felt insurmountable. But slowly, he understood. Death hadn’t just given him a chance to save Katie. It had given him the responsibility of rebuilding everything - his relationships, his integrity, his legacy.
Over time, he made the impossible happen. He prevented Danny from ever gaining a foothold. He reached out to his mother in moments that mattered and chose patience over anger with his brothers. He learned the value of presence, of listening, of letting go of control. And then - like fate answering a prayer - Katie returned. Not in 1996 like him, but in 2005. Still, it was early enough.
Their reunion wasn’t just a miracle. It was the culmination of everything he’d fought for. She had also been granted a second chance. This time, they met younger, stronger, and more honest. Together, they didn’t just pick up the pieces - they were building something stronger. They are building a home, planning a life together, and are standing side - by - side through every step toward healing. Their bond had deepened.
This made today the day before their wedding feel like more than a celebration - it felt like a profound reckoning, the quiet culmination of everything they had fought for. It wasn’t just the eve of a ceremony; it was the final page of a painful chapter, one they had painstakingly rewritten together, word by word, breath by breath.
Now, with Katie entwined around him, her warmth a soft, grounding weight on his chest, the full arc of his journey hit him like a tide - heavy and relentless. He had crawled through grief, clawed his way back from oblivion, and rebuilt his soul with aching hands. He wasn’t that hollow man anymore, that ghost of himself who had once believed happiness had passed him by. He was real again. Present. Whole.
In this moment, he wasn’t defined by the traumas of his past or the choices he regretted. He was defined by this stillness, by the quiet miracle of Katie’s breath against his skin, and by the knowledge that they had earned every heartbeat they shared. Tomorrow, they wouldn’t just get married - they would reclaim their future. And this time, he would never let it slip through his fingers again. He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead, brushing away a loose strand of hair. “Time to get moving,” he murmured, his voice low.
Katie stirred, voice still thick with sleep. “Five more minutes...”
He grinned and tugged the blanket teasingly. “No delays, future Mrs. Harlow. Unless you’re really set on having a half - decorated wedding barn.”
She peeked up at him with bleary eyes, a playful smirk curving her lips. “What’s wrong with staying here? Let the world wait its turn.”
Josh exhaled, a chuckle rumbling in his chest. She always had a way of unraveling his plans with a glance.
“Five minutes,” he relented, pulling her in closer. “Then we get to work on forever.”
She hummed contentedly, settling in again. For a few more sacred moments, the outside world could wait. Here, in the stillness, they were whole - and that was everything.
The sun had risen higher in the sky by the time Josh and Katie arrived at the venue - a rustic barn at Christmas Tree Acres, surrounded by open fields and framed by rows of towering pine trees. Their deep green needles stood in contrast to the early signs of autumn scattered on the ground. Golden leaves from nearby oaks and maples littered the gravel parking lot, crunching under the tires of arriving vehicles as family members pulled in, one after the other.
Josh pulled up in his silver Phaeton, parking beside Katie’s XC90, which she had driven separately after grabbing the last - minute list of supplies and double - checking her wedding binder. The barn, weathered but proud, held a sacred nostalgia - this was where they had first married in a life few people remembered. It was where Josh’s hands had once trembled placing a ring on her finger, and where Katie had walked the aisle in ivory lace. This time, they were getting it right - planned, prepared, and surrounded by everyone they loved.
Katie emerged from her SUV, binder in hand, and a smile that shimmered with both nerves and joy. “Alright,” she called out. “Let’s make magic happen.”
Judith was the first to arrive after them, stepping out of Kirk’s truck with a box labeled “Centerpieces.” She waved. “We’ve got the florals and candles. Katie, where do you want these?”
Katie strode over and opened the barn doors, revealing the space she’d mapped and visualized for months. “Right along the table rows. Follow the sketch I gave you - sunflowers toward the centerpieces, pine sprigs for the boutonnieres.”
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