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Life's Regrets

Copyright© 2024 by Vash the Stampede

Chapter 30: Foundations of Harmony

Thursday:

Josh woke to the soft glow of the morning sun streaming through his bedroom window. He blinked a few times, adjusting to the light, and stretched his arms above his head. A faint ache rippled through his shoulders and legs, a reminder of the dedication he had poured into his Aikido training the previous night. He rolled his neck, feeling the stiffness ease slightly as he sat up on the edge of his bed.

His eyes wandered to the mirror propped against the wall. Standing, he walked over, inspecting himself closely. The faint bruise on his cheekbone was now little more than a shadow of what it had been. He tilted his head, gently touching the spot with his fingers.

“Not too bad,” he muttered, a small, satisfied smile playing on his lips.

The fading bruise wasn’t just a sign of healing; it was a marker of progress. Each day, he felt stronger, more determined to shape his own destiny.

Josh quickly pulled on his jeans and a fresh T-shirt, brushing his hair back with his fingers before heading downstairs. The house was quiet—eerily so. His brothers and mother had already left for the day. Joel and William had headed to school as usual, and Dorothy was likely rushing to her morning shift at work.

In the kitchen, the scent of brewed coffee lingered faintly in the air, mingling with the crisp smell of morning. A single, rinsed coffee mug sat on the counter, a reminder of his mother’s hurried morning routine. He moved to the pantry, scanning its contents before grabbing a loaf of bread and the jar of strawberry jam.

Pulling out two slices of bread, he popped them into the toaster and poured himself a glass of orange juice. The toaster hummed faintly, filling the silence with its comforting sound. When the bread popped up with a satisfying ding, Josh spread a generous layer of jam across the golden slices and sat down at the small kitchen table.

The chair creaked slightly as he leaned back, taking a bite of his toast. His gaze drifted toward the window, where the soft sway of tree branches in the morning breeze offered a tranquil backdrop.

As he ate, Josh’s mind wandered, cycling through the events of the past week. He thought about his Aikido lessons with Sensei Chang and the words of wisdom his teacher had shared about balance and harmony. Those lessons seemed to echo beyond the dojo, reminding him that even amid the chaos of his second chance at life, he was building something meaningful—step by step.

“You’re getting there,” he said to himself, his voice firm but quiet.

He rinsed his plate and glass, placing them neatly in the drying rack before double-checking his backpack. His workout clothes were folded neatly inside, ready for his session at the dojo later. He slung the bag over one shoulder, pausing at the kitchen door to glance back at the empty house.

The silence was both comforting and strange. The house, which was often filled with the voices of his brothers or the hum of his mother’s busy life, now stood still. It gave Josh a moment to reflect, to take stock of where he was and where he wanted to go.

Stepping outside, he was greeted by the crisp Thursday morning air. The chill nipped at his skin, but the soft warmth of the sun balanced it out. A gentle breeze rustled the leaves of the trees lining the street, and the faint hum of distant traffic created a peaceful background noise.

As he walked along the familiar path to school, his thoughts turned inward. He replayed his weekend in his mind, from the grueling yet fulfilling lessons at the dojo to the conversations with his family. Aikido had begun to feel like more than just a martial art—it was becoming a philosophy, a way of understanding himself and his place in the world.

Josh arrived at school, the familiar hum of students buzzing around him as they gathered in clusters to chat before the morning bell. He took his seat in Mrs. Thomson’s classroom, pulling out his notebook and preparing for the first lesson of the day.

“Good morning, Josh,” Mrs. Thomson greeted warmly as she entered the room. “Ready to dive into some math?”

“Always,” Josh replied with a grin, his confidence in the subject growing steadily since his return to the fourth grade.

The morning unfolded smoothly, each lesson flowing into the next. Josh stayed attentive, raising his hand to answer questions and occasionally helping classmates who struggled with tricky problems.

Mrs. Thomson watched him with a mixture of pride and curiosity. She was aware of his advanced academic potential, but his engagement and willingness to assist others showed a maturity beyond his years.

During a history discussion about the pioneers, Mrs. Thomson posed a challenging question. “What do you think motivated families to risk everything to travel west?”

Josh raised his hand and waited for her nod. “It wasn’t just about land or gold—it was hope. They wanted a better future, even if it meant taking big risks.”

“Well said, Josh,” Mrs. Thomson replied, impressed. “That’s an insightful way to look at it.”

As the lunch bell rang, Josh grabbed his lunch tray and headed to the cafeteria. Today’s menu featured the classic pizza and fries combo—a meal that was as nostalgic as it was satisfying. He joined a group of classmates at a table, engaging in light conversation while they ate.

After lunch, recess was announced, and the students poured onto the playground. Josh lingered by a bench, observing the groups forming for various activities—some gathered at the jungle gym, others at the basketball hoop. A lively game of kickball was starting near the field, and Josh’s ears perked up when he heard his name called.

“Hey, Josh!” a boy named Tyler shouted. “We need one more player. Want in?”

Josh hesitated. In his first life, he often avoided playground games, not wanting to risk embarrassment or injury. But now, with his Aikido training subtly influencing his movements and confidence, he decided to give it a shot.

“Alright,” Josh said, jogging over to join the group.

The game began, and Josh found himself in the outfield, watching as the opposing team lined up to kick. The first few plays were uneventful, with routine catches and a couple of missed balls.

When it was Josh’s turn to kick, he stepped up to the plate, the rubber ball rolling toward him with a slow but steady pace.

“Just aim for a solid kick,” he thought, positioning himself carefully.

The ball reached him, and with a swift movement, he swung his leg forward. The ball soared high into the air, clearing the heads of the outfielders and bouncing near the far end of the field.

“Run, Josh!” his teammates shouted, and he sprinted toward first base, then second, his legs moving with unexpected speed and precision.

By the time the outfielders retrieved the ball, Josh had made it safely to third base, earning cheers from his team.

“Where’d you learn to run like that?” Tyler asked as Josh caught his breath.

Josh shrugged, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Just been staying active lately.”

As the game continued, Josh’s agility and quick reflexes shone. He caught a high fly ball during his turn in the outfield, earning more cheers from his team, and managed another impressive kick that brought in two runs.

By the end of recess, his classmates regarded him with newfound admiration.

“Didn’t know you had it in you, Josh,” a girl named Emily said as they walked back toward the classroom.

“Guess I’ve been holding back,” Josh replied, his tone light but tinged with satisfaction.

After the final bell rang, Josh packed his things and changed into his workout clothes in the school restroom. Stepping outside, he adjusted his backpack and set off at a steady jog toward the dojo.

The crisp afternoon air filled his lungs as he moved, his steps rhythmic and measured. The route had become familiar, and each stride felt like progress—not just in fitness, but in his journey toward becoming someone stronger, more capable.

As he neared the dojo, the sight of its simple, inviting exterior brought a sense of calm. Today’s lesson awaited, and Josh was ready to continue refining his skills. The events of the day—his performance in class, the kickball game, and the jog—left him feeling grounded, a sense of balance settling over him like a steady breeze.


Josh slowed to a brisk walk as he approached, wiping a bead of sweat from his brow. As he stepped through the door, the calming scent of tatami mats and faint incense greeted him.

“Ah, Josh,” Sensei Chang called from near the training area, his tone warm and inviting. “You’re early again. I admire your dedication.”

Josh gave a respectful bow. “Good afternoon, Sensei. I thought I’d get a head start warming up.”

Sensei Chang nodded approvingly. “Excellent mindset. Consistency is the foundation of improvement. You’ll find the locker room through the door on the left. Change into your gi, secure your belongings, and then begin your stretches.”

Josh picked up his backpack and headed toward the locker room, a small but tidy space lined with wooden benches and a few metal lockers. The faint scent of cleaning solution mingled with the aroma of tatami mats from the adjacent training hall.

He found an empty locker, unzipped his backpack, and pulled out his neatly folded gi. After quickly changing, he carefully tied his white belt, looping and securing it just as Sensei Chang had taught him. Josh placed his clothes and other items into the locker, double-checking that it was closed before heading back to the mat.

Re-entering the dojo in his gi, he felt a sense of focus and readiness. He approached the mat, gave a small bow, and positioned himself in a corner to begin his stretching routine. As he carefully extended his limbs and rotated his joints, the movements felt more fluid and natural than they had a week ago. His body was slowly adapting to the demands of his training, each stretch preparing him for the lesson ahead. One by one, the other students arrived, bowing as they entered and exchanging polite greetings with Sensei Chang. The dojo buzzed with quiet anticipation as the group gathered on the mats, forming neat rows.

Sensei Chang stepped forward, his expression serene yet commanding. “Today, we will continue to refine the techniques we’ve been practicing. Remember, Aikido is not about overpowering your opponent. It is about understanding the flow of energy and guiding it with purpose.”

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