Chapter 1: Worries About Going to College

Although I lost my virginity when I was fourteen and was fucked by more than my fair share of guys while in high school, somehow in all that time I never did anything serious with another girl - sexually speaking that is. What I mean by “serious” is actual physical contact in a sexual way. Like most of my friends at that age, I was pretty much horny all the time! which meant sometimes I’d masturbate with those friends at a sleepovers or just visiting. In fact, my younger cousin Kristen and I used to play with ourselves a lot growing up but then we were more like two sisters than cousins. With Kristen it was always just for fun and we NEVER touched each other, at least not with any sexual intent.

After I turned sixteen and started having sex with my dad, it wasn’t long before my mom joined in and then her sister, my Aunt Linda, got involved as well. Actually, I don’t do it much with my Aunt and even my mom is only an occasional thing, especially when you compare to how often my dad does me. From my perspective, being with my mom and aunt is a family thing, completely different from having sex with a girl my own age. Maybe it’s just me, but I just can’t think of sex with them as being a “true” lesbian experience - after all it’s my mom and aunt! So getting to the point ... going into my freshman year of college, so far as girls went I considered myself a virgin.

Looking back at those times, I can’t really cite any real reason WHY I didn’t have sex with other girls. It wasn’t a conscious decision on my part NOT to so much as for one reason or another the right opportunity just never seemed to come about. The case could be made, I suppose, I didn’t really LOOK for one either but then, why would I? From the time I tasted my first cock I knew instantly I LOVED sucking cock and soon afterwards learned being fucked was even better. Since I was quite satisfied with my sex life as it was, why should I go looking for something else? There was certainly no shortage of guys willing to volunteer to take care of my “needs” whenever I was horny.

In the interest of full disclosure, while I may have never actually DONE anything with another girl, it wasn’t like I didn’t look at girls with interest or masturbate about them. Indeed, I often would watch my cousin masturbate and think of how much I would’ve loved to lick her pussy or have her do mine. The same with my best friend Beth and other girls my age. It totally turned me on watching them touch themselves or having sex with boys but somehow the right moment just never presented itself. Sure at parties we might kiss and fondle each other but that was just to tease the boys, not as if there was something actually between us.