Chapter 5: First Time Sex With My Dad

Maybe I was reading him totally wrong, but I’d fucked enough boys in the past couple of years or so and seen the look in their eyes that told me what they wanted. Now I’d seen that same look in my dad’s eyes for the first time. As I left the room I had a feeling in my gut (or was it really in my pussy?) that my dreams of submitting myself to my father, of having him demonstrate his true love for me by fucking me, just like he fucked my mother, were about to come true!

Once out of sight all vestiges of my nonchalant attitude disappeared as I flew up the stairs to the second floor where back in my bedroom I quickly peeled off my T-shirt and flopped back on my bed against the pillows. Facing the open door, totally naked with my legs spread wide, I closed my eyes and started to play with myself. God I needed this so bad! Yet as good as it felt to touch myself, all I could think about was whether or not was I finally going to feel my dad’s dick between my legs instead of my fingers.

After a few minutes I glanced briefly at the open door only to see nothing but the bathroom door on the opposite side of the hallway. My heart sank as my hopes crashed. My worst fears were being realized. Oh my god, he wasn’t going to come to me! What an idiot I was to think my father would really want me in that way. Despite my panic, I was still SOOOOO horny that I couldn’t hardly stand it! I closed my eyes tightly shut and grabbed my pussy with both hands. Damn, I had been SO sure that I was going to be fucked by my dad and it was hard to imagine that all I would be doing was just masturbating now.

Then I heard a squeak of the floor boards and I opened my eyes just enough to see my dad standing there, outlined in the doorway. He must have sneaked up the stairs and my heart leaped to my throat as I saw he was stroking a huge hard-on as his cock stuck out of the opening in his shorts. He just stood there watching me playing, stroking his cock slowly like he did when he watched women masturbating in one of his nasty porn movies. Our eyes met and somehow we each knew that this was the moment of truth. My hand froze on my pussy as I held my breath, waiting to see what he would do next.

Suddenly he stopped stroking himself and turned away as if to leave. “Damn Kelly, I’m so sorry. I really shouldn’t be here now ... not like this. Please don’t tell your mother what just happened.”

“No daddy, please stay,” I pleaded, “I don’t want you to go.”

OMG! I couldn’t let this opportunity slip through my fingers now. I KNEW he wanted me. I wanted to open the window and scream out to the world that MY DAD WANTS TO FUCK ME! I reached my arms out to him and softly said in the quiet of my room, “Oh daddy ... you MUST realize by now what I want.”

My daddy turned again and this time came into the room and stood by the side of my bed as he looked down at the me. I was thrilled to see that his cock was still sticking up and out of his shorts, looking as rigid and lovely as I’d ever seen it before.

I drew a deep breath and whispered, “You know daddy, I’ve been dreaming of this ever since I watched you and mom in the hot tub.”

He just nodded and smiled and then moved even closer to me. “Yeah, we figured you must’ve seen us from the way you were so flushed afterwards. Is that why you’ve been acting the way you have lately? You know, I have to admit, I’ve been incredibly turned on by your teasing lately.”

He looked at me with narrowed eyes, as if he was really concentrating. He took a long breath, held it and then let it out slowly saying, “Tell me Kelly ... are you SURE you really want to do this?”

“Oh god yes daddy!” I blurted out before thinking about what I was saying.

“Tell me what you want then ... I need you tell me what you REALLY want, deep down inside,” He insisted.

My eyes opened wide and my heart was racing. This was it, this was my chance to finally tell my dad once and for all how much I wanted to give myself to him. I’d prepared an entire speech for just this very moment which I’d practiced over and over for the past week. Suddenly, my mind went blank and all I could feel was the ache in my pussy and the pounding of my heart. What I finally said was totally unscripted and came from my heart.

“Oh daddy. I want to give myself to you ... I want you to take me ... Oh daddy I love you so very much and I want you to do whatever you want with me! I want so bad to be a good daughter for you ... I just want to make you happy.”

“And what do you want me to do to you when I take you?” he responded so softly I could barely hear him, “Tell me Kelly ... you have to tell me.”

Really? I thought I was going to explode with frustration. He HAD to know that I wanted him to fuck me badly and yet he was being so damn cautious! My dad may be a lot of things, but stupid isn’t one of them. You don’t get to be a lawyer of his stature being clueless. Surely he must realize what I wanted to do for him so why was he making me tell him over and over, and in such detail? Why didn’t he just fuck me and get it over with? Well, if this is what he wanted, then he was going to get it...

“I want you to fuck me daddy ... show me how much you love me daddy ... please don’t make me say any more, please just let me give myself to you. Oh daddy, PLEASE fuck me! Fuck your little girl!” I begged.

There!! I’d finally said it. When those last words escaped from my lips my heart seemed to stop. OMG, somehow I’d actually asked my own father to fuck me! No, I’d begged him. It was one thing to fantasize about it and to dream about saying those words but trust me, it’s quite another to actually utter them. Yet at the same time it felt so natural to say them, something deep from my heart to the man I wanted to please more than anyone else in the world - my father.

Talk about a deafening quiet. It was only seconds but seemed like hours as he just stood there staring at me. What could possibly be going through his head? What does a father think when his own daughter asks him to fuck her for the first time? In his eyes, was I now more like some porn slut than his little girl? Could he still love me the same way he always had if I wasn’t his innocent little girl? My dad looked down at me and then reached out to hold my head gently in his large hands. He smiled at me and my heart pounded as my father gave me the most loving smile I’d ever seen on his face.

“Oh Kelly ... my daughter ... my precious little girl,” he whispered, “I’ve been waiting so long to hear those words ... so long.”

“PLEASE fuck me daddy,” I whispered softly, the words flowing out easily now.

“That’s it, keep asking me Kelly,” he urged me on, “God you have no idea how much I love hearing you ask me.”

“Fuck me daddy ... I want you to do it,” I pleaded, “Pleeeeeeease just fuck me now.”

“Oh god, yes Kelly, I will ... I want you so badly! I’ve always wanted you,” My dad whispered, his voice now thick with lust.

With him standing right in front of me, I grabbed the sides of the elastic waist band of his shorts and quickly pulled them straight down. His cock was now free and staring me straight in the eyes. I loved the head of his dick, so smooth and swollen, the veins in his shaft swelled with the blood rushing to ready him for me. His thick pubic hair covered the base, making it appear like his shaft was a thick tree growing from the grass. My hand was literally shaking as I reached for his hardness. I’d held so many dicks by now but never had I been so tentative with one as I was now. He was so swollen I could barely get my fingers around the entire shaft. It was an unbelievably surreal moment, one I’ll never forget as long as I live! For the first time ever I was actually holding my father’s dick! After all the hundreds of times I’d seen it, all the dozens of times I’d watched him stroke it, now it was finally in my hand. More importantly, it was finally in his daughter’s hand.

“Mmmmmm daddy,” I purred, “You have such a wonderful cock!”

“Oh God Kelly,” my father said with a worried tone to his voice suddenly. For just a moment, I was afraid that he was going to lose his courage. “Kelly ... Do you realize what you’re doing? I’m your father you know, not one of your boyfriends, not one of the men you babysit for.”

Then he smiled as I continued to massage his cock, forcing his lust to build up even more in him. If there’s one thing I knew I was good at it was stroking a guy’s cock and my dad was no more immune to my handiwork than any other guy. My heart almost burst when he groaned loudly. “Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not telling you NOT to ... but are you SURE this is what you really want?”

Jeez, again? This time I looked up at him straight in the eyes and smiled as I replied, holding his dick firmly, “Yes I do. Oh daddy, I love you so much ... I want to show you just how much I really do. You can do anything you want to me ... ANYTHING.”

“Oh god Kelly,” my dad groaned again, “I love you so very much.” Then his voice lowered, sounding more husky, more lustful, “You’re such a beautiful girl ... such a wonderful daughter ... my baby, I want you so bad right now.”

He paused and looked at me in a way I’d never seen him look at me before. There was a burning hunger in his eyes, a simmering lust he’d never revealed before. But it was more than just the instinctive animal-like lust like what boys displayed when they hungered for me. It was obvious to me my dad wanted me for more than just sex - he wanted to literally join himself with me in the most special way a father can be with his daughter. He loved me and he wanted to show me in the most wonderful and intimate way possible.

I can’t even begin to express how good it made me feel hearing those words from him and seeing the true sexual desire he harbored for me. YES! It made me feel so wonderful knowing my dad loved me so much he wanted to fuck me! He didn’t want me for how own personal desires, he wanted me as his daughter and I wanted more than anything to return that love to him. I couldn’t wait any longer. There was no reason to be coy anymore, no reason to take it slow. It was time to do what until now I had only dreamed of doing. I looked up at him saying, “Daddy, let me show you how much I love you.”

Now I’d already sucked more than a few of cocks but even so I found myself a bit tentative as I prepared to take my dad’s cock in my mouth. Sure, I was pretty confident of my blowjob skills but I remembered how good my mom had been when I watched them having sex and I worried that I might not measure up to her expertise. My concerns only served to prove even further how special this was for me. For the first time in my life I was more worried about the man whose cock I was sucking rather than my own personal pleasure and ego! Sure I wanted guys to feel good - after all, they needed to cum if I was going to get a mouthful of it. But every time I’d ever sucked a cock in the past it was because I wanted to do it for MY pleasure, to prove how good I was at sucking his dick. When a guy gets off it validates my skills and sensuality, something that is far more important to me than his pleasure. (OK, so I’m selfish about it. I haven’t heard any guys complaining!)

This time it was different from any other time I’d given a blowjob. This time all I cared about was my dad’s pleasure. As I prepared to suck his cock, I knew that all I wanted was to give my father the best blowjob I possibly could, better than any I’d ever given before. My goal was not just to make him cum so he could squirt it in my mouth, it was to make him feel incredible in the process. I had no idea how many girls had sucked his dick in his life, but I wanted the one from his daughter to be the most memorable.

With renewed determination I took just the tip of his cock between my lips and touched it lightly with my tongue. Then I ran my tongue around the swollen head, playfully circling around it and then just under the ridge between his mushroom head and shaft. I put his head in my mouth, just far enough that my lips were around the portion of his shaft under the head. I sucked on his head like it was a warm popsicle. Then I took more of him in my mouth, slowly letting him in, running my tongue around as much as I could. He was bigger than the teenage boys I was use to blowing and I felt embarrassed when gagged just a bit after his cock hit the back of my throat.

“You’re doing great Kelly. Guess I’m a bit bigger than those teenage boys you’ve been sucking,” he chuckled. “Don’t worry, you’ll learn to take more of it in soon enough.”

His words cut off as he moaned when my tongue played on a particularly sensitive spot on his cock. “Damn girl! Whatever you’re doing, don’t stop. God it feels incredible! Shit, no wonder you’re so popular with the boys!”

It was so cool to hear my dad compliment me on my cock sucking skills. I just looked up at him as I couldn’t say much with my mouth stuffed full of his dick. I nodded my head just enough to let him know that I’d heard him. Indeed, I WAS well known among the boys at school and church for my oral skills - and I was quite proud of it frankly! It’s always nice to know you’re the best at something!

Then my dad couldn’t hold out any longer and he started to fuck my mouth, holding my head in his hands as he pushed his dick in and out of my mouth. He had to be careful not to push in too far but still, I loved it. It was a challenge trying to suck a cock as big as his but I wanted it more than ever. As his daughter sucked his cock my dad’s hands began to roam over her naked body. He ran his fingers through my hair and over my neck then down to my small breasts. I shivered when he pinched my tender nipples softly and then cupped my firm boob in his palm, squeezing it and massaging it in his big hand. Then he moved down along my body as I laid there on my side, sucking his cock like a huge warm popsicle. I lifted my right leg up and his hand slipped between my legs and held my pussy in his palm. My hips instinctively moved up against his hand, wanting him to play with me, to penetrate me.

For my efforts I was rewarded with the feeling of my father’s fingers exploring me, moving in and out of me and then up to my clit, teasing it and touching it. When he put two fingers up into me it was like being fucked and I moaned as I held his fat cock in my mouth. I held his cock and let him fall out of my mouth so I could talk. There was one thing I had to ask, something I had to know.

“Daddy, have you ever dreamed of doing this to me?” I whispered.

My dad nodded, “Oh yes Kelly, I have ... for quite some time actually.”

My eyes must have betrayed my surprise as his smile broadened.

“Oh yeah, I’ve watched you grow up into this beautiful young girl and dreamed someday you’d be mine. I can’t tell you how jealous I was when I learned someone else had taken your virginity.”

My heart ached when I hear that and so I pouted slightly saying, “Oh daddy, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know!”

He smiled and hugged me warmly. “Kelly, Kelly, Kelly ... I promised your mother I would never do anything with you until you asked me for it.”

I nodded and he continued, “God, I’ve wanted you to suck me like this so bad when I see you with those boys in your room. I’ve watched them fucking you and dreamed of this day - the day we would become more than just father and daughter ... the day I would take you in a way no other man ever has or will.”

I smiled as he said this, thrilled as I listened to exactly what I had been hoping to hear. I took a deep breath before I responded. “Daddy, does that mean you really want to fuck me? Do you really want to fuck your own daughter? Will you really show me how much you love me?”

My dad hesitated for a moment as if searching for the right words. “Kelly darling, I’ve dreamed of having sex with you so many times I could never count them. I love you so very much and I want nothing more than to make you happy in every way I can. Of course I love you and I’ll do anything to show you just how much.”

He just smiled at me so I reverted back to what has always worked for me with him when it came to getting my way - begging like a little girl. In this case, though, my plea was a little different to say the least! I looked him in the eyes and pleaded with him, “Oh daddy, you make me so happy. More than anything else right now I want you to fuck me; fuck me like you fuck mom.” I paused for a second, giving him a slutty smile which I hoped appealed to his more base instincts. “You know can have me anyway you want daddy ... you can do anything to me ... and I mean ANYTHING. I promise I’ll never say no to you.”