Chapter 12: Tali’Zorah: Future Varren Slut

Tali couldn’t help marvelling at the women around her as they were so willing to fuck each other. Many would have thought that Tali would have felt excluded, but given that her suit made intimacy so difficult, she did find enjoyment in watching others have fun. And her suit came with modifications that meant she could masturbate and orgasm.

“You like that in your arse, cheerleader?” Jack taunted as the diminutive biotic fucked Miranda in the arse. Jack had been brutal from the moment she’d slid the dildo home, yet Miranda had loved every second, “Think I’ll tattoo on your lower back that this arse is mine.” Shepard cleared her throat despite the fact she was busy fucking Chakwas, the mature doctor also enjoying a varren dildo in her arse. “Yes, yes, Shepard, I know we all fuck each other, but the cheerleader loves it when I dominate her.”

Miranda pushed back against Jack with every thrust. Tali had been careful with Miranda upon their first couple of meetings, but the woman she saw now was completely different. And the relationship that she had with Jack almost boggled the mind. She was convinced they were still working things out between them, and although they’d never love each other, they clearly had chemistry and loved to fuck each other. As much as Jack loved to nail Miranda, Jack also enjoyed it when Miranda fucked her.

Seeing Chakwas taking a dildo in her arse was the bigger surprise. Tali knew the doctor well, or at least she though she did. She knew all about Shepard. She’d seen Shepard on the old ship fucking anyone that showed a whiff of interest in her. Chakwas was beautiful for a mature woman, and although she’d been invited the past few times to the lounge, she’d never seen the doctor so readily take it in the arse until his evening. And Shepard was mounted on her and driving it into her arse hard.

Kelly and Kasumi were on the floor nearby enjoying a sixty-nine. Kasumi had enjoyed anal though not very often. Kelly admitted that she preferred to receive anal rather than give it. Although both women were eating pussy, their fingers were buried in each other’s arse. Kelly was going to find herself fucked after Shepard was done with Chakwas. As for Kasumi...

Tali had been involved before. She couldn’t eat pussy or be fucked, but she could wear a dildo. Kasumi was the first to ride her and Tali cried when Kasumi lowered herself down on the fake cock. Kasumi immediately thought something was wrong. Tali assured her that they were happy tears because she could at least be involved. She ended up fucking Kelly and Kasumi that night, both of them enjoying more than one orgasm on her lap and she enjoyed the fact that they cuddled her afterwards.

What she wanted most of all was for Shepard to eat her pussy and then fuck her. Shepard was such a dominant woman, what she’d heard more than once called a force of nature. Very little seemed to concern or worry her. She lived life by her own rules, at least most of the time.

Everyone was letting their hair down as they were on their way to the Migrant Fleet. Tali had been summoned home and Shepard ordered the ship straight there. Shepard assured Tali that Illium could wait. If she was being summoned, it must be important. That’s why she wasn’t physically involved that evening. She wasn’t even drinking. They would arrive by noon, ship-time. She wanted to be ready for whatever it was she was facing.

Walking into Shepard’s cabin the next morning, she giggled when Shepard walked out of her bathroom naked. She knew Shepard loved to be nude. She also knew that she loved to flash her tits and her pussy. Tali wasn’t jealous because she thought Shepard was beautiful and loved to see her naked body. Shepard gestured for her to follow towards the couch.

“How are you feeling, Tali? Any further news about why you’ve been summoned?”

Tali noticed how Shepard was sitting, leaving her pussy completely exposed. Tali wished she could taste her. “A private message. I’ve been warned to expect bad news. It’s something big that involves my father.”

“Any idea what?”

She sighed. “You know all this work I’ve been doing? It’s about the geth. I’ve been sending deactivated geth parts back to him for study. I can only imagine it’s about that.”

“You’ve been careful?”

“Always, Shepard. You know me.”

She felt herself pulled closer, Shepard running fingers up and down one of her thighs. Even through the suit, she could almost feel her fingers. When she rested a hand on Shepard’s thigh in return, inches from her pussy, Shepard smiled at her.

“I’ve never been blind to our shared affection, Tali. I know you wish to be here with me like this except you’d have no suit on too...”

“Trust me, Shepard, I’m doing everything I can think of to get out of this suit. The thing is, being on a ship like this would probably be the best place to do it. Far less chance of getting sick.”

“Talked to Karin?”

“And Mordin. He was full of information for me. Knew that I wanted to be with you. Warned me to be careful about, um ... You know, eating your pussy...”

“He warned me the same when I said I really wanted to rip off your suit and eat your hot little pussy, Tali.”

She felt a surge of arousal flow through her body and didn’t even realise that she whimpered until she heard Shepard chuckling away. “I can’t wait,” Tali whispered.

Shepard pulled her close and she sighed happily. She knew all about Shepard’s private life. Her life was the service, but her passion was fucking up a storm. She had an incredibly long list of lovers, both male and female. She would fuck women and loved being fucked by men. Tali was realistic that Shepard would never be monogamous although Tali didn’t really care about that. There were other women on the ship who interested her. Kasumi was cute. Jack would probably abuse her near virgin pussy though she hoped not to be a virgin as Shepard would be her first. Even Miranda would probably be a lot of fun.

And Doctor Chakwas. If there was one other woman on the ship that Tali felt strong feelings for, it would be the doctor. They’d grown incredibly close during their previous time together as she felt Chakwas was rather protective of the young quarian.

Approaching the Migrant Fleet was awkward considering the vessel she was on. And then learning that her father was dead, and she was being charged with treason, she almost fainted. Shepard was her rock as usual and they at least sorted out of the geth issue rather quickly. Finding her father’s dead body, she was sobbing and blabbing when she felt Shepard gently pulled her closer and hugged her.

“I’ll always be here for you, Tali,” Shepard whispered, “I know that I left for a little while, but I don’t plan on it happening again.”

“I love you, Shepard,” Tali whispered. She meant it. She did love Shepard. She wasn’t in love with her, but she loved her more than she would a sibling. Probably more than her father if she was being completely honest. She sighed and snuggled tighter. “I know that word is a lot for you to hear...”

“I understand your feelings, Tali. And part of me wishes I could say those words back to you. But I can’t because that’s not who I am. But you know how I feel about you, don’t you?”

She leaned back and met those green eyes. “I know you care for all of us more than yourself, Shepard.”

Shepard might not have said that she loved her, but Shepard proved how much she cared for Tali upon their return. The Admirals had practically written the pair off as dead. As Tali sat back, Shepard tore strips off them. She never thought that she would have witness the powerful Admiralty Board wilt in the face of one lone human. By the time Shepard was finished speaking, the Admirals had no choice but to find her innocent.

She chose to keep her name as Tali’Zorah vas Normandy and would keep that name until the end.

Tali took Shepard by the hand and led her to a different docking bay. She had things on the Neema that she wanted to gather as she had no intention of returning to the Migrant Fleet even after the Collectors were defeated. Given her status as an important engineer, she was one of very few who received their own quarters on a ship. It was tiny. Nothing more than a single bed, a small nightstand, a desk and chair with a small shelving unit to store certain things. No bathroom as showering and toilets were communal.

Shutting the door behind her, she had Shepard sit on her bed as she sat the surprise on Shepard’s face when Tali straddled her lap. Without any hesitation, she started to unclip her purple helmet. “Tali...”

“Shepard, my body is currently swimming with everything that I need to stay healthy. I need you to see me. I’m crying right now because I’m so happy. You proved in there how much I mean to you.”

“They’re idiots and I won’t have them sacrifice you for their own goals.”

She closed her eyes when she felt real air on her face for the first time in over two years. The only time previously that she’d removed her helmet was when she received her new suit upon completing her Pilgrimage. When she felt Shepard’s thumb on her skin, she choked back an almighty sob.

“Wow,” Shepard whispered, “I’d heard rumours that quarians were attractive underneath...”

She opened her eyes to see Shepard smiling at her. Tali felt herself smile and Shepard’s eyes lit up approvingly. “Do my eyes glow without the purple glass in the way?”

“They surely do, Tali.”

Tali placed her purple face plate on the mattress and leaned forward to leave a soft kiss on Shepard’s lips. Her first kiss and with the person she wanted it with most. It was nothing more than a peck as she was eager to get the rest of her suit off her head. Shepard helped where she could. All quarians had augmentations. One augmentation that Tali had was to keep her hair short. Not too short, probably similar to Doctor Chakwas. Feeling Shepard running her fingers through her dark hair almost earned another sob.

“This was for me,” Tali whispered, “I wanted you to see me first. I want to have fun back on the Normandy. The more I expose myself, the less chance that I’ll get sick. I’m going to get sick just doing this.”

“How bad?”

“As I’m only kissing you, it’ll be like a cold. I’ll have the sniffles and probably cough a lot. You won’t infect me with anything bad.”

“And how do I finally get at that sweet little pussy of yours, Tali?” she asked softly.

“Two options. The riskiest is full suit removal. I’m willing to do it though I’d rather that be in a clean room environment. I know it’s possible on most ships. EDI could probably help with that. The second is that I obtain a second suit, one that will be full body but compartmentalised. Each limb can be sealed separately, and ... I know some quarians use them as it’s easier to go to the bathroom when back on the ship.”

“Does that mean you can remove a part of your suit to expose yourself?”

She giggled and nodded. “You’ll definitely see my pussy, Shepard.”

“Your choice, Tali, as I know it’s your health. I understand the risk you are taking just doing this with me.”

Tali kissed her again. When Shepard kissed her back, it took her a few tries to figure out how to kiss properly. When Shepard slipped her tongue in her mouth the first time, Tali whimpered and felt her pussy get incredibly wet. She felt one of Shepard’s hands move to her arse, giving one of her cheeks a squeeze, while another moved up to her breasts and gently squeezed there.

“Part of me really wants to be naked with all of you,” Tali moaned upon breaking the kiss, “To feel your lips all over my body.”

“I think we should all gather around and kiss your body before I finally get my mouth where we both really want.”

“My virginity was always going to be yours, Shepard. From the moment you saved me on the Citadel ... You strode in, a vision in black, but such vibrant red hair ... And your eyes ... And you just projected such power and authority. I was so fucking wet while we were talking to the ambassador afterwards.”

They made out for a few more minutes before Tali had to pull back and sigh. When Shepard caressed her cheek, Tali sighed and felt another tear down her cheek. “We’ll figure it out, Tali.”

“I want to be naked. Completely. If you head back to the ship, I’m going to talk to some people then get a few things that I know will help. I have to be naked. I can’t just expose a part of my body. I want to feel your lips and tongue everywhere, Shepard.”

Tali placed the glass plate back in place, sealing herself away from Shepard and the galaxy once again. While Shepard returned to the Normandy, Tali spoke to a few quarians she knew had returned from Pilgrimage with many stories to tell. Most hadn’t had much to do with humans, but a few had enjoyed relations with asari. She soon had a small bag packed full of everything she would need to get naked. The suggestion was to only do that on a ship. Ships were considered generally clean places and the safest though if a wave of sickness did pass through, then Tali would be in trouble if she took off her suit.

Returning to the Normandy, she eagerly told Shepard about everything given to her. Shepard explained that the best place for Tali to take off her suit would be the life support room, which wasn’t particularly appealing, or sealing Shepard’s cabin while she went without her suit.

“First time, Tali. Are you alone or is everyone...”

“I want everyone to share our first time as they can fuck while we ... I want to say make love, Shepard ... I just know that you’ll be gentle with me for our first time...”

“I’ll be gentle, Tali. I won’t want to hurt you.”

Tali was ever so eager to get naked quickly though knew it wasn’t something she could rush. In bed that night, she had her masturbation program running at full speed nearly the entire time. Those around her knew she was enjoying one climax after the other as she simply didn’t care who hear her soft moans of pleasure.

After breakfast the next morning, she asked if Shepard could host a small gathering for her in her cabin. Shepard agreed, Tali inviting Miranda, Jack, Kasumi, Doctor Chakwas, and Kelly upstairs to join herself and Shepard. They all gathered on the lounges as Tali stood in front of them. She fidgeted slightly though not through nerves. She was excited. She hoped that each woman in front of her would eventually make love to her.