Chapter 6 The Wedding that wasn't

The signs have no meaning
They blur out as I stare
I’ve been waiting so long
Are you ever going to come around here?
The date was set the plans complete
With only one empty seat
I sat and stared till the words had no meaning
I was waiting, always waiting
Sit and wait, lie and wait, stretch out and wait
Removed from time
It stands inconsequential
Blurring past uneventful
Immune to the chime
Hanging by my heels
Debates spring up measuring my fault
I’m forced to wonder
In the heart so deep
Drowning in a sea of disdain
Are you thinking of me?
Should I choose this moment, let it float free?
The signs have no meaning
They blur out as I stare
Are you ever going to come around here?