Chapter 1

Jeff and I have been married for twelve years now. We have a good life together. We both have good careers that pay enough so that money isn’t a problem for us. We’re not rich by any means, but we don’t have to worry about that aspect of our lives. Our sex life is ok too. Jeff doesn’t have the biggest cock, and he’s not the best in bed; but he’s not bad either. Sometimes I wonder if the sex thing is my fault. Maybe if I tried harder. Maybe if dressed or acted sexier. Maybe this and maybe that. I just don’t know.

I may not look as good as I did when we were dating, but I’m not a bad looking woman. I’m five and a half feet tall and weigh about a hundred and forty pounds give or take. I have a nice set of boobs too, 36 D’s if you really care to know.

Jeff doesn’t look the same as when we were dating either. He went from being a bit of a football jock to having a dad bod. We don’t even have any kids. To be honest, he wasn’t much of a jock. He spent most of his time riding the bench, but he did get his letter just the same. Now he plays golf and dresses like the manager he is. Even off work.

One day I walked into the room while Jeff was watching porn on his iPad. He couldn’t hear me because he had his AirPod Pros in and I was able to look over his shoulder and peek at what he was watching. It was porn. No surprise really. I was surprised however, to see that it was black guys fucking white girls. I left the room before he realized I was there.

“That was enlightening.” I said to myself.

Over the next couple of weeks my curiosity got the better of me and I started snooping. Jeff only used a few different passwords, and I got into his computer with “Cowboysrule4ever!” It could be worse I guess, he could be a Dolphins fan.

When I checked Jeff’s browser history I found a lot of porn. Mostly interracial stuff. And even more surprisingly, cuckold porn. I didn’t even know what that shit was. I had to look it up. He also read a lot of cuckold erotic stories. He even had about a dozen different ones saved to his favorites. I also found a couple cuckold forums where Jeff had posted. He would say things like, “I wish my wife was into black guys.” Or, “I’d love to watch a black guy fuck my wife with his BBC.” I had no idea Jeff was into any of this. I copied down the different porn sites as well as the story sites and the names of the stories Jeff liked and logged off his computer. Just in time to, because I heard the garage door opening as I left our home office.

I went to the kitchen and started trying to figure out dinner. Jeff came inside and asked, “What’s for dinner tonight babe?”

“I have no idea what to make. Want to order Chinese?” I asked.

“Sure. You know what I like. I’m going to take a quick shower.” Jeff said.

“Alright.” I said.

After dinner Jeff went into our home office for a while. I don’t think he suspected anything. If he did, he didn’t say anything.

I didn’t want to, but I waited until the following day while Jeff was out playing golf with his buddies before I checked out the sites I found in Jeff’s computer. I went down the rabbit hole of interracial and cuckold porn and erotic stories. Yes, they turned me on. Enough so that I went online and ordered myself some new toys. I got myself some BBC dildos. BBC means Big Black Cock. That’s another thing I learned. The smallest one I ordered was eight inches. The biggest was fourteen. I got ten and twelve inchers too. The ten incher is an ejaculating dildo so I could give myself cream pies. That was another new term I leaned. Queen Of Spades that was a new and interesting term I learned too. For those that don’t know, a cream pie is what you get when a guy comes in your pussy. And a queen of spades, that’s a white woman that fucks black guys. Usually to the exclusion of other races of men.

I didn’t mean to, but I became a fan of interracial sex and cuckolding too. I found myself masturbating and fantasizing what it would be like to get my tight little white pussy stretched my a huge monster black cock. Having some muscular black guy tearing up my pussy and using me for his own pleasure. I would have some really nice orgasms like that.