I write stories primarily involving rape or non-consent. I loathe the erotica trope where the 'victim' is reluctant at first, but eventually enjoys what's happening, or that she can't control her body e.g., "Why am I so wet? What is happening to me?.
The rape victims in my stories act and behave like an actual rape victim, or as close as I can assume. They scream, they cry, they dissociate. If this is something that appeals to you, you might enjoy my stuff.