@Michael LoucksAs always, we need to be our own medical advocate, as who else will be as focused on our health than we are, and who better understands our health than us.
People with normal problems and conditions can largely skate on by, but those of us with either unusual, non-standard or complicated conditions pretty much have to take charge.
That said, the reason wry I stopped writing is because my psychiatrist and I got into a tiff over my care—insurance companies began issuing strict limits on 'time allotted for care', when I'd pretty much taught her everything she knows about my Spectrum-Disorder condition.
So despite knowing that the medication needs to be boosted after a time, due to a natural 'immunity' to the standard dosages, they refused and I simply stopped going.
Now that I'm at the point where my concentration is SO bad that I no longer remember to take it, I've learned something new.
I still can't remember much of anything, yet suddenly, my physical problems (troubles standing, balancing, etc.) have now largely vanished, meaning I can now take a shower without any risk of falling (a serious concern for well over a dozen or so years).
So the trade off calculation is now entirely different. So, do I really need to write, if I can instead focus on other activities (reading, returning to my long-abandoned artwork, etc.), I can probably do much better never writing again (other than in posts, like this one).
Otherwise, I may try learning to write short-stories, short enough that I don't need to worry about protracted thirty-chapter story arcs. Heck, long hikes may even be in the cards again!
I still can't hold things anymore (a separate issue) as I have little motor control on my predominate (right) side, to the point that medicine (shots, like daily insulin) are only partially effective on that side of my body, as are blood tests (20 to 35% differences in results).
Still, that's a reasonable trade off for what I'll like never be able to do again, no matter what I do.
But as far as memory is concerned, I can barely remember what happened in the stories I read on a monthly basis, or even who most of the characters are after so long. :(
In the end, it's usually one condition or the other, as at this age, everything starts degrading, so best to stick with what's working than stressing over what won't.