I've come to realize orientation kink, such as straight-to-lesbian (STL) and Lesbians Getting Dicked (LGD) are quite varied from person to person. I'm interested in seeing everyone's personal take on it is, so please leave a comment.
I'll go ahead and explain my lesbian-to-straight kink.
First, I'm aware that sexuality and orientation are a lot more complicated than most believe. More complicated than gay/straight/bi, and even more complicated than the outdated Kinsey scale.
But my kink lies in an assumption of there being two labels, that aren't just labels, but a part of one's core identity, and they're opposite to each other: straight and gay.
To explain it, let's make up a hypothetical girl named Jenny.
Jenny knew from an early age only she liked girls. But she lived in a conservative state, and her parents were fundamentalist extremists who always preached about gays going to hell.
So she tried to deny her true self. She tried to fit in. But ultimately that didn't feel right.
Then she went to college.
She met another girl, dated her, made love with her.
It was an epiphany.
She's gay! She's a lesbian! And she's proud of it!
She wanted to shout it from the rooftops!
To Jenny, this sexuality became a core part of herself. A defining characteristic of her.
She came out to her old friends. Some supported her. Some turned away from her. Her family disowned her.
That hurt a bit, but still, she's finally who she truly is. And Jenny felt that was definitely worth it.
So, let's say at this point, she tried having sex with a man, and liked it, It'd be naughty. It'd be like, "Ooh, she's a lesbian who's experimenting. That's kind of hot."
But instead of that, let's take it further. Let's say that through hypnosis or other means, she turns completely straight. A complete shift. No longer attracted to women anymore.
That is a complete upheaval of her core self-identity.
Who is Jenny now?
Although sexuality or labels shouldn't necessarily be such an integral part of one's identity, it is for many. At the very least, it is for our fictional Jenny.
Basically, a lesbian trying dick is naughty and therefore hot. But that shift of core self-identity? That's what I find truly hot, no matter how realistic or not it is.
And that's why you'll find most of my fiction and captions with that theme.
(I know, I know. I'm fucked up. Shut up. I don't care. :P)
Anyway, please leave a comment! I'm very interested in hearing other people's analysis of their own version of orientation kink.
— Tessa 💗