As editing continues for the rest of Dark Whispers Book 1, I can't seem to stop writing! I've started working on a novella that I'm about halfway through with. Here's a teaser of what it's about, as well as an excerpt from Chapter 1 introducing our very lovable protagonist.
Synopsis: Nick Walker is an amoral, perverted scientist working for an organization of homophobic, religious men called the Patriarchy, whose goal is the correction of lesbians and subjugation of all women. When his brainwashing machines fail to work on their newest victim/patient, he discovers the impossible.
Chapter 1 Excerpt:
— There are benefits to working for homophobic, religious nutjobs.
I couldn't help but be grateful for the "career choice" I made two years ago as I sat in my comfortable lab chair, watching the gorgeous, ex-lesbian redhead bobbing her head up and down my thick cock as she knelt between my legs, her arm snaking down past her large breasts, fingers rubbing her clit.
The Patriarchy—yes, that's actually the name of the organization—knows I'm not a true believer of their bullshit. Lesbians need to be brainwashed straight to purge them of their demonic influences? Women are inherently inferior and should be subservient to men? The fuck is that?
No. I don't believe any of that. But they need a scientist to develop and run their brainwashing machines, and no one else remotely close to my IQ would be dumb enough to accept a job with these idiots.
So why did I accept this job? Well, it's definitely not the shitty pay; I can tell you that much.
Two reasons. First, I get complete autonomy over my experiments. I don't have to answer to any ethics committees. I can do whatever the fuck I want.
Most importantly, though, I get to satisfy my darkest desires. In theory, I'm feminist and pro-LGBT. but nothing makes my cock as hard as turning a feminist lesbian into a submissive cockslut.
I know I'm a horrible person. But shut up. I don't care.
I have no moral qualms doing whatever it takes to get my rocks off.
I don't try to rationalize it like all the priests do.
"They'll be much happier straight."
"We're saving their souls."
Fuckin' bullshit. They just want to get their dicks wet in some tight lesbian pussy.
At least I'm man enough to admit it.
A beeping sound brought my attention to the computer set up next to a large brainwashing chamber: “Unknown Error.”
What the fuck does that mean?
I've come to realize orientation kink, such as straight-to-lesbian (STL) and Lesbians Getting Dicked (LGD) are quite varied from person to person. I'm interested in seeing everyone's personal take on it is, so please leave a comment.
I'll go ahead and explain my lesbian-to-straight kink.
First, I'm aware that sexuality and orientation are a lot more complicated than most believe. More complicated than gay/straight/bi, and even more complicated than the outdated Kinsey scale.
But my kink lies in an assumption of there being two labels, that aren't just labels, but a part of one's core identity, and they're opposite to each other: straight and gay.
To explain it, let's make up a hypothetical girl named Jenny.
Jenny knew from an early age only she liked girls. But she lived in a conservative state, and her parents were fundamentalist extremists who always preached about gays going to hell.
So she tried to deny her true self. She tried to fit in. But ultimately that didn't feel right.
Then she went to college.
She met another girl, dated her, made love with her.
It was an epiphany.
She's gay! She's a lesbian! And she's proud of it!
She wanted to shout it from the rooftops!
To Jenny, this sexuality became a core part of herself. A defining characteristic of her.
She came out to her old friends. Some supported her. Some turned away from her. Her family disowned her.
That hurt a bit, but still, she's finally who she truly is. And Jenny felt that was definitely worth it.
So, let's say at this point, she tried having sex with a man, and liked it, It'd be naughty. It'd be like, "Ooh, she's a lesbian who's experimenting. That's kind of hot."
But instead of that, let's take it further. Let's say that through hypnosis or other means, she turns completely straight. A complete shift. No longer attracted to women anymore.
That is a complete upheaval of her core self-identity.
Who is Jenny now?
Although sexuality or labels shouldn't necessarily be such an integral part of one's identity, it is for many. At the very least, it is for our fictional Jenny.
Basically, a lesbian trying dick is naughty and therefore hot. But that shift of core self-identity? That's what I find truly hot, no matter how realistic or not it is.
And that's why you'll find most of my fiction and captions with that theme.
(I know, I know. I'm fucked up. Shut up. I don't care. :P)
Anyway, please leave a comment! I'm very interested in hearing other people's analysis of their own version of orientation kink.
— Tessa 💗
I've finally submitted the first chapter of Dark Whispers, Book 1. Being my first foray into creative writing, aside from captions on my Bdsmlr blogs (MakeMeStraight and MakeMeLesbian), it was quite a journey writing it.
The remaining chapters in Book 1 are finished, and will be released as soon as editing is complete.
As of this morning, I've decided on the route Book 2 will take. I can't wait to release it!