Last week I was permanently banned on reddit and on newtumblr, places where I had cultivated literally thousands of followers. I had an asshole attack me, tell me I'm a shit mom and should just go ahead and kill myself and make the world a better place. He's likely also the one who got those sites shut down since it happened at the same time as he harassed me.
Rebuilding everything, finding new outlets, places where I can feel safe to be me, expose myself to the world, it's hard. I really, really hate change. And I've had to deal with so many in just one week. But I'm pushing on, can't stay still, if I do, I drown.
Keep on moving, to new places, and hopefully happier ones as well.