There is no such thing as not making a decision.
Damn in a way that is so simple, yet it is something that I've avoided acknowledging all my life. So, the question is, which way to move? 'Cause I must move and soon.
I could try to thrash out the pros and cons of various moves here but I shan't.
I do know one thing, not writing in about three years, except for this blog has caused me to be creatively 'constipated' so to speak. I can almost feel the intense urge to create at every level here, yet it takes time to unwind enough to let it out when I'm so physically, and yes psychically exhausted.
So, I must change jobs. I must change places of living. Neither will be comfortable, but where I am (as Jordan Peterson put it) is killing me.