Makes the blues harder to fight, and invites the black days to come as well. And as my last couple of blogs have demonstrated, I'm both physically and emotionally exhausted. I apologize for taking that out on you my loyal fans. Yet I thank you all for putting up with me, and even giving me good suggestions. I'm beginning to think, that I may try to drive at least three, or four days a week from Redding to my job. I drive between 90 and 120 miles a day as it is.... that would double my driving essentially, but might ease my emotional exhaustion... I shall see after this weekend. If I can keep my plan to cook a large (as large as I think I can get in the freezer of my fridge....) batch of chili, then get it frozen, well, I may just try next week and see, or at least start taking chili to work. I need to reduce my diet to beans and rice, and rice and beans! Oh and the occasional piece of hamburger thrown in for good measure....