And I'm not 100% sure I'm talking about writing either.
It's been a rough month since I last talked to you, including numerous x-rays, tests, and even a couple visits to the hospital, one in an ambulance.
Between that and fighting the for profit healthcare system to get their thumbs out of their rear ends to get things I need (I am now at two months without the primary medicine I've been prescribed to manage the Crohn's and the arthritis (a major reason for all those x-rays and tests).
Seven Months waiting for the CPAP machine, despite being told it's just a bit longer.
So, here I sit, writing to tell you about all the shit I've been going through instead of giving you guys more content. I won't lie, I'm in a deep dark place mentally right now, and it's been impossible to string two words together.
But right now, I'm still feeling like I just have to keep taking the next step.
God help me if that changes.