It’s my birthday!
I thought I’d post a little blog. Partly for the slim chance a few kind internet strangers wish me a happy birthday, and partly to share where I’m at in the writing world.
I tend to start with an idea that I love and then devote all of my time towards writing a story in full. Most of these stories are just the initial thought, not going further than how to start and I work it out as I go, possibly figuring out how I want things to end along the way.
When a really good idea gets into my head, it can go on and on until it blossoms into a full length novel. Some of these ideas may be better for short form content, which I have split off from this main page under the name “EveryDenialShorts”, please check it out!
For longer stories, due to my story idea process, I may write 5-6 chapters. Then my brain runs out of ideas for that story and moves itself onto the next idea in my head. This is annoying to myself and for those who end up reading a half baked project. (This was how the initial ending of Fairy Magic resulted. To those who read it to the end, I apologize, and it has been fixed.)
As with all my content, my stories often center around younger female characters, placed in situations that are wildly unrealistic, deeply taboo, and unapologetically sexual. A lot of my setups are deliberately ridiculous, implausible scenarios, where the characters find themselves swept up in sex at the drop of a hat. Either fucking people they just met, or being fucked by people they don’t know at all.
I genuinely appreciate everyone who takes the time to message me their thoughts, opinions, or spelling/content errors I make,, or just lurk in the background enjoying what I create. It means a lot to know there are people out there who enjoy the ideas in my head as much as I do.
Now onto projects I have in the works that may or may not see the light of day:
Space Man (Working Title):
I started this one 6 months ago. The premise is that a young girl’s sister was taken away by an alien race of void bunnies, who are elusive and well hidden sex traders. She (Zoey) discovers that not many space pilots are willing to go after this terrifying race, but she manages to find one. After seducing him and falling in love at first sight, she asks him to help her. He (Jack) agrees to help her for free, but she refuses and tells him she will please him sexually in exchange for his services. Their journey takes them to different planets, meeting people Jack knows from his travels, while enjoying the pleasures of each planet along the way. The more time they spend together, the more she sees him as a father figure, complicating their sexual activity... or maybe not.
This one is 6 chapters long, at the point where they managed to capture someone for interrogation to figure out where Zoey’s sister is. I truly want to finish it because I love their story.
Death’s Release:
A fresh idea that I started writing for, barely a chapter long yet, but I was pulled off of it for another project. It’s a play on zombies, but the only way to kill them isn’t a shot to the head. These zombies won’t attack or kill unless they are denied what they are after, sexual release. It starts with two sisters, one who seems very experienced at getting men off, easily taking on two zombies at once. But her younger sister has only just come of age to fight the zombified men, and she’s still learning the ropes. They are living at a compound with a bunch of other young girls who are being trained to fight in a pervert zombie world.
Not sure how or if this one will flesh out into a proper story, but I like the idea a lot. I’ve started a few zombie stories in the past, but this one really feels good.
And the story some have been waiting for…
Fairy Magic 2: The Quest Continues (Working Title):
When some lovely readers messaged me saying they wanted more and were upset by the abrupt ending I posted, I was honestly elated. Fairy Magic was the third long story I ever started writing, having started it 5 years ago. I never finished it, but loved it and wanted others to see the world I built. This led to an unfinished ending and disappointment, which resulted in rewriting the ending, with the promise of another 2 books coming.
Now, that was written 5 years ago, and I’d like to think I’ve improved my writing just a little. I try to be more descriptive of the characters and the scene they are in. I try to use some bigger words without sounding too cringey or unlike myself. This will result in the second book having a bit of a different feel than the first, while still (hopefully) capturing the magic the first one had.
I am excited to say that the second book has been completed and is somehow double the length of the first. I had the idea of the final dialogue for this project since I started writing it, and finally being able to write it out and hit that period at the end, a weight lifted off my shoulders. All that’s left is a final edit. Cleaning up punctuation, grammar, and catching any continuity issues I can.
Which is good? Right…?
Fairy Magic 3: No Title Yet:
This book plans to have the MC plus 9 female companions… NINE!?!?! Oopsie! 🙂
I have the initial plot in my head. Some well worded exposition will tie the start of book three into everything from the previous two books, all the way back to the first page or book one. And I have a foggy idea of how I want it to end.
But that’s it. I have no middle at all and no current tie in for the Fairy (which the book is named after). Which is why I may take a break from writing in this universe until the golden Idea comes to me.
So until then, I hope you enjoy Fairy Magic 2: The Quest Continues (working title) when I finish editing and release it. I hope you enjoy any shorts or other long form content I post along the way. And I hope book three doesn’t have the same five year gap between writing as books one and two!
Thank you 🙂
I love this universe that I've created.
In this future timeline, legalized sex work became the foundation of global society after 2036, turning what was once hidden into a highly visible, thriving industry. Strictly regulated but celebrated, it grew alongside major businesses, filling city streets with neon-lit pleasure clubs and branded chains where sex was openly bought and sold like any other service. Over time, normalization blurred every boundary. Laws mandated intimate acts between family members, schools taught explicit sexual techniques as part of standard career preparation, and the legal age of sex workers was lowered to keep pace with demand. By 2186, the industry that once promised wealth and excitement had become a routine, minimum-wage job, mostly staffed by teenagers who saw spreading their legs, opening their throats, or serving customers however they wished as just another workday task. The system ran smoothly, accepted without question, with no one left who could remember a world where sex wasn’t available at every turn.
As stated in the previous blog, I made an attempt to do a part two of Lila's story. Without spoiling too much (if it were to ever come out), it focused on the necklace to start and its random activations, forcing her to seek out help from Andrew Barrington. This leads her to fall into the hands of Sarah, who sexually tortures her to a physical and mental breaking point. Andrew catches Sarah in the act, then brings Lila back to the mansion, where she meets back up with previous encounters, who all assist her with getting over the trauma she endured. Over all this backfires and swings too far the other way, Lila wanting to be nothing more than a set of holes and giving up school and her lifes ambitions. Andrew knows sex is a huge part of her life, but knows that isn't all she's good for. He tells Lila he has no choice but to send Lila back to Sarah to get fixed properly, undo whatever she truly caused.
And that's what I've got so far. Haven't touched it in months at this point.
I then wrote 4-5 starts to new cyberpunk/future-esque stories, multiple chapters for each, but my interest in each of them faded and I moved on. I wish I could stay more focused on a single project and produce long content that I feel proud to post, but my mind won't let me. I also wish I could organize my content better, into short stories and long form content, but the site is limited. But I appreciate the platform allows me to show my work!
I am currently working on a new story that is 3 chapters long and takes place in the Edge of Obedience Universe. It opens with a girl named Naomi who gets home after a shift at Paradise Sands, exhausted after a long day of servicing multiple men throughout the day. As she's winding down in the shower, her boyfriend wakes up and joins her in the shower. Naomi lets him know she's hurting and asks him to stop, but he proceeds to use her anyway. Raping her. It explains that this has been going on for a while, constant unwanted sexual advances and penetration, and she's finally had enough, running away from him. Without giving too much away, the story continues as she deals with the emotional weight of being used without consent. It builds the world, showing in depth how working as a sex worker is her choice, her choice to give up her body for others' pleasure for a return of financial gain. She has friends at work, an understanding boss, and they help her through the early rough patch of starting fresh.
I have 7+ more chapters planned for this. The problem is that the end of chapter 3 has such a sweet spot ending, so it's once again put a hold on my will to continue. If you're a frequent reader of my content, you'll know there isn't a chapter that goes without some sort of sexual act, usually dominating the scene and deeper plot flowing around it. I do like the plans I've set out for this new story, its very relationship driven, but I can't just throw a rape victim into a sexual relationship. She's broken. And that's okay. Everyone heals at a different pace. But I also can't keep her at work all the time just to have sex, and without the sex to drive the plot, it's putting even more weight on my will to see this through.
My main question is, since I titled the first book "Edge of Obedience", how can I title any new books to reflect that it's in the same universe, but has nothing to do with the first book at all.
Rambling over! Thanks to everyone who reads my content! I appreciate every nice message people send me. :)
The Edge of Obedience.
One of the few long (100k+ words) stories that I have seen from start to finish. I had so much fun writing this and was excited every day to continue working on it. I’m just posting some extra stuff in case anyone is curious about how it came about.
When the story was originally written, there was a massive time jump between where chapter 6 ends and chapter 16 where the poolside meeting begins. The plan was to gloss over everything and have Lila just be used to the mansion, the new life, and all the changes. The maids Amara, Hana, and Clara, Marcus the personal trainer, and James the chauffeur didn’t exist. The original chapter 16 was a meeting between Andrew Barrington and some guy named Johnathan, and the meeting ended well.
Obviously, I ended up not liking the time jump, missing out on everything that could and did happen to Lila was too much to just gloss over. The chapter was shelved and I began writing about Lila’s first weekend and it continued to flow from there.
What that shelved chapter did was give me a goal. I knew that at some point I wanted that poolside meeting to happen, and I knew that it would be near the end of the story. It resulted in quite the rewrite of that chapter, incorporating Robert and switching the meeting to ending unsuccessfully.
It worked out to be a much better end to the story than I had expected. As a result of that, I am very proud of this story as a whole. I’m also very appreciative of all those who read my story and messaged me with editing tips and corrections. It costs nothing but time to be friendly, and I thank you for taking the time to reach out.
What’s next?
I have been writing a follow-up book for The Edge of Obedience, but the process hasn’t flowed as nicely as the original. I finished the 5th chapter. Then I realized I hated the entire 1st chapter, which resulted in deleting it entirely and rewriting it from scratch. Now I’m at the point where I don’t like where the 4th chapter left off, which means the entire 5th chapter would need to be rewritten or deleted as well because the results of the 4th bleed heavily into the 5th.
This has me in a slump. Typically I try to write a little every day or go over the content I’ve written, but I haven’t been opening the document lately. I know myself. If I stay away from the story for too long I’ll drop it completely and move onto something else.
I like what I have for chapters 1-3 and half of 4, but I also don’t want to release just a part of this story. Too many times I’ve let a long story die, and that isn’t fair to the people who take the time to read them.
So will there be a follow-up? I hope so, but I don’t know.
Thank you for reading and your support! :)