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This is number 121 in the blog series, “My Life in Erotica.” I encourage you to join my Patreon community to support my writing.
When you're hot you're hot
And when you're not you're not
Put all the money in and let's roll 'em again
When you're hot you're hot
—Jerry Reed
HERE IN LAS VEGAS, it’s the first of September and the temperature is still over 100º. Why did I think living here was a good idea? Well, when you’re hot, you’re hot. The air conditioning bill is over a hundred, too.
I’ve been working hard on several projects and since getting back to Vegas in the middle of August, I’ve been checking them off. I finished Forever Yours and the pre-release eBook is available today to my Sneak Peek Patrons. I finished my Halloween contest entry (rules demand this stay confidential until after judging) and it is in the hands of my final editor.
I’ve completed the Signature Edition paperback of Forever Yours and it will be released September 14. But that’s not the only one. I’m nearly finished compiling the Signature Edition of Bob’s Memoir: 4,000 Years as a Free Demon. All three volumes will be released in one massive (670-page) hardcover tome. The interview to be included in the new edition is slated for September 25 and I’ll release the book around the first of November. I’ll also do a public re-release Volume 3: Current Era (Mostly), since I’ve done a significant amount of rewriting and adding new material to it. (Yes, my faithful editor, you’ll get it first.)
The Signature Edition of the Strange Art Trilogy, another three-in-one volume, will be released near the end of the year. Editing and layout are finished and I’m awaiting the interview questions for that one.
Drawing on the Bright Side of the Brain has become my major creative focus for a while. I expect I’ll get that finished by November or so. I might manage release it in 2025, but I’m not really expecting it until January.
Yeah, when you’re hot, you’re hot.
My records indicate that I began the first draft of Double Twist on the first of May 2019 and completed it at the end of June. 168,000 words in two months. That only told a piece of the story, though.
The Transmogrification of Jacob Hopkins was a five-volume set that I started in September of 2018 and finished in September of 2019. It was a total of 837,535 words. In one year. When you’re hot, you’re hot. During those years, I also wrote Things I Never Told My Wife and Adams’ Apples. Shorter works, but significant, nonetheless. And I wrote Nathan Everett’s (Wayzgoose) City Limits and Wild Woods, Stocks & Blondes, and A Place at the Table. It was a busy year.
The thing is, I was hot. I was releasing at least one book every quarter. The words just kept flowing. My Patreon membership quadrupled. The scores on my serials were on a constant rise and book sales were unprecedented. I felt my writing was finally maturing to a point I could have a nice supplemental income from it.
Ah, the sweet smell of success. In the next two years, I wrote and published the Team Manager series as well as a number of other books. They continued to sell well and achieve high scores.
All these books including The Transmogrification of Jacob Hopkins, are available at ZBookStore.
And when you’re not, you’re not.
I have continued to write successful series for the past three years, but the fire seems to have cooled a bit. Neither Bob’s Memoir: 4,000 Years as a Free Demon nor the Photo Finish hexalogy attracted the readership nor attention of my other books. Imagine my shock when my 2024 Valentine’s Day contest entry, “Carousel,” placed last in the contest! It’s the only story in my collection on SOL that rated less than a 6.0. To redeem myself, my 2024 Halloween contest entry, The Key to Eve, won third prize.
Yikes! as alarmists say.
Maybe I should redesign my logo!
No. I don’t want to draw the president’s attention to my erotica. It’s way too woke! (Meaning disliked by right wing bigots. Not all right-wingers. Just the bigots.)
The truth is that readership changes over the years. I know a portion of my most devoted readers are aging and dying. They are being replaced by younger readers who have a different set of interests and a different standard of rating. I can tell this is true as scores on many of my older stories that were highly rated have dropped a little over the past two years as well.
That is not to say that my stories shouldn’t be improved or that I shouldn’t make adjustments to my style. Overall, I believe my most recent books, The Strongman, Soulmates, and Forever Yours, are much better written than many of my earlier highly-rated stories. That doesn’t make them more popular. It just means that I’m not as hot as I once was.
It shows up in the speed of my writing, as well. I guess that is one of the things I need to face. I’ll be 76 years old this month, and many things don’t work as fast as they used to. In fact, one of the basic realities of aging is that things people used to tell me to slow down, they are now hounding me to speed up: Driving, talking, walking, writing, sex. Just get on with it, would you?
Of that list, I single out writing. I began writing Forever Yours, for example, November 1, 2024. Now this month, I am finally getting it released. The first draft of 151,000 words and 45 chapters was finished before Christmas. 2,960 words per day. The second draft took the next eight months. It ended up 257,000 words and 73 chapters. 1,070 words per day. Part of the problem was a simple slow-down in my thinking and part of it was exhaustion.
In 2024, I wrote an average of 2,011 words per day, all year long! In 2023: 2,247 words per day. 2022: 3,808 words per day. 2021: 3,217. 2020 (you remember that year, right?): 993 words per day. 2019: 3,129.
You get the picture? So far, in 2025 I’ve averaged 1,931 per day. I’ve slowed down. Because I’m not as hot anymore. Discarding the year of the plague, I’m writing about 1,000 words a day fewer than my five-year average!
So, the question is: Will I get hot again? Maybe. Seems I’ve had a lot of jumbled up ideas in my head that haven’t shaken out yet. I want to get some of them out on paper. And I confidently think, you want that, too!
I recently received a comment from a respected novelist who had just finished reading all three volumes of Bob’s Memoir: 4,000 Years as a Free Demon. She said: “I just finished your series. Quite fun but disturbing read.” Next week, “Looking into the Dark.”
This is number 120 in the blog series, “My Life in Erotica.” I encourage you to join my Patreon community to support my writing.
MY MOTHER was a Methodist preacher back in the days when it was truly unusual to have a woman in the pulpit. One of the first things she did when she was assigned to her first church was establish a ‘children’s story time’ in the middle of the Sunday service. She invited the children in the congregation to the chancel steps, sat down with them, and told a story that had a moral, or that tied in with her theme for the day.
Adults in the congregation loved it! The stories never sounded like she was preaching at them.
I remember a series of stories she told that had birds as characters. I can’t remember the names of all the birds who lived in the little bird town, but they each had a story connected to them. One stuck with me about a very talkative bird who just couldn’t stay quiet during church service. The choir was singing a lovely anthem but this bird just tried to talk louder. Finally, she said to her neighbor, “I wish they wouldn’t sing so loud!”
It happened that her wish was granted before it was spoken. The choir reached a point in the song where there was a dramatic pause in the music and everyone in the congregation could clearly hear the churchbird’s comment. My mother said, “She quickly looked around for a hole in the floor she could crawl into but couldn’t find one small enough. And then the choir sang the last line of the anthem, ‘Be still and know that I am God.’”
This is number 119 in the blog series, “My Life in Erotica.” I encourage you to join my Patreon community to support my writing.
OH, WHAT’S THAT THING CALLED? It was right on the tip of my tongue!
Of course, you don’t have to be 75 to forget what things are called, but it helps. That’s why I constantly have a browser open to search for terms.
That’s not the only reason. I write stories. My stories have been set in Indiana, Minnesota, Washington, Iowa, Illinois, Wisconsin, Pennsylvania, England, Germany, Greece, and various places I don’t recall at the moment. And people call things different names in different places.
My post about Stocks & Blondes (Wayzgoose) last week was what sparked this post. In one of the early chapters of that story, my Seattle-based detective, Deb Riley, is stopped by a policeman because her license tabs had expired.
I received multiple corrections. The date sticker that is attached to a license plate, I was told, is called a ‘tag,’ not a ‘tab.’ Well, that depends on where you are located.
In the State of Washington, the standard term is ‘tabs.’ The same is true in Minnesota. In Wisconsin, Illinois, and Indiana, they are simply referred to as ‘stickers.’ Indiana refers to the plate itself as a tab and tag is used to identify a temporary license.
Who knew?
I did. That’s why there is an open browser window on my desktop.
What do you drink? Pop, soda, soft drink, coke, or seltzer?
What do you sit on? Sofa, couch, davenport, divan, chesterfield, or your ass?
Do you eat a hoagie or a submarine or a torpedo or a hero sandwich?
My most recent work, Forever Yours, is set in Pittsburgh, PA. Why? I don’t know. It seemed like a good idea at the time. I finished the final draft of that book this week and it has begun public serialization on StoriesOnline today. Like right now! My Sneak Peek and Sausage Grinder patrons are a couple of weeks ahead of that!
I had set Nathan Everett’s (Wayzgoose) City Limits in a fictional town in Northeastern Pennsylvania. I decided to set this one in the Southwestern part of the state.
By the way, in both Iowa and Pennsylvania, the sticker is called a tag, you sit on a couch, and you drink pop, mostly. According to state tax laws, Pennsylvanians also have sparkling water, mineral water, soda water, and similar carbonated and non-carbonated drinks. The distinction the tax law makes is that sales tax is collected on carbonated drinks. However, flavored water (non-carbonated by definition) is not taxed. Sparkling water is usually referred to as seltzer.
There are regional differences within the state. In the western part of the state, they drink pop. In the eastern part, they drink soda. The same regional differences are found between sneakers or tennis shoes, trash can or garbage can, tractor trailer or semi. The state is united on the term hoagie, however.
It is not unlikely that I’ll still have made some errors in terms that I failed to look up. And when my characters travel to Lisa’s home state of Louisiana, all bets are off. Her maternal grandparents are of Cajun lineage, so they are more likely to serve chicory than coffee. Henry could have problems with that! And if they want a soft drink, they’ll just order a coke (generic through the South). If they just order ‘tea,’ it will be roughly fifty percent sugar!
Since it is a release day for Forever Yours, albeit only of the serialization, I’ll spend a few lines promoting it. The book is not yet available in either eBook or print as the final chapters are still being edited.
I’ve been fascinated with the concept of The Singularity for a number of years. In 2006, Bill Gates called Ray Kurzweil’s book, The Singularity is Near, one of the most important books of the century. So, I read it. All 650 pages, including 105 pages of footnotes! I’ve begun at least three different stories based on the concept of a technology-biology link-up of some sort. There have been stories like that for many years. I never intended Forever Yours to be a book about The Singularity.
It surprised me.
One of the things I’ve pointed out frequently is that no matter how much of your life—even linking your brain—you upload to a computer, you don’t live forever. When you die, you die. That electronic device may contain all your memories, and also know more than you, think faster than you, and even make moral and ethical decisions better than you. But it isn’t you.
In Forever Yours, computer genius Henry Pascal starts a company based on concepts of a Small Language Model instead of the prevailing chatbot Large Language Models, because individual humans don’t know everything. I’ve always been amused by ‘do-over’ stories in which the hero sent back in time has Wikipedic knowledge of everything that happened during his first life. If he didn’t have the knowledge and skills to invent the personal computer in his first life, it is unlikely that he acquired them in his second.
We are a specialized species. I take my car to a mechanic. I visit a doctor. I call a plumber. I hire an artist. I don’t know how many microns to set my points at, or if my vehicle even has points anymore. I can’t write code other than fundamental html. I could no more create an artificial intelligence program than sprout wings and fly. But as a writer, I can imagine an artificial intelligence that might be indistinguishable from a person in most ways.
And so, as Henry attempts to solve real-world limited problems with his computer programs, the development of a singularity comes somewhat as a surprise, not an intent.
And how he interacts with it is more surprising yet.
Forever Yours by aroslav (Devon Layne) begins serialization today on StoriesOnline. Free.
Next week—I know I had a topic in mind. I’ll have to inquire of my avatar as to what it was!
Remember when I said I was taking the month of July off? Crap! It's August 10th!
Well, here's the good news. Even though the eBook is not yet ready for release, my newest story, Forever Yours, will start posting here on SOL next Sunday with the first two chapters. Six long months in the making. It will continue to post a chapter every three days until it ends in mid-March. Yeah. It will be running for even longer than it took to write it! So, get ready for a read that tantalizes and captures you from day one.
However, there is one thing I need to warn you about. If you are one of those people who can't wait three days for a cliff hanger to be resolved, wait until March to start reading, or buy the eBook when it comes out in September. Most chapters don't end with a cliff hanger, but some do. It's where the action best pauses and is a natural chapter break. It will be resolved in three days when the next chapter posts.
I can't believe I need to make that announcement, but too many people have had their feelings hurt because they couldn't wait three days for the resolution. I just want you to know it's going to be there, so don't start if you can't stand it.
Here's the summary:
Henry Pascal, a high school senior at the beginning of our tale, started building his own computers when he was eight years old. He was heavily influenced by his mother's complaints that every time a system or application was updated by the manufacturer, they broke something. He set about first manually and then automatically seeking out what was worthless in updates as far as his mother was concerned, so he could block those features without hurting the functionality of the system or app.
That led to Henry exploring the use of AI to manage the process and once he became proficient in developing and using artificial intelligence, a world of opportunities opened up to him. With his three closest friends from high school, Henry starts a company to develop AI-powered applications that served the user rather than attempting to control them. The business attracted investors and customers so quickly that before they were out of college, the business was profitable and nearing its first public offering.
Artificial Intelligence, AI, is a contentious subject, but Henry didn't realize that it would attract so many malicious hackers and even physical attacks on his partners and him. Even the Pentagon attempts to use eminent domain to grab the technology and even the company. When Henry develops a way to upload life data into an AI, creating a singularity, the opposition gets even closer to home.
Minimal sex, mostly in the first half of the story as the teens are exploring and discovering. While there are elements of computer science that are not yet fully developed in our society, they are near enough that it wouldn't be right to call this science fiction. And it's not really coming-of-age either. The characters are young adults determined to make both a personal and a professional success of their lives.
It all starts next Sunday, August 17, 2025.
This is number 118 in the blog series, “My Life in Erotica.” I encourage you to join my Patreon community to support my writing.
OF COURSE I need a vacation! We all need a vacation now and then, just to recharge our batteries and refresh our spirits. It’s only—hmm—eleven months until my next vacation.
Yes, I just had a vacation. In addition to spending the summer with family and friends in Seattle, I took a week to go to Stratford, Ontario to watch six plays. And last weekend, I saw two more plays in the Northwest. I had breakfast out with one friend and lunch with another. I celebrated my sister’s birthday and my daughter’s anniversary. It’s been a great summer.
I’m going home to Las Vegas tomorrow. I need a break!
Isn’t that often the way we end a vacation? We get home and need to rest up.
For me, getting rested up means getting back in the groove of my typical and unexciting routines. In other words, getting focused on writing again.
The past few weeks, I’ve been staying up until midnight (mostly watching silly videos I would normally just skip over), getting up sometime after seven or eight o’clock, and spending hours reading, listening to audio books, doomscrolling, and—yes—writing. My writing pace significantly slowed.
I did manage to get three chapters of my newest WIP, Forever Yours, finished this week. But as I look at my statistics sheet for this year, I find I am twenty-four words a day short of my goal for the year. I set my goal as 2,000 words a day on the average. I’m at 1,976 per day. Not bad, right? Except this is day 221 of the year. That means I’m 5,304 words short for the year. That is quite a bit to catch up on!
Please don’t send me missives regarding the quality of the words vs. the quantity, avoiding burnout, pacing myself, and not being too hard on myself. I know. That’s like my dental hygienist lecturing me each time I have my teeth cleaned on the proper way I should be flossing. I’m almost 76 years old. I know. Her condescending lecture is not going to miraculously change my behavior.
The point is that I accomplish a lot when I have an established rhythm in my life. Vacations are specifically intended to disrupt that rhythm—to get one out of the groove. And thus, they require a period of adjustment when they are over as we try to get back in the groove.
In the midst of my final week in Seattle for the time being, I managed to get three new chapters of one work in progress completed and half a chapter of my top secret work written. Can’t talk about or share that project because of contest rules. But there is so much more that I’ve not gotten back to yet. I need to get back in the groove, and getting back to my trailer in Vegas will help.
My typical day in Vegas will begin around 6:30 or 7:00 when I get up. I’ll fix my morning brew and spend half an hour on my statistics and social media. Then I’ll start writing. I’ve always been extremely productive first thing in the morning. I’ll work until about ten and then dress to go out for breakfast. I have six breakfast spots that I rotate among, trying something different at each meal. I don’t go out every morning. I do cook breakfast on many occasions, but sometimes the groove can be oppressive. I only ever make one thing for breakfast when I cook at home.
While I’m out, I’ll run any errands I need to make, like grocery shopping, laundry, buying water, etc. Then I’ll return to my trailer and work on client projects for a couple of hours. I still edit and design books for several clients and the little added supplement to my social security is appreciated. That’s not my full-time job, though, so I strictly limit the number of projects I take on.
Sometime between four and five, I stop for dinner. Occasionally, I go out with friends for a burger. Usually, I’m back in the saddle by six to continue writing for two or three hours. Then I’ll watch a women’s basketball game and go to bed by ten.
In those four to five hours of writing time, I’ll pump out between 2,000 and 3,000 words! That’s the benefit of a rhythm.
When I don’t have a client project in the afternoon, I work on editing, designing, and releasing my own books. That’s part of my ‘job’ as well.
Doesn’t a routine like this get boring?
Of course. That’s why we have vacations!
Part of getting in the groove is writing this blog. I’ll try to keep regular postings now. Next week, “Tab, you’re it!”
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