Hello everyone. Is this a great time of year or what? Of course, when it's 83d and you go to the beach to work on your tan, it's difficult to relate to the whole White Christmas thing. But we put lights around the palm trees and give gifts, so that's something, right?
I see Matt is giving himself the gift of life this Christmas with his heart surgery that's coming up. Good luck to you, Matt.
I finally graduated. I was a sophomore when I first started writing on SOL. Is that possible? I majored in Business, with a concentration in International Law. I begin my MBA program next month, with dual concentrations in International Business and Mergers & Acquisitions. It's a 2 year program but I'm determined to do it faster. Enough with school already. (Am I being silly? Talking about my college plans on a porn story board? Oh, right....I wrote here for 2 years.)
I'm seeing someone. A very dynamic Latin gentleman from Columbia, somewhat older, but full of life and energy. I let him win at tennis sometimes. Soothes his Latin ego. And yes...there's lots and lots of very sexy touching. I've come a long way, baby.
I'm starting to get bored with the Mistress Chandra, Party Dom thing. I mean, it's fun an all, dressing up, paddling and whipping asses, having casual foreplay. However, I'm becoming curious about the deeper levels; the darker side. Maybe as the subbie? Maybe humiliated and raped? Can you see me like that? Not sure I do either but I'm having some interesting fantasies. I'm obviously ambivalent about my feelings here.
Skydiving! YAYYY! Got over 20 jumps now, from as high as 15,000'. I've tried masturbating on the way down but it's proving tricky. Maybe too much adrenalin pumping.
Thanks for allowing me to check in once in a while. You were very important to me for a couple of years. No, you pervs...besides that...lol.
Happy holidays, my friends.
Life is good.
Love,
Chandra
Thank you Lazeez for making this possible. Thank you Rache for helping me kick start the mythology. Thank you all my online friends for all your feedback, your friendship, your sexy photos (both men and women) and oh, so many orgasms. Thank you for all the cyber sex. "Would you like to see my new panties daddy?" Ha, ha, ha. And a very special thank you to David, better known as White Panties. My original SOL friend and writing mentor. But thank you most of all for all the insight the SOL community has provided me in one form or another in helping me grow and make such positive changes in my life.
Because of SOL, I've cut way back on my drinking, I no longer drink and drive, I started seeing a shrink to help me with the intimacy issues caused by the incest, I've had intercourse with boys my own age, I've stopped the high risk pick-up behavior, I've, discovered the fun (and frustration) of writing, I became open to a fun new hobby, that of Party Dom (taste my whip, sweetie) and I no longer chase underage girls. (I hope you are well, Ariel.)
As to my writing, I think I did OK for someone who never wrote before. My scores were respectable and all along I admitted that technically, I was weak. But a lot of people around the world enjoyed my stuff and were masturbating to my material (visceral, Lauren called it), both autobio and fantasy, which is really cool if you think about it.
I enjoyed the celebrity. "Chandra of Miami", SOL Princess and her drunken blogs. LOL. I know. I know. I must have deleted a dozen of them the morning after, that you never saw. Whew. He, he. It was so much fun.
I confess that some of the anonymous hate mail was hurtful but I guess I brought that on myself. Easy to cure, though...just turn off 'Anonymous feedback'.
I start my MBA in the spring, I'm skydiving, playing tennis and golf and I have an incredible job waiting for me in venture capital as soon as I graduate. I feel that I've been blessed.
I'll keep my SOL email going, so if anyone wants to drop by and say hello, they'll know where to find me. Take care.
Love and sex,
Chandra
A final thought: What is reality? The orgasms are real, the feelings are real, the friendships are real. We live in a new world, with new rules. We make our online realities as we go along. We've always existed in one another's minds, in our guts and in our right hands. What else do we need?