Everything in these stories is either a work of fact or fiction. If you have the slightest inkling that you have met any of the characters in what accounts for your version of reality, I would ask that you not disturb them and instead seek professional help. I fully believe that with years of progressive sessions you will be able to live a more rewarding and productive life. I have only one request while you are receiving those services. Whatever the price you have to pay be that asking, begging
It's a long hard journey that gets a story from my mind to yours. There is always clutter somewhere in the way it seems.