Chapter 1A: Lauren
Caution: This Mind Control Sex Story contains strong sexual content, including Ma/Fa, Coercion, Mind Control, Lesbian, BiSexual, Heterosexual, Humiliation, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Petting, School, .
Desc: Mind Control Sex Story: Chapter 1A: Lauren - The Effect of DNA Matched Pheromones on Female Sociosexual Behaviors. The experiment is increasingly successful: more women, more irresistible as the technique improves. But sexual control is a cruel path to power and riches.
If you knew what to look for, it was easy to retrace how Frank Connors synthesized the pheromones and used them to accomplish the seductions. Connors, after all, had been both a physician and a scientist, and, whatever his other failings, his lab records were impeccable. To think of Lauren, Polly, Rachel and Kendra as lab subjects was chilling, even after you knew his methods, but it was the best way to understand the data and piece together his "achievements", both in the lab and in the bedroom.
As a true scientist, Connors had assembled and catalogued the letters from the women just as he did the other data experimental data. A shelf of thick lab binders housed his records of DNA analysis, peptide synthesis and "subject records." The emails were usually not printed out, but sat in the Pheromone Data folder on his hard drive. The letters, the handwritten originals often running several pages, were always found in plastic sleeves which in turn were organized in tabs in the ring binders.
Before meeting any of the women, you already felt that you knew them intimately from the letters. It was the personality of Polly that came through most clearly. Polly's letters were impassioned and immediate, alive in every sense; and, ironically, it was she who died in the crash with Frank. She was the only one of the four that I never met.
Polly Buehrens, the letter writer, made an indelible impression as soon as you laid out the cream colored sheets of fine stationery. You knew that this was a beautiful woman, youthful, intelligent and vibrant. The expensive sheets with dark blue borders and her bold handwriting were not overtly feminine but bespoke an elegant refinement. She wrote to Connors using a fountain pen and blue ink, as she did when sending out invitations and thank you notes as the wife of the university president. Many people on campus, both faculty and research staff, knew her exuberant script, and I never doubted that these specimens in the lab binders were in her own hand. As with the other women, Connors had demanded that Polly write to him, apparently so that he could document his progress with each subject. The notation of dates, times and places was strikingly awkward, not the details he would want in love letters. As part of his "scientific" recordkeeping protocol, I don't find them erotic at all.
January 29, 2003
The last ten days have been torture for me. I admit it freely. You see that I am now doing what you demanded, because I want to have you again.
Even as my pen moves across this paper, I think of my desire to hold you and to be with you. To have me write to you in this way is crazy, and you are a fool to demand it of me. I think of myself and my husband Scott. My shame should prevent me from committing these words to paper. You are not married, and you don't know how my husband would be hurt by my infidelity.
For twelve years he and I have been entirely faithful to each other. Certainly I have, and I believe Scott has been as well. I cannot tell you my shame, first in betraying him and then in writing this to satisfy your baseness.
Don't you have the sense to know that my letters threaten your privacy and your position as well? What can these letters ever give you but embarrassment? Do you want to blackmail me by having these letters from me? I assure you there is nothing for you to gain in that regard since I want you too badly to deny you anything. You were a gentleman, or so I thought. Now I know better. I can never escape my disgust at what you are forcing me to do. Don't fool yourself. Don't think I take any pleasure in your fetish of writing about what we've done. I'm simply too weak to refuse.
Two Sundays ago, on January 19, in my private research room at the University Library, I sucked you off. You made me come with your hand. I begged you to fuck me over the chair and you refused. You said you would do it only if I begged you in writing, in a handwritten letter.
I am hungry for you. I am hungry to have your cock inside of me. You can see in these words that I have abandoned all shame. My desire now exceeds even my disgust at you and at my own weakness.
I beg you to tell me when we can be together again and when you will fuck me.
If there is a Hell, I'm sure that it holds a special place for you alone and that you will suffer for humiliating me in my weakness and for hurting my family.
January 31, 2003
Please forgive the bitterness of my last letter. I want you and I will do anything to have you again. Please give me another chance to show you the depth of my desire and submission.
On Sunday, January 19, I begged you to come with me into my private carrel at the University Library because I was dying to make love to you. For weeks, I had thought of touching you and having you touch me. I get wet when we were alone together in the clinic or in my office. I want you. Your face, your hair, your smell, your body, the way you move. Everything. I want everything about you.
It was I who made the first move. I pressed my hand to your crotch and I put your hand on my breast. I asked you to caress my breasts. I begged you to let me take you in my mouth. I begged you to let me unzip you. When you came, I swallowed all of your come, and I wanted you to come again on my face.
After I went down on you, I undid my slacks and put your hand on my mound. I begged you to touch me, and I pressed your hand until you put your fingers inside me. I have never been more wet for a man than I was for you. I begged you to do my clit. You made me come twice with your fingers inside of me.
I told you it was lovely. It was the most lovely feeling and I still want it and hate to have a day go by without having you again. I leaned over the chair and begged you to make love to me. I tried to hold your hands on my ass and make you want to fuck me.
You made me beg to be fucked. You told me that you wanted me to write to you and tell you how good it felt, and to beg you to ML. It was lovely beyond anything I could imagine.
Frank, dear, I am begging you. I want you. I have never felt the way I did when you made me come with your hands. There is no desire that I can conceive as so strong as when I am with you now. Every day that we meet in your office or on the wards or in clinic is pure torture that you will not have me again.
Frank, please, fuck me. Please make love to me. I beg you to let me be with you and to touch you. I will kneel and take you in my mouth just to show my obedience. Please let me have you again. I dream that you will let me be with you for a weekend, or even for a day or a night.
Your dearest Polly
February 3, 2003
My dearest Frank,
You know that I will not refuse anything that you tell me to do any more. Why do you want these letters? Do you not humiliate me enough when we are together?
On Thursday, February 5 at 2pm I will be at the Shelburne Motel waiting for you. I will be wearing only the white cotton shirt that you gave me. I have washed and ironed the shirt myself because I wish to please you. I will kneel in the center of the room until you enter and I will beg you to let me take your cock in my mouth.
Please, let me suck your cock when you come to the hotel. I want to bury my face in your body and to drink you in. To be with you and not ML is more than I can stand. This morning I masturbated in bed thinking of you. I masturbated again in the shower. Please let me be with you. Please make me come in whatever way pleases you.
I beg you not to meet in public as we did today. I want to touch you so badly, even when there are dozens of people around us at the university. I am afraid that I will forget myself and touch you, or reach out to kiss you. Even if I do not touch you, I know that my face and my eyes betray me to all who chance to see us together. A scandal can only hurt you as well. It is better not to put the temptation before me.
I ask you to exercise restraint when I cannot. Shall I make my weakness your sin?
Yours, more than I can express, Polly
February 5, 2003
At home 7pm
My dearest Frank,
This afternoon you came to the room at the hotel. I knelt and waited for you as I said I would. I wore only your shirt. You would not let me suck your cock unless I masturbated for you. I could not do it and you left me there. You told me I would have no satisfaction until I learned to be more compliant.
Please believe that I want to do everything you demand of me. Please believe me that I will try. I can't tell you the shame I feel at some of the things you want. Don't you understand? I am inexperienced sexually. My only experience, aside from a couple of experiments in college, is within my marriage. And my marriage has not been adventurous. I do not regret my time with Scott and a marriage with social responsibilities. Never did I miss the emotions that you have aroused in me.
Please understand, you must go slow with me.
I want you so badly. Please let me be with you again sometime. I want to ML again. I will try to do everything that you tell me to do. If you will only let me touch you.
Please. I beg you. Polly
Peer reviewed scientific papers on the effects of human pheromones had appeared since the 1980's. Pheromones do work. They caused little stir, however, because the effects, while measurable in a well designed experiment, were negligible in everyday life.
Say you read a paper in one of the journals of endocrinology or sociology. Let's grant that the experiment is well designed - a double blind, placebo controlled study of college age women with a sufficiently large sample to be meaningful. They report a positive result: the male pheromone seems to have "caused" a 75 percent increase in reported kissing/petting/affection behavior initiated by the female subjects while the control group with the placebo had an increase of only 32 percent above the baseline. Similarly, there is a reported 12 percent increase in frequency of coitus. Whoop de do!
This is about as exciting as watching grass grow. Since you can produce a larger effect on most women with a dozen roses, scientific interest in human pheromone findings has been understandably muted. That will change when Connors' discovery becomes known. The power they create is just too strong.
What Connors brought was an insight into the genetics that underlies the neurochemistry. Just as every human being has a unique DNA fingerprint, they produce (and will respond best) to a unique set of pheromones. Although Connor had never worked in endocrinology, he was an international expert at DNA analysis and peptide synthesis. You can see the trail of his discoveries from the DNA analysis that he sent down to Yale, back to the pheromone synthesis work that was done at the Dartmouth labs.
But first, he needed to get blood samples from his "subjects." For years, he had almost no clinical practice as a physician, limiting himself to teaching and research, but that changed at the same time that he started his pheromone lab notebooks. It appears that he started taking clinic at the University Health Services specifically to get those blood samples: every time a cute coed came down with anything more serious than the flu, Connors intercepted the vial and withdrew a smaller sample before it went off to the lab. There were two hundred and thirteen subjects - all women - for whom DNA analysis results appeared in his lab notebooks. Of these, seventy-six subjects had peptide synthesis: that is he tried to synthesize male pheromones that would work on those seventy-six subjects. Sixty-two of the synthesis attempts look like terrible matches with the subjects' DNA under the mass spectograph. For each of these there is a notation of poor or fair in the notebooks, and, notably, there is no evidence of romantic involvement between Connors and any of these women.
These "negative results" were not entirely wasted efforts, however, since he refined his techniques for sample preparation and culture media. His results got dramatically better at the end. Of the last twenty five synthesis attempts, 48% were rated as good or excellent in his notes. Of those twelve, Polly, Kendra, Rachel and Lauren ended up having torrid affairs with the good doctor. These results are significant at the .0001 level using a chi-square analysis; scientifically speaking I know it was not chance that he got them into his bed.
If he had published his data it would have caused quite a stir, and not just among endocrinologists. Polly was the wife of the university president with an established academic reputation in her own field. She taught Comparative Literature down at Middlebury and had headed the French Department for several years. Kendra was three weeks short of her eighteenth birthday when she first succumbed to Connors' chemical seduction and thus a victim of statutory rape here in Vermont. Rachel was one of Connors' students in a graduate biology class and certainly off limits under University policy. Lauren -- married, three children -- was the director of the children's school and day care center on campus, a woman whose reckless extramarital fling would sit poorly with her otherwise wholesome reputation. A skeptic could look at these statistics and still doubt the efficacy of the pheromones. I don't think Connors was the only male on the UVM campus to carry on a dalliance with four women at the same time. Might not his success reflect only his heightened expectations, a kind of placebo effect from his synthesized pheromones? The evidence for each of the women does not support the null hypothesis.
Lauren, for instance, remembers distinctly the day that Dr. Connors appeared at the playground outside the children's school. It was a hot day in June, June 11th to be exact, when she came out to the playground during the first morning play period, and found him leaning on the red slat wooden fence that surrounded the play equipment and the sandboxes. Assuming that he was one of the dad's that she had never met, she came over to introduce herself. She remembers shaking hands with him and thinking he was the sexiest man she had ever laid eyes on.
He explained that he was a doctor over at the medical school. They chatted about the kids and how the school did check ups and vaccinations. She assumed he was a pediatrician. After a few minutes she had invited him in through the gate and they strolled together among the kids and the staff. He was not married and had no children; but he stopped and played with a little girl laughing on the swing set, and he broke up a minor battle between two four year old boys who both wanted the same dump truck.
At the end of half an hour she was in love with his laugh, and she was smitten by the movement of the muscles in his back and thighs when he crouched to speak with the children. She also remembers this as the moment when she became self-conscious about her light summer dress, her bare arms, and way the wind blew the thin gingham fabric into the outline of her slender waist and thighs. She had not felt the same way since college when she had met Chuck, her husband, on a summer day just like this one.
She invited him into her office to look at the way they kept their medical records, aware that she was making conversation just to be with him. When she asked him to come back at closing at six o'clock, she had already crossed the line in her own mind between flirting and... and something else that had no natural boundaries.
He came at exactly six o'clock. She felt her heart beat wildly, loud enough, she thought, for all of her staff to hear as they left for the night. As usual, she would be the last one out and she would lock up. As she gathered the papers on her desk and put them into an organizer, she felt his gaze on her, warming her like the sun at the beach, and she blushed across the open neck of her dress. "So," she asked. "Do you feel like getting a cup of coffee?" She was thinking of where they could go downtown; but when she stood up from her chair she was only inches away from him, and before she could stop herself, she had reached up and kissed him. It was a kiss of surprise and exploration - a kiss of "who-are-you-and-what-am-I-doing?" Her arms moved around him, and she felt herself melting into him. That was the only way she could explain it afterwards. His chest was deeper than she knew, and the curve of his neck more graceful, and his arms were stronger and his touch more electric. His breath was like spring and winter all at once in her mouth.
One half step backwards wedged her against her desk. His thighs pressed into hers. In that single step it seemed that she had flushed and warmed from her waist down. Their tongues swirled against each other. While he held her tightly around the waist, she could still move against him and so she mashed her mound into the strong curve of his thigh. When his hand reached back to hold her ass, she had the rhythm and the pressure she wanted to bring her arousal a notch higher. Press and release. Squeeze and release. A long deep hug from his other arm around her shoulder pressed her breast against him and she felt the engorgement in her nipples. Her loins pressed directly into his bulging hardness, and then the orgasm began to swell inside of her.
She still remembers the look on his face as she began to come - he was more astonished than she was. This wanton woman, this sexual geyser was exploding beneath his hands and in his arms from their first kiss and a few minutes of dry humping. He broke off the kiss while her body shuddered and she was still trying to press herself into him.
She found that he had lifted her up and back a few more inches onto the desk and his hands had already pushed her dress up to her waist. Without any hesitation his hands both gripped the waistband of her underwear and pulled them down, pushing off her sandals before they passed her feet and dropped to the floor. His mouth moved along the insides of her thighs, and she thought she could make out each point of stubble in his "six-o'clock-shadow."
"Oh! Please!" she shouted when his lips brushed lightly the hair of her mound. "Yes! Please, oh God!"
The orgasm that had started when they were pressed together still moved through her womb in waves as his tongue settled into her opening. She felt a gentle sucking that seemed to empty the juice from her pussy and to pull her fleshy inner lips into his mouth. The waves that gripped her subsided for a moment; but then, as she relaxed, his tongue moved again with greater pressure, quickly up one side of her clitoris and down the other, just fast enough to trigger the spasms inside her again.
She looked up into his face as she lay on the desk. Two of his fingers slid into her opening and then four fingers. She felt the fullness of being fucked: his fingers inside and his thumb sliding over her clit with each stroke. By raising and lowering her legs over the edge of the desk, she levered herself back and forth and gave herself a more powerful orgasm, the one she wanted before she could lay still under the caress of his hand. Still she watched his face.
"What do you want to do?" he asked. "I want to see you tomorrow."
"Oh, yes. Yes!" she exclaimed. At this point, she remembered, it was at this point that she first asked him his name.
He took her hands and helped her sit up so that they could kiss again.
"I'm Frank," he said. He took a university business card from his trouser pocket and laid it on her desk. "Please write to me. Tell me what you want to do."
They kissed one more time and she thought another orgasm would grip her, but he stepped away.
"Are you OK to lock up?" he asked.
She nodded and he was gone.
Connors filed the emails from Lauren in the folder labeled "Qualitative Data" on his hard drive. If there were any experimental subjects before her, you could not tell from his lab notebooks. Nothing in the lab notes indicates explicitly why he chose her to be first. The match between the pheromone synthesis and her DNA sequencing was labeled "excellent" but so were several others that had been completed earlier. We don't know whether he wanted a real challenge for the first chemical seduction or an easy conquest during which he could more easily check his process.
Regardless of Connors' motivation in choosing Lauren, my own decision to go after her was simple and practical. Connors had already spent several months and over $20,000 to successfully synthesize the pheromone that matched her DNA. With page after page of experimental results in the lab binders, I knew that I could not miss with her. Even now as she confides her story to me as her lover, she still has no idea that Connors seduced her with the pheromones, nor that I have "inherited" his formulary.
From the moment I tracked her down from Connors notes, I thought she was cute. Connors and I seem to agree on what makes a woman attractive: I loved her smile and the way her body moved. Her smile and her eyes worked together: She happens to be one of those people whose widely dilated pupils make them so attractive and engaging once you fall within their orbit.
Judging from the emails she wrote to Connor you would not think Lauren Bakersfield was looking for an extramarital affair at that point in her life, but she obviously wanted him badly even from the first day. She protested that she had no intention to ignore her marriage vows, but she might have made this denial just to ease her guilt as what she was doing. We'll never know.
June 11, 2002
Today was lovely beyond anything I can describe. I have three young children, Sarah, Charlie, and Gillian, ages 7, 5 and 3. My husband is Chuck and we have been very happy together. How can I write to you about my husband? I feel the rest of my life falling away while you hold me in your arms. But the children need me. They need us, their mother and father both. It will be hard for me to remember that when you touch me again.
You asked me what I want to do. I don't know.
Please come to the school again sometime tomorrow. I will look for you. Can you come again at six when we close up? Write to me. You must tell me what you think of me after today.
Many hugs and warm kisses, Lauren
June 12, 2002 Dear Frank, I have looked for you each time I could go out into the playground this morning. Will you come today? Your Lauren
June 12, 2002 Dear Frank,
I have tried to call you at the number for your office, but I did not want to leave a message with your assistant. Please tell me if you cannot come today. I will wait for you until 630pm but then I will have to go home.
June 12, 2002 Dear Frank,
I am at home now sitting downstairs at the computer. The children are asleep and Chuck is waiting for me.
I breathe in and I think of you and I remember what it was like for you to hold me. I remember the strength in your arms and the heat of our kisses. Never in my life have I felt these things. I don't know how my body could react in that way, but I want to feel it again. You must write to me about yourself. How long have you been at UVM? Have you ever been married? What brought you down to the playground on Monday?
You did not come and you did not call today. As I type this, I hope every moment that there will be an email from you in my box before I go upstairs to bed with Chuck. Perhaps you do not call because I am married. That's reason enough, I'm sure. Until yesterday I would have said it was reason enough. Today it seems like no reason at all to me.
You must tell me what you think of me. I would tell you what I want to do, but I don't know. Chuck and I have been married for ten years. I do not want to hurt him. All I know is that I want to see you again tomorrow. Please come to the school if you can. Are you on campus at all tomorrow? You must come or tell me that you cannot. I don't want to think that you may never be with me again. I want you to touch me. I want so much to be your lover.
I want to tell you so much more, but you have to write to me or call or come to the school
Many hugs and warm kisses, Lauren
He did come to the school that next day, late in the morning. By that time Lauren had made herself nearly sick with worry about what she would do if he came, and even worse, if he didn't. She had searched the campus directory and read the course descriptions for the courses he taught. She knew from his business card that he belonged to the biology department. She had called his office and had been told he had clinic at the University Heath Services. She did not dare to page him, and so she just waited until he strolled up the path to the playground and leaned on his elbows across the fence.
"Hi," he called to her.
She walked towards his smile through a swirl of three and four and five year olds. It was another hot day, but today there was no breeze from Lake Champlain. She knew the hot weather did not explain the perspiration in her palms or the dark half circles of sweat under the armholes of her dress. She looked around the playground to see which of the other staff were out to watch the children - and which of them would see her talking to Frank over the fence.
"Hey beautiful," he said softly as she approached. "I just came to see if the effect had worn off yet."
Lauren blushed so intensely that she could not turn away from him and risk that the other staff would see the color across her face and portion of her chest exposed by her dress.
"No. It hasn't," she said.
"Good. Will you come make love to me, then?"
She looked around and spotted the school's assistant director. "Cathy," she called "I'm going to step out for while. I'll be back a little later this afternoon."
Then she walked a little ways down the fence, unlatched the gate and let herself out.
"Will you get in trouble?" he asked as they started down the path across campus.
"No, there are four of us on duty. I'm not usually out watching the children anyway."
She would not get in trouble at the school, but she could see her life coming apart before her eyes.
"My place is just down at Front Street. You have about ten minutes to change your mind before I have you in my clutches."
"Maybe I want to be in your clutches."
She startled herself with her own words.
"Do you always wear such pretty dresses to school?"
"It's been hot," she said.
She wanted to hold his hand as they walked together. He was wearing a short sleeve shirt and perspiring as well. There was an animal nakedness to him merely from his forearms and the hair at his neck where the button of his shirt was open.
"Why didn't you email me?"
"I was waiting for you to tell me what you wanted to do," he said. "Don't you think this is a little unusual?"
She was walking faster. She wanted to hold him.
"You are very beautiful. I want to look at your body today."
She didn't know what to say. They walked together wordlessly another six blocks across campus. His house was an old Victorian structure on one of Burlington's typical tree lined streets parallel to the lake. They climbed the stairs up to the porch and he opened the front door which she noticed was not locked. The front room was flooded with light through a bay window whose center was stained glass and whose sides were shaded with half drawn blinds.
"Please sit down," he said.
He sat in a large upholstered chair and she sat in a rocking chair. She felt her heart beating at a rapid rate, an irregular gallop.
"I was afraid you wouldn't come," she admitted, as much to herself as to him.
"I didn't know if I should."
They sat in silence for a few more minutes.
"Do you want to go back?" he asked.
"No!" she nearly shouted. "What's wrong? I want you."
"Shall I wait for you to undress?"
Again, she didn't know what to answer. It was easier to stand up and begin to undo the long row of buttons down the front of her dress. She folded the dress over her arm and then let it fall on the rocking chair. Quickly, she undid the front clasp of her bra between the two white wired cups, and then stepped out of her underwear and sandals. Entirely unconcerned that she was now naked, she only wanted him to hold her.
"You haven't said anything to Chuck?"
His question hit her like the blast from an open furnace on her naked front.
"No. Of course not. Come hold me."
He extended his hands and she took them, but he did not stand up. Her sex was open like a flower between her thighs and only a foot away from his face.
"You are already wet," he said. "I didn't think that lightening could strike twice."
"For you it does."
She knew how her inner lips unfolded "down there" when she was aroused and how her outer lips increased in size and sensitivity. She felt his hand slide up between firm, smooth thighs and come to rest below her mound. Two fingers parted her outer lips, held open the slippery smaller folds and then advanced to the depth of the first knuckle.
"Turn around," he said. "Hold the arms of the rocking chair." She scarcely had time to turn, bend over and grasp the arms before she felt his arm encircle her waist and his cock push up to its full length inside her. From the moment of his first touch, she was unbelievably ready for him. Now both of his hands cupped her small, soft breasts and her nipples stood out in his fingers. He thrust forward and up. She moved her whole body back and forth with the slight sway of the rocking chair arms with his cock inside her. The sensation in her nipples grew under his touch until a bolt seemed to shoot down from her chest through her womb. When the bolt reached the lips of her pussy, she felt her body grip his erection. He plunged in and out in long, steady strokes that seemed to fill and empty her whole body while the spasms of orgasm started. She steadied herself against the chair.
With his erection still inside her, one of his hands descended from her breast to press in against her lips and clit and gather some of her wetness from below. Her second orgasm came with a more violent rocking of her hips, as she sought to slam into him, to brace herself against him.
"Turn around, dear. Kneel down."
She nearly spun around and down onto her knees, so anxious was she to take him in her mouth. Her hands luxuriated in the hair at the root of his penis and under his balls, every strand of it wet with the mixture of his sweat and her cunt juice. She wanted to breathe this elixir forever. His hands, still wet from her pussy, now stroked her face, and set her off on more rapid, deeper gulps down his shaft. She gagged as he spurted a huge fount of cum against the back of her throat, and coughed some up into the hair of his groin; but she plunged her face into him and licked the still hot drops back into her mouth, holding his penis beside her face so that it would slide soft and sticky across her cheeks.
Somehow, in a blur of caresses, he found a warm wash cloth for her face and then used it to lave her pussy as well. In another minute, she was dressed and stepping down his front porch into the noon sunlight. She did not remember her walk back to the school playground or whether he walked with her. The washcloth ended up in Connors' specimen box labeled "LAUREN 6-13-02."
Lauren erased the emails that she sent from her home computer so that Chuck would not stumble across them. The copies that I have are from Connors's hard drive, but there is no reason to question their authenticity, and her later recollections corroborate the written record. Even now, her anguish over the affair is too genuine to doubt.
June 13, 2002 Dear Frank,
You must write to me. I was so worried that you would not come today, and you have not told me if you will come tomorrow.
We are together too little when you come to the school. Can I see you this weekend? Write to me and tell me how you feel about this.
Warmest hugs and kisses, Your Lauren
June 14, 2002 Frank,
It is not fair for you to "disappear" without explanation. I cannot bear to see you only when you pop up at the school. You cannot imagine what my nights are like now at home, to hide all of this from my family and not even to know what I am hiding.
Please do not come again until you write to me and we can at least talk about what we are doing. Please do not be so cruel.
Perversely, he came to the playground the next morning, precisely when she asked him not to come. When she spotted him across the fence, she immediately went out to speak with him. Then she turned to walk with him towards his house without telling any of her staff that she was leaving the playground.
"Why did you come?" she asked.
"I want to make love to you."
"You can't do this," she protested. "I'm not asking a lot. Just to know when you will come. My life is chaos now. One day you come and the next day you don't. I can't think day to day. You haven't answered a single one of my emails. Why did you even bother giving me the email address if you never answer me?"
She felt his arm around her waist, and she pushed it away. There were, as always in Burlington, dozens of people walking the streets around them.
"Will you come to my place now?"
"No, let's just walk today for a few minutes. I can get away for some time this weekend, but it will take some planning. Chuck will play golf tomorrow. I can get a babysitter."
"Is that what you want? Do you want to come to my place tomorrow morning for a few hours?"
"And won't you come with me now? Just for a few minutes?"
She wanted him too much and so changed her mind and went with him anyway. Soon she was standing in his front room again, her mouth locked with his, her tongue searching for the source of her deep and puzzling desire. In the summer heat, she felt their bodies melt together, flesh surrounded by an aura of sweat and scent. Her pussy was wet again almost as soon as their mouths came together. She wanted to take him into mouth, but he would not let her undo his pants.
"No," he said "I want to do your skirt." She let him undo the wraparound skirt and then she guided his hand into her underwear. As soon as she felt a finger slip between the wet outer lips, she pulled off her underwear for him. He picked up her panties and held them near her face.
"Do you always get so wet?" he asked.
"Just touch me," she begged, trying to get his hand back between her legs. Instead, he held her waist and teased her with the tiniest kisses. His tongue flicked deep into her ear and then slid from the soft, hot spot behind the ear down to the base of her throat.
"You should go back to the school now," he told her. As her nipples grew hard, she imagined the orgasm she would have if they continued. "Not yet," she begged, but he had already scooped up her skirt from the floor, and wrapped it around her waist.
"Give me the underwear first," she said.
"No, you can have them tomorrow morning. What time will you come?"
She tried to grab the underwear from his hand, but his reflexes were too quick and his arms longer than hers. She cursed him for the little game, but gave up after several more attempts. The scent of her own pussy would be with her for the afternoon even if he were not. She even promised, at his insistence, that she would arrive without underwear the next morning - and she kept her promise.
That Saturday morning was gray and rainy. When she arrived, she did not stop to knock because she knew his door was unlocked and she did not want to be seen standing on his porch waiting to get in. Burlington is such a small town.
She left her green poncho on a coat hook in the center hall and thought about taking off her clunky hiking boots. This was the first time she had come to him wearing jeans, and she was self-conscious about the shape of her ass. She was no longer a teenager, nor even a college kid. She did not have the butt of those twenty year-olds whom she passed on campus every day. On the other hand, she knew she was an exceptionally attractive thirty-five year old, about the same age as Connors. With a beautiful smile of even white teeth, a slender frame, and very few extra pounds after three children, she had little reason to be insecure.
And yet, there was no way to feel secure at a rendezvous with Frank. He would not even write her an email much less promise to be there from one day to the next. Why should she expect anything more than a few mornings or afternoons of passion with him? Wouldn't he find another girl friend who would go off with him to medical conferences in Acapulco instead of staying home to drive the kids to the dentist?
"Would you like some coffee or hot chocolate?" he asked.
"Chocolate please... Tell me, how did you find me? Did you just wander over to the children's school that morning?"
"No. I spotted you at the infirmary a few weeks ago. I thought you were beautiful. I was right, but now I don't know what to do with you."
"What do you mean?" she asked, following him into the kitchen.
"You are always in heat. I could make love to you 24 hours a day. Tell me Mrs. Bakersfield, why do you want to have an affair?"
"I don't want an affair." She could barely whisper an answer. The only explanation for her behavior was simple lust, a purer, deeper lust than she had ever imagined. "I just want you."
"You're just too sexy for me. I can't resist you." She nuzzled against his back and shoulder.
"Are you looking to have kinky sex that you don't have with Chuck?"
"No. And I wish you wouldn't mention... my husband. Don't you know this is painful enough?"
"How close have you come to having an affair before this?"
"Not close at all."
"That's hard to believe. Is this the same woman who had to be finger fucked on her own desk on the first day we met?"
"Don't be crude," she objected, feeling hurt.
"Well, I beg your pardon, madam," he replied, taking her into his arms and kissing her. When the pace of her tongue darting about his mouth reached its peak, he gripped her jeans, popped open the snap, and tugged them down over her hips. As he had insisted, she did not wear panties that morning. Immediately, he plunged four fingers far into her wet opening.
"You see," he said. "You're in heat again."
She made a half-hearted attempt to pull away and answer this accusation, but soon succumbed to the movement of his hand through her wetness. She came quickly and massively. Never, never, never before had she gone from zero to finger fucked in less than thirty seconds. Never before had she been diddled to such a long, bone-rattling climax.
Before she could recover her balance from the rolling spasms, he reached his other hand behind her and shoved two fingers into her anus. Her climax rumbled on. Now he stood beside her so that she was suspended front and back in the soft, hot saddle of his hands.
"What does your husband do with you?" he asked. "I can't believe he actually has time to play golf." She was rocking back and forth now in his hands, part of her weight on her toes and part pressing into his hands under her mound and her ass. Each shift of her balance squeezed her labia into her clitoris and then released it. He rocked her at the same tempo as the orgasm that passed through her pelvis and so the spasms did not subside at all.
Wave after wave of pleasure passed through her body until all the strength was gone from her legs and abdomen; and she begged him to put her down. Slowly, he lowered her to the floor and rolled her onto her stomach, her legs still tangled in her jeans, and her anus still squeezing his fingers.
"Where did you learn to come like this?" he asked her.
She closed her eyes and tried to relax as her sphincter throbbed and twitched. Please, please, she thought, let this wave pass; but the metronome of his fingers up her ass picked up a half-beat and a new spasm gathered deep inside her. She could feel her ass shaking against his hand.
For the next fifteen minutes she lay face down and tried to bring her breathing back to normal. Her jeans were wrapped around her calves and ankles, her bottom exposed and quivering around his fingers, but she was still fully dressed. She could not decide whether to take off her hiking shoes in order to remove her jeans or to simply pull up them up over her rump instead.
A moment later she had no option.
"Be still," he said. "I want to eat you now."
"Oh, no, PLEASE!" She could only moan her opposition but she could not wiggle away from the fingers that pinned her bottom. She had never liked to be touched there, and she never got used to it with Connors either.
Slowly, with his free hand, he began to undo the long laces on her hiking boots and eventually to pull each boot free of her feet. Then he tugged her jeans passed her ankles and tossed them aside.
"Turn over for me now."
He pulled her around with his free hand. Then his mouth came down on her sloppy pussy and she was immediately on the edge of orgasm again. He sucked her clitoris into his mouth with long slow pulls, too slow to bring her off, but too deep to allow her arousal to subside. Now his fingers moved at the same slow pace inside her pussy as well as her anus. She could neither escape nor come.
He was no longer crouching over her but lying flat on the floor with his mouth against her pussy. Although he seemed able to go on forever, she knew that she could not. Imperceptibly, the pace of his sucking and his fingers increased in tandem until he pushed her over the edge. The contractions moved through her abdomen again. She felt like she had just done two hundred sit ups. There was no way she could get up now.
"Turn over, dear."
She didn't even try. He had to take her by the ankles and twist her legs to get her on her tummy again. She was face down on a spiral rag rug, and her consciousness did not extend beyond its color and texture. Her own body seemed to exist on a separate plane. Before she regained the strength to move, she felt his cock travel up between her thighs and into her pussy; and he settled his weight on top of her. He did not pump his hips as she expected, but he did tighten the muscle in his root from time to time and stiffen himself inside her.
"Lauren, I'm not what you would call monogamous. Will that bother you, dear?"
She wanted to move away from him. It was so hard to show indignation to man whose cock pulsed hot and hard inside your wet pussy. Better not to say anything. She waited for him to start fucking her in earnest, but he did not.
"I might want you to meet someone soon. A very nice girl, really. We'll make a wonderful threesome."
This was the first time he mentioned Rachel.
"Please, let me get up now."
The humiliation was too intense. Could any pleasure be worth this humiliation?
He pulled out and stood over her. Though she could barely muster the strength to lift herself from the floor, she knew that her desire for him was just as strong as when he first pulled down her jeans. The aroma of her own juice mixed with his man smell was overpowering. She raised herself on one knee and had to take his arm because she no longer had the strength to stand on her own. As she rose, her face traveled within a foot of his cock, still hard and jutting upward, and so she settled to her knees instead.
Despair. Depravity. Resignation. She turned to take his cock and slide her fingers along its length. Her desire spiked as she felt him coated with her own juice. Then she closed her mouth over the head of his penis and worked to make him come.
She looked up into his eyes as she sucked and he spoke.
"Have you ever done a threesome with Chuck?"
All she could do was to block his words out of her mind. Her will power had deserted her.
"Monday, dear. I'll come by the school on Monday. The next time you come here, I want to take you up the ass. Do you understand, dear?"
No. No. She shook her head from side to side as he came in her mouth. She understood perfectly, but she would never consent to that. He was one crude bastard. Cruel and crude. And yet she licked him, cock and balls, she breathed him and she drank his every drop.
He held out the white panties that he had taken yesterday. She had to wear them now because she brought no others. She struggled up from the floor and then staggered back into the rocking chair. Eventually, he reminded her that he had made hot chocolate for her and offered to reheat it in the microwave.
She sat in the rocking chair, naked from the waist down, and sipped the chocolate.
"Frank, I can't do what you want on Monday. No way."
"How do you know?" he asked.
"Look, you're being crude. Just forget it."
"Let's just leave it at this. If you don't want to do it, don't come here. Easy enough. If you come, then I'm going to take that beautiful smooth ass. Your choice."
There's no way to know why Connors put that ultimatum to Lauren on that particular Saturday morning, but we do know that Rachel had appeared as an important blip on his radar screen the previous night. In Friday's Fedex (yes, Connors recorded the Fedex tracking numbers in his lab notebooks), he received the pheromones that were custom synthesized for Rachel Grossman, then twenty years old and a junior enrolled in his graduate level biology course. Rachel is a whiz, perhaps due in some way to her mom teaching chemistry at Haverford College, and undeniably cute as a button. The peptide synthesis for Rachel scored as a nearly perfect match to her DNA, much better than any sample before or since for that matter, and Connors must have felt confident that his success with Lauren would be repeated or surpassed.
We also find the analytical tests that Connors did himself on the sample secretions from Lauren's panties. As Connors had theorized, her own secretions formed intricate aromatic side products similar to the synthetic pheromones. The more her body responded to him, the more intense the attraction would become.
Was he willing to push Lauren because he expected to have Rachel on a string next? Had Lauren whetted his appetite for a young and supple undergraduate? We'll never know.