Chapter 1

"I still can't believe you dumped Susan for Anna. I mean, Susan is every man's dream, isn't she? She's slim, tall, blond and tremendously good looking. Isn't that what all guys want?"

"I'll choose to overhear what you're implying about Anna because you're my sister, but no, Susan isn't what all guys want. She's like a Barbie doll: stiff and only good at one thing."

"Sex?"

"No, looking good. Having sex with her was like having sex with a Barbie doll. She was stiffer than my cock and only worried about messing up her hair and the risk of breaking a fingernail. "

"OK, but why Anna? She has a nice face, but she is a bit on the heavy side, and she looks so boringly ordinary. I know she's bright, but not exactly what I'd call sexy."

"That sure as hell depends on what you mean by sexy. OK, she's has some extra padding here and there, but she's really wild in bed."

"Anna? You're kidding. She looks like a librarian, for Christ's sake!"

"Spare me your prejudice. She's hotter than hell. I'd been with quite a few girls, but Anna is the first girl I've met who openly admits that she likes sex."

"I like sex!"

"Yes, but you're a lesbian, and you're my sister."

"And being a lesbian automatically makes me a sex maniac?"

"No, but being a person who primarily defines herself to the rest of the world by her sexuality indicates that sex is pretty important to you, right?"

"Point taken. Tell me more."

"Sure. It was this reception, and it was so bloody boring. I don't really know how, but I ended up chatting with Anna and she was bored stiff like I was. We had a few drinks, and I started thinking about going home. Anna asked me if I wanted to come along back to her place. I asked her if she wanted to show me her etchings, you know, just for fun. Anna said: 'No, I want to get laid!'"

"That's sure to send most men running back home to mummy."

"Hell no. I mean, I'd had a few pints, and I knew I wasn't going to get anything at home. Susan and I had a little quarrel that morning, and the night before as well. As a matter of fact, we'd been fighting like cats and dogs for weeks. Things were rapidly going down the drain anyway. Never mind. I thought it was great that a girl could say something like that; take the initiative and be honest about it. So, we went out. It was pouring and we couldn't get a cab. Man, we were soaked when we got back to her flat."

"I'd bet!"

"Did I ever tell you that you have a dirty mind? OK, so Anna said: "We're going to get naked anyway. Let's throw it all in the dryer." I'd been in her flat for less than a minute, before we were stark naked in her bed. She's really sexy, you know. She has the biggest areolas and nipples I've ever seen. You would love them."

"If she'd let me clamp them."

"Maybe. I don't know if she has tried that, but she's not squeamish. I'll ask her. Perhaps she'll let me take some pictures to show you."

"Never mind. Go on."

"Easy now! Don't tell me hetero sex turns you on? Well, she wanted me to eat her first, and she told me so. I mean, she knew what she wanted, and she wasn't afraid to say so. She even helped, spreading her labia for me, so I could get to her clit. I think you'd love her pussy as well. Anyway, she told me when it was good and when it was really good. If she wanted me to do something, she told me so. Man, it was so hot, nothing like Susan. I don't think Susan has ever made a sound when we had sex."

"I think I know what you mean."

"She didn't hide her orgasm either. God, that was loud. What was the name of that girl that you had sex with in your room, and where mum and dad found out, because she squealed like a pig when you made her come? Just like that."

"Jill. Don't remind me. It was so embarrassing. I didn't want to break the news like that to mum and dad."

"They survived, and I think they're still praying for your salvation and the delivery of some grandchildren. You know they love you."

"If they really love me, they would know that it's the way I am, and I'm not going to change!"

"Hey now. They know that. Mum was worried and sad, because she knew how difficult it would be for you. Dad just loves children, right, and he can't wait to be a granddad. You are the oldest and a girl. I think he'd expected you to deliver several grandchildren. He just had to get used to it, that's all, but mum was genuinely worried and you know she was right. You should have told them back then."

"I couldn't, could I? I was sixteen, confused, and I didn't know what was happening to me."

"I know, I know, just forget it. Wanna hear more? OK, Anna was soaked, and she sure hadn't had enough. Some girls turn into rag dolls when they'd come, but not Anna. She wanted more."

"Gee, I thought it was boy's that turned into rag dolls."

"Yeah. Very funny. So we fucked, but you know, Susan usually wanted to get it over with, and I'd had a few pints, so it didn't take that long for me to come."

"Premature ejaculation, little brother?"

"No, just... never mind. I thought she was satisfied, you know, but she wanted more and she didn't give me much time to rest. She tried to blow life into my cock, but it wasn't really working, so she took out a vibrator and began to masturbate. I mean, right in front of me."

"Now, that's a nasty trick."

"Yeah, As soon as my cock began to grow, she told me get up to her mouth. She just tilted her head back and licked my balls and cock shaft. Then she sucked me in. I was still only half-mast, but it was getting there, and she took it all in! She gagged a little, but man, it was hot. She told me to knead her boobs really good, and all the time she played with the vibrator. I tell you, it didn't take long before I was ready again. I've never got it up twice before, but Anna is just... "

"My brother, the stud."

"Save your sarcasm. It was fantastic. She wanted to do it doggy style. That way, she could use the vibrator on her clit while I banged her from behind. This time I didn't lose it, no way. When she'd come again, she wanted to ride me, but with her back to me. That was fine with me, I mean, I love to see a girl's arse when I fuck her, and Anna has got a great arse. She still had the vibrator and while she rode me really hard, she began to tease my arsehole with the tip of the vibrator. Talk about dirty trick!"

"So you lost it again?"

"No, it was really wild, but I held on until she took a thin vibrator and lubed it up. Man, I was really nervous. You know I'm not prejudiced or anything, but that's something gay guys do. If I hadn't been a bit inebriated, I'd probably have stopped her, but it was so wild and when she began to slide it into my arse... It was just incredible. She'd turned around and I tell you, I really made her boobs bounce. Girls who pull stunts like that have to be good riders and she is. She used one hand to guide the vibrator in my arse and one to rub her clit like mad. I don't know if she came a third time or not. It was just too wild and loud for me to notice. God, I don't think I'd ever had an orgasm like that."

"Hold it right there, brother. I just need to go. I wanna hear the rest, OK?"

"Gotta get relief?"

"Yeah, but not that kind. I'll be back in a sec."

"We'll continue after the break."

"OK, I'm ready. Let me have it all."

"Where was I? OK, I really wanted to stay with Anna, but I had to get home, you know, be a Tuesday night and I'd had to get up and go to work and all. I mean, there was no doubt in my mind that we had to see each other again. Susan was asleep, but the next morning she started nagging me about coming home late. I got really pissed at her and told her to find somewhere else to live. I'm not too proud of that now. It wasn't really her fault. I mean, even though it was my flat and all. Anyway, she'd packed and was gone when I came home in the afternoon."

"You kicked her out, just like that?"

"I didn't mean it like that! It was just bad timing. Things were rotten anyway, but I know I should have done it more... you know what I mean."

"Yeah, I know. It happens. Go on."

"I called Anna and told her that Susan and I had split up. Not the details, of course. I really wasn't proud of it. I was a little afraid that she wouldn't... you know, we were a bit drunk the night before, but she was cool about it, and invited me over straight away. She didn't have to ask twice."

"You've thinking with the wrong head, little brother."

"So what. It's not like I'd asked her to marry me. So I was going over there to get laid. What's wrong with that?"

"You'd dumped Susan just for a lay!"

"Oh, stop it. It was more than that. We'd really had a good time the night before, not just in bed. Do you wanna hear this or not?"

"I do!"

"Then stop preaching and listen, OK? I took a shower, picked up a pizza on the way, and went over to her place. Really romantic, eating pizza from the box. It was as if we'd known each other for years. She never showed me her etchings, so I asked if I could see her toys instead. No problem. I could even try them out on her, if I wanted."

"Smart move. Did she have a big collection?"

"No, well, she had the two I'd already seen, a vibrating egg and a ordinary dildo. The first two I'd seen were her favourites. The dildo was the first one she bought and she didn't really use it any more, and the egg was mainly for wearing if she was too busy to lie down and do something about it."

"Just what I need. So little privacy here. I need something discrete."

"I'll can get you one, if you want it? Anyway, I was a little curious about the egg, too, and I tried that out first. Extremely versatile. You can use it in so many places, but I was more into the two other vibrators. I used the big one, which wasn't that big, in her pussy and the small one on her clit. I tell you, that really got her going, but I wanted to get more into it, you know and she's got a very suckable clit. Besides, I wanted to return the favour from the night before."

"Sooo considerate."

"Yes. It did much the same for her as it did for me. I wonder what her neighbours think about her. She really screamed. It's so bloody exciting when she tells me how it feels and what she wants me to do, you know. When she came, I just replaced the big vibrator with my cock and left the small one up her arse. It was a very special feeling to fuck her while she had a running vibrator up her arse. Talk about good vibrations."

"Sounds great!"

"It was, but we were doing the old missionary and the vibrator wouldn't stay in. So, I sat up and Anna straddled me with her back to me and took the other vibrator. Now, the small one was pushed back inside every time she plunged down on me, and Anna used the big one on her clit. I grabbed her boobs and especially her big nipples. We did it really slow and Anna was talking all the time, telling me how good it felt to be filled. It occurred to me that she might find it just as exciting if I talked to her, and I told her how I could feel the vibrator going into her arse and how tight she was. She really is, you know, even though she's a big girl."

"I bet you she has used the egg a lot. Good exercise for your vaginal muscles."

"She had another orgasm, before I came. Man, it was wild."

"And then she got you up again?"

"No, that was it. We just relaxed and talked the rest of the evening. I think you need to relax a little, too, don't you? Visiting hours are over. "

"I know, but I don't want to rest. When I try to relax and sleep, I start thinking. I don't think I can stand it in here for much longer. I want to get out of here"

"You'll be out of here soon. I'm sure they find out what it is any day now. Didn't they take a lot of tests today?"

"I feel like a pincushion. Blood samples and biopsies. They've done that for a week now. My own doctor took a zillion tests four month ago. The specialist took test. I've had every possible test at least twice. Why can't they do something?"

"They will, Sis. Don't get upset. I know it's hard. Why don't you let Sandra visit you? She's miserable, you know. She can't understand why you won't let her visit you."

"I don't want anybody to see me like this. I look like shit, don't I?"

"Not to me and not to Sandra, I'm sure."

"Come on! You know what I mean."

"Think about it. It will do you good, and you'd not be alone so much."

"Tell her I'm OK, will you?"

"I will. You are OK?"

"No, not really. I'm scared... Please hold me a little before you go."

"It's gonna be ok, Sis, and it's ok to be scared. You can cry as much as you like, I won't tell anyone. But they would understand, Sandra, mum and dad. You're not alone and we do understand. I'm scared too, sometimes, but I know you're going to be all right. Trust me. Nothing's going to happen to my old Sis."

"I love you, little brother. Thanks for spending so much time here. I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the only one that really understand me, I think."

"No I'm not. I'm the only one you think you understand."

"Why do you have to say things like that? Take care now. Will you come around tomorrow? I wanna hear more about you and Anna."

"I'll be around. Before you know it, you'll be hetero. Sweet dreams."

Day Two

"Hi Sis. Any news?"

"No, nothing. They've taken more tests. I'm been waiting for you. I slept sooo good last night, and it's all your fault."

"I'm sorry. Did I ruin a good martyrdom or are you suddenly going straight?"

"Nooo! I still have a little imaginative power left and I put myself in your place. There's nothing like sex to keep your mind busy and besides, there's not much else to do here."

"Oh yeah! I bought you this: small and discrete. Where do you want it?"

"What would I do without you? You're so sweet. If you take the wrapping, I can keep it in my toilet bag. That's about the only private thing I have here. Oh goody, that will surely be able to distract me."

"You'll be out soon. I talked to the nurse and she said that they were confident that the test they'd taken today would give them a clue. She's sure it's only a matter of a day or two, before they know."

"Yeah! Sure! Never mind. As long as you visit me, I'll survive. You wanna tell me more about Anna?"

"All right. Do you want the chronological tale or just the juicy highlights?"

"Just the juicy bits."

"I thought so. Well, where should I begin? Oh, by the way, Anna would like to borrow your clamps, if you don't mind. And it would be ok with some pictures. She felt really sorry for you, lying here all alone."

"Did you tell her what we talked about?"

"Sure. I think she thought it was a little odd at first, you know, us being siblings."

"Did you tell her why?"

"Not in great detail, but enough for her to understand."

"Do you think she'll keep it to herself?"

"She'll never tell a soul."

"You better tell her the whole story, then. I don't want her to ask about it one day. I'd rather that you tell her."

"I think that would be a good idea, yes."

"I don't want to talk about it, at least not now. Go on, tell me about Anna."

"OK. Well, it's not like we use toys all the time, even though we are mostly at her place. She doesn't have a car. The toys are at her place, but we don't always use them, even when we are there. They kind of lose their magic, if we use them all the time. But Anna is quite ingenious. She really shocked me one day."

"Is that really possible? I thought I'd made you immune."

"Well, you might have talked about it, but I haven't actually tried it."

"What? Don't beat around the bush!"

"Stop interrupting me, then! I was lying on my back and Anna was sucking my cock. Her tongue was everywhere, up and down the shaft, licking the head and she sucked my balls. Just when I thought she was going to finally swallow the knob, she dove again and licked my balls, but not only that. She pushed up my legs and began to lick around my arsehole. I don't know what excited me most: The feeling or the fact that it was so kinky, but it sure as hell felt good."

"Oh Yes!"

"Yeah, I thought you'd know. She licked closer and closer to the centre while she slowly jacked my cock. I was going nuts, I tell you. She poked and licked and kept me on the edge. When she could feel I was about to burst, she stopped and waited a while. God, it was torture. I didn't want to come, really! I mean, we'd just started. I had to push her away. Then it was payback time. If she could lick my arse, I could lick hers and I did. My revenge was that I didn't stop when she came, I just continued. I made her come two times, while she told me how much she loved it with my tongue in her arse. By then, I was so ready to fuck her you wouldn't believe it."

"I believe you."

"I don't know what it's like for a girl, but I get so excited when I go down on a girl and make her come. Coming two times in a row made Anna a little more passive than she usually is and I just fucked her so hard and fast. Almost a pity, really."

"Hey, I love that when I'm all exhausted and she does me one more time. Sandra used to do me with a strap-on, just like that."

"Why don't you let her visit?"

"We've been over that a thousand times. You know we broke up before I got sick. I've just gotten over it and don't want to see her right now. I don't want her to see me like this. Maybe I still love her and hope that she'll come back, but she sure as hell won't, if she sees me like this."

"You're looking great. Sandra is really feeling so badly about it."

"And you've told her why I don't want to see her, right?"

"I have."

"She'll just have to learn to live with it. I can't deal with it now, OK?"

"Sure."

"I really appreciate that you visit me so much and I know you feel that it would be easier if I had more visitors, but I don't want to see anybody else. You don't have to come around all the time. Sometimes, I feel really bad because you're always there when I call and I never do anything for you."

"Wrong. You mean everything to me. I'm just no good at telling you:"

"Bullshit, and you know it!"

"Seriously, Sis. I don't know where I'd be without you."

"Never mind. You were telling me about you and Anna."

"All right. You know, I'd licked her arse, I'd fingered it and used the small vibrator, but I'd never ever tried to do it with a girl, you know, anally. I was sure Anna had tried that already, but she hadn't and she was a little reluctant to let me do it. Can't blame her, really. The thickest thing I'd put up there was my thumb and not even the thickest joint."

"It requires patience, little brother."

"Have you?"

"Only dildoes, but thick enough to match."

"Well, Anna's little vibrator isn't much thicker than my little finger. But I managed to convince her that I'd be careful and stop if it was too much. We hadn't chosen a special day to do it. Anna had told me she'd let me when she felt in the mood for it. It took a couple of weeks. One night, when I'd licked her and played with both vibrators, Anna suddenly said that now was the time to try. We always use gel for the vibrator and Anna was already very slick. When she knelt in front of me with her head and shoulders on the bed and her arse tilted upward, I was about to just slam it in. It looked so sexy and exciting."

"Yes! There's something about a girl in that position that makes her so sexy and inviting."

"Especially when the girl has an arse like Anna's. I kept my promise and moved very slow. Anna had suddenly lost control over her muscles. She was really nervous and clenched tightly. I couldn't even get my little finger or the vibrator in. I didn't try to force anything in. Instead, I teased her with my finger until she relaxed and suddenly it slipped in. I fucked her with my finger for a while, taking it the out completely every now and then, just to get her used to it. Anna liked a finger up there and began to relax. When I felt confident that she was relaxed and ready, I replaced my finger with my cock."

"And then she could take it?"

"No, not right away. It took several minutes. I just pushed little by little. For once, Anna was very quiet, breathing deeply to try and relax as much as possible, and then it suddenly passed the tight ring. It was tight! Boy, it was tight. Perhaps she tensed when I entered. She was really concentrated and breathing deeply."

"Tell me, is it just me or - You know, a lot of men love to do it anally, with women. Is it really that good? I mean, I prefer something much smaller back there. It doesn't really feel good, if it's a big dildo, at least not for me. I know some women like big things up there, but what does the a man get out of it?"

"Once you're in, it's not that tight. The rectum isn't that tight. The best part is to pass the anal muscles. That's tight. I think it's because it's kind of taboo. I mean, it's a little kinky to fuck a woman anally and that excites me. I guess other men feel the same."

"Did Anna like it?"

"Yes, but it was little like me, I think. It's forbidden and therefore exciting. Initially, it hurt; not as bad as she'd feared and it passed pretty quickly. After that, it really turned Anna on. Both of us, actually. She didn't like it too much if I penetrated her deeply, but that didn't matter much to me. It was only towards the end, when I came, that I lost control and went all the way in there."

"Have you done it again?"

"Yeah, Not that often, but sometimes when we're in a really naughty mood. Anna has learned to relax and she says it doesn't hurt any more, initially. Still, most of the time, we just have ordinary sex."