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February 8, 2013
Posted at 1:16 am
Updated: March 23, 2013 - 1:04 am
 

Girls Really Do Just Want to Have Fun

Would love to hear from other women out there that have been in or are in unsatisfying sexual relationships or that are just tired of being treated like a piece of trash.
My husband of 38 years walked out one me leaving me with 6.00 dollars in the joint checking account (of course he had an account that was just in his name that I knew nothing about). Took my van (he had let his car go back to the bank) and if it were not for the grace of my children I would be on the street. He threw me to the side like a bad of trash without a trace of remorse or guilt. When you have invested an adult lifetime in a person and a relationship giving them your heart and soul believing in them when no one else would standing by them through illness, failed businesses, and pathological lying just saying that I am hurt is a huge understatement. My heart is beyond broken it is shattered. Naomi's story is the other side of a story and is true. It is written as my cathartic journal of a lifetime spent loving someone who in the end was not the person I believed them to be or to try to understand the mental break they had that would turn them into someone that those who loved them most could recognize or understand.
I keep thinking there has to be a story in here I just have to get to the other side of this to be able to write it.