Chapter 4: Sherry begins to wonder

When I arrived back home from Chicago things with Cliff had gotten worse between us. He had moved all of his things into the guest bedroom. When I tried to get him to talk about what was going on, he just glared at me and went into his room shutting the door. I stood by the door, "Cliff please talk to me, we can't keep going on like this, it's driving both of us crazy, can't you see that?"

"Why don't you go move in with Mullins. I know he's had that big cock of his in you by this time, so we don't have anything more to talk about.

"Cliff you know me better than that. I work for him and that's all, but if you keep turning me away, I may find someone else to take care of my needs, if your not going to."

"I bet I know who you have in mind to take my place, don't I."

Cliff stop right there. If you accuse me of sleeping with him again I'm going to move out, you can stay and wallow in your own self pity, that seems to be what you want." Instead of accusing me of having someone one else, s cock why don't you get up right now and take me to bed and make love to me like you used to?" by now I was crying, he had broken me down like never before.

That night as I laid in bed I thought about what I'd done on the trip to Chicago and found I had no regrets and no guilt. I decided It was over between Cliff and I, the only thing that could save us now was him going to counseling and getting his head straight again but I was pretty sure that wasn't going to happen. I couldn't just up and leave him, or he would end up out on the street. I didn't hate him, but I knew I had to do something, or it would turn to that and I didn't want that to happen.

I decided to not argue with Cliff anymore about anything, if he chose to ignore me then I would do the same. It was six weeks later that Sid called me into his office and told me we were leaving for St Louis Monday morning and would be there at least three days maybe longer. I wanted to grab him and kiss him right there. I was so happy to once again be able to get out of the house, and not have to deal with Cliff for a week. I felt like shouting at the top of my lungs. THERE IS A GOD!!!!! I sometimes felt he was slowly driving me into depression or crazy, which ever came first.

That evening after work a bunch of the girls asked me if I was going to stop for a couple of drinks after work, at first I thought I better get right home, then thought, why should I? there's nothing there for me anymore. We ended up going to the Cocky Bull, steakhouse featuring smoked Rib's, a Bar, and country dancing.

We had been there awhile, when someone played the Jukebox and that started us dancing. It seemed like no time at all until it was time for the band to start playing, by this time we had drank a few drinks and most of us weren't feeling any pain.

I told Angie that I had better be going, she said, "no no you can't leave now, stay with me tonight. I just live a short way from here, that way you won't be drinking and driving." I sat thinking about it, Cliff would be so pissed off If I stayed out all night, but Angie was right, I really shouldn't be driving. So I called Cliff to let him know I was alright but had drank to much to drive home and would be staying with my friend Angie from work.

"Is she a whore like you? Stay with whoever you want, fuck whoever you want."

"Yes she is a whore like4 me Cliff, that's how we survive when our husbands don't or won't even try to take care of us."

"Sherry I don't give a damn about you or what you do" and he hung up.

I sat there thinking, why should I care about what he thinks, he doesn't care one damn bit about me. by now most of the girls had left for home and Angie was getting pretty bombed, she came back from dancing and sat across from me. She said, "I heard about your new Job, tell me, are the rumors true about old Mr Mullins?"

"I'm not sure what the rumors are that you're inquiring about." I had a pretty good idea but wanted her to ask precisely,

She said giggling, "you know Sherry, is his cock as big as some of the women say it is?"

Toying with her now,"I have no idea Angie, how big do they say it is?"

"My god Sherry, haven't you ever heard the rumors?" "I've heard its almost a foot long and as big as my arm.

"Well let me say this Angie, If he had one that size he wouldn't come near me with the damn thing, that's for sure and besides that, I have no idea how big it is, I haven't slept with him, we have separate rooms, Angie, these are strictly business trips."

"OH come on Sherry, you know better than to try and tell me that, we all know what a womanizer he is. Almost all the women in the office has heard or know for a fact, what a great fuck he is."

"I've never been to bed with him in all the years I've worked for him, so why would I start now?"

"I don't know, I guess because your out of town, nobody would know but the two of you, giggling now she said, "I would be if I was you."

"Would you really Angie?" You would cheat on your husband?"

"Sure, I need more than he can give me, he's gone for weeks at a time, then when he comes home he's tired, hell I need it at least every other night, more if I can get it.

"You should be home with him right now if you need it that bad."

"He's not going to make it home this week, but see that guy sitting over there that I've been dancing with."

"Looking I said, "which one? you've danced with all of them."

"Giggling, see the one at the far end of the table with the blue shirt sitting next to the black guy at the end, the cute yuppi looking guy."

As I looked over at the table of mostly mid to late twenty year old guy's,

Both he and the black guy looked over at us and smiled, I couldn't help but smile back, it seemed almost as if they knew we had been talking about them.

She said giggling I've already invited them to our party."

I said, "what party Angie?"

Laughing she said, "the party were having at my house tonight. I told them you were staying over with me and we were going to party awhile, and they should follow us when we leave, The two women are coming along, the little blond's name is Brittney, and her friend is Sara, I told them to stop and buy whatever they wanted to drink."

"Oh God Angie, I'm not to sure about this, I'm old enough to be there mother, I'm sure they don't want an old woman hanging around."

"Hey your wrong girl, all the ones I danced with asked me who my sexy friend was and, they can't wait to meet and party with you."

A couple of the guy's came over and asked us to dance and bought us drinks, I told Angie if were going to party we had better get going or I would be past the parting stage, she laughed and went over telling them we were ready to go."

When We got to Angie's It didn't take long for the party to get up to full speed and it wasn't long until I noticed couples disappearing from the living room for a half hour or so. When Angie, Sara, or Brittney came back from being in the bedroom they would dance with some of the other guys then they would disappear again into the bed rooms. I guess Angie wasn't kidding when she said she needed a lot more than her husband could ever give her.

By now the lights had all been turned off except a small table lamp for just enough light to dance by. I had danced with the guy Angie had said she had a thing for and noticed he had a thing for all the women he danced with including me. His hands were all over me and it made me feel hot and sexy to be wanted by such a young guy. The young Black guy danced and rubbed himself against me to the point I finally had to tell him I needed to take a break. As I walked into the kitchen to get another drink I felt my panties had become wet.

I stood there in the dark kitchen, facing the counter by the sink, getting myself back together when someone came up behind me putting his arms around me cupping his hands over my breasts, nuzzling through my hair. His mouth was kissing and biting my neck. Oh god please don't, I'm really not."

"Not what?" "Into getting what you really want and need. I don't believe you Sherry, the way you pushed back against my hard cock and rubbed yourself all over it, you want it all right and I'm going to give it to you so admit it and let yourself go. He raised my skirt up to my waist. I knew it was Gerald the young Black guy I'd been dancing with, I stood there unable to keep him from pulling my panties down and slipping a finger deep inside me.

"No, no please, we can't, not in here."

Lean over the counter baby so I can get my dick in that tight pussy of yours" he was bending me over the kitchen counter as he fingered me now with two long black fingers. He stood behind me rubbing his fat cock head against my swollen pussy lips, as he did he said, "spread your legs baby I need to fuck you so good you'll come back for more."

By now I was past the point of caring or resisting him, I now wanted him as bad as he wanted me. As I spread my legs as wide as I could for him, I felt him stretching my pussy as he pushed his hard young cock into me. He kept pushing slowly into me and I began to wonder if it was ever going to end. God it felt good having a cock in me that deep. When It finally stopped at the very bottom of my cunt I gasped, oooh mmyyy gawd Gerald, that's more cock than I've ever had in my life."

"You like that don't you Sherry?" You like how my black dick feels don't you?"

I said gasping, "my god Gerald, I've never felt anything like it, I love how it feels in deep like it is now." He started thrusting, pulling his long cock all the way out then driving it all the way into the bottom, my god it felt so good I thought my knees were going to buckle. Within minutes I was exploding my juice all over his cock, he was giving me the fucking of my life standing at the kitchen sink. My orgasm's never really stopped after the first big one. He had been pounding his hard young cock into me for what seemed like hours when I felt him stiffen and heard him gasp. Gripping my hips tighter, he pulled me onto his cock plunging it deeper than it had ever been in me, holding it there. I screamed in passionate pain and pleasure at the same time. He groaned, oh fuck baby, oh ya. I felt his cock jerking inside me spurting gobs of cum into my pussy as my orgasm gushed my juices over his cock. My knees were so weak It was all I could do to stand there gripping the counter as his cock emptied itself into pussy.

We stood there until his long semi hard cock slid out of me. As I stood up He turned me to face him, we stood there kissing until I whimpered I was cumming, reaching down I took his now very hard cock in my hand and started stroking it as he tongue fucked my mouth, I felt his young cock throbbing in my hand as I held it tightly.

He said, "Sherry I need you again, I can't believe how hot you are." I could hardly wait for him to fuck me again. I could only imagine how good it was going to be in bed as good as it had been standing up. We went into one of the bedrooms. Taking all of our clothes off, we got onto the bed. I spread my legs wanting him between them, as he moved between them he leaned down licking my clit. I cried out, "oohh fuck, oh my gawd Gerald, I'm going to cum, he pulled back." "Oohhh no no, don't stop, please don't stop," I began feeling his cock stretching my outer pussy lips aahh oohhh please fuck me Gerald, As I hooked my heels over his legs I groaned fuck me Good Gerald. I had never felt anything like it. I had never been with a black man and as I felt his cock stretching my pussy as it was pushing its way deep into my cunt. I wondered why I never had.

The party broke up around four thirty and everybody left except the guy with Angie and Gerald the guy with me. When I finally got out of bed around ten am I wasn't sure I would ever walk straight again, in the shower I could hardly stand to touch myself I was so sore, but it was worth it, I couldn't ever remember feeling this good all over.

Angie got up and made coffee and we were sitting at the table when she said, "that was some party, did you manage to stay away from all those horny bastards, god I didn't think they were ever going to get enough.

I thought about it for a moment, "Well I almost got away." her head jerked up.

"What do you mean, they got you to, I thought you said you never cheated on your husband?"

"Ya well, that was before he became dysfunctional nine months ago."

"Oh I had no idea Sherry, my god how did you last nine months without a cock."

"Toys and fingers."

"Oh my god, I'd die or go crazy. How many got you last night all of them?" lol

"No just one, but it was all night until just a little while ago."

"Tell me which one of them took care of a sex starved woman all night?"

I thought about not telling her, what if she were to tell it around the office I had fucked a black guy? But then thought what the hell, I'm almost positive I'm not the only woman in the office who had ever had a black lover. "It was Gerald."

Her eye's flew wide open, "oh my god Sherry, I feel sorry for you, I've been with Gerald and he was all I could handle and then some, his cock is awesome, giggling, I can't believe you took him all night."

"I can't believe I did it either, but I'm glad I did, you're right about him being awesome."

I got home around noon Saturday and Cliff just glared at me every time he looked at me, not saying a word. I stayed busy washing clothes and getting my things ready to leave Monday Morning for St Louis, It was around 9pm, I had just finished taking a shower and was sitting on the bed brushing my hair when Cliff stopped outside the bedroom door. I said,"I'll be leaving for at least three days, maybe longer, were flying to St Louis, "he stood there glaring at me. I said "can't you say something to me Cliff, at least to let me know you heard me."