Chapter 18

Forgiveness Finds A Way...

I sit here seeing the woman I took in as my sister. I find out she is Keisha my step sister.

"Keisha this is where you been the past few years?" My mother asks very surprised

"Yes mom I have, as to protect Heath and those he loves." She answers while I take in those words

"But how? Why have you been hiding who you are Kaye ... um Keisha?" Momma Faye asks

"Because Momma Faye I knew my loving brother wouldn't accept me, and also I had to keep my appearance hidden. When my friend found out where Heath was going to college that was when I hid. I left home to stay with a few friends to make arrangements to move out here. I had money from my real mother's death in which I know my father caused I just can't prove it now." She answers and again I take in her words

"Keisha what made you do something like this as I have been so worried baby girl?" My mother asks as Keisha looks at her then to me

"I overheard my dad talking to some guys about finding Heath. He told another that Michelle, Travis, Trey, and I were just pawns in his scheme to get Heath's money. I felt so bad when I heard those words that." She paused with tears in her eyes only to continue " That I had to make everything right. So I got with my friend like I said and made a plan. He made sure to keep tracks on dad's calls as I kept my eyes on Heath." She says looking at those she calls family then at me again continuing " There was no way I was going to let my bastard of a father hurt the brother I love so much. Heath I am so sorry for hiding who I was, but I had to as to not hurt you anymore then you were."

I sit there seeing her tears I can't help but feel a warm feeling in my heart knowing she did something that could of gotten her hurt if Tyrone knew. I get up making my way over to her. I guess my being silent scares her while she turns to step to the door. At that moment the boy's run to her.

"Auntie Kaye don't go." Dakota says as she stops

"Dakota I have to since I hurt your daddy." She says taking a knee

"Please stay we love you auntie Kaye." Lil Greg says while she holds each of them with tears

"Believe me I don't want to. I want to stay here forever." She says crying as I step between her and the door

She looks up into my eyes as I go to one leg.

"Kaye ... Keisha which ever one you want to be called. Did you have good intentions in all the things you have done the past few years?" I ask as she nods before I go on continuing " And do you love this family with all your heart?"

"Yes I do baby brother. I would run through hell and back for you all." Keisha answers me as I smile wrapping my arms around her

"Then stay big sister as I need you just like you need us. Stay with this big family since you have another nephew and a niece. I love you my sister Keisha." I state to her as she holds me tight

"And I love you my brother Heath so much. And where are they?" She asks as we break the hug

"Karen, Lil Heath come over here." I say as they come over after jumping off mom and Ellie's laps

"Yes daddy?" Karen asks as I smile

"I want you both to meet my sister Keisha. Keisha this is my daughter Karen and nephew Heath. We've been calling him Lil Heath." I say as they all smile

"Nice to meet you both may I give you a hug?" Keisha asks only to be the one hugged

I see her smile big as all four of them hug her with all they are. I smile knowing she has accepted Karen and Lil Heath as her own.

After everyone gets settled in for dinner which is made by all the god mothers, mom, and Faye. We talk some more of the day filling Keisha in. She isn't to happy with Travis for his stupidity. She offers to kick his ass until Sierra chimes in saying she already did. Keisha laughs saying it's about time a woman gave him some humility. Once dinner is done half of us are in the kitchen as the other half are in the living room. I look around thinking family should be with family at the table. I make a mental note to find a bigger family table. As dinner goes by and everyone relax's Jasmine takes me up the stairs around 8 p.m. telling Diamond to come up in a bit. I turn to see Diamond smile as she rocks Lil Greg and Dakota. As we get to our room Jasmine shuts the door before turning the lights off. I ask her why and she tells me she wants us to feel our way in bed tonight. I smile as she finds me and starts undressing me.

Once we're naked and in bed Jasmine and I are making out as she strokes me to life, I am rubbing her clit making her moan softly as I kiss the left side of her neck. She was being passionate tonight as if it was our very first time. It feels like hours but it's only been 30 minutes of our touches and caresses as she strokes the head of my cock. I give her soft moans to her touch. I never heard the door open as I feel lips on the back of my neck. Hands come around me as I feel a set of breast against my back. I hear Jasmine moan as a hand replaces mine on Jasmine's pussy. Jasmine lets go of me before having me get on my back. I feel movement as Diamond positions herself straddling my hips. Jasmine tells her to take me as she will later in her ass. I smile as Jasmine is ready for it again. Diamond lowers down as I feel myself entering her love canal. Damn she is tight tonight as she takes me all the way in. She starts riding me as Jasmine lays next to me on my right caressing my chest as she nibbles on my ear. Diamond lets out a moan that fills the room as she starts riding me faster and harder. She leans down kissing my lips as I kiss her's back. It's at that moment I feel her pussy clamp down as she moans only to cum on my cock. I feel myself also about to as I pull Diamond's hips down as I thrust deep up into her.

"OH SHIT ... I'M CUMMINGGGG." I say loudly as Jasmine moans from my guessing playing with her clit as Diamond moans

"MMM cum in our girlfriend." Jasmine says as I do just that

I hold Diamond down against me as I erupt up deep into her womb. I feel her vaginal walls clamp down milking my cock for all that it holds. I feel Diamond place her hands my my chest holding herself up. It's at that moment when the door opens and the lights come on that Jasmine and I are given a big horrible surprise. I look up and the person on top of me is not Diamond but Tiffany. I quickly get her off me to only see Diamond standing in the doorway. She has a shocked expression along with tears. She looks at all three of us before turning running away down the hall.

"DIAMOND WAIT!" Jasmine yells as she gets out of bed but not before slapping Tiffany

Jasmine gets her clothes back on only to look at me sadly, but gives Tiffany a look that could kill. I get out off bed to get dressed, but not before finding again Tiffany's panties on my side of the bed. I pick them up to only clean my cock off with them before I throw them at her. She has tears in her eyes as I have anger in mine.

"HOW COULD YOU?" I say as I get my jeans to put them on

"Because I love you Heath. Because I wanted one time with you." Tiffany says as I get my shirt on

"Again your thinking of yourself and not of others. Tiffany this isn't all about you NOW. There are two others that share my heart, and now one of them may never talk or have anything to do with me now, because of your jealous ass." I say getting my shoes on

"Heath I'm sorry please don't." Tiffany tries to say as I leave the room as I search for Jasmine and Diamond

I find Jasmine and Diamond in Faye's room. Jasmine is comforting our girlfriend who sees me to only stand up making her way to me. It's at that moment that I feel a slap across my face.

"You asshole you were just using me. Now that your precious Tiffany is back I get replaced. Leave me alone you disgust me." Diamond tells me as I stand there in shock

"Diamond please don't do this." I say as she slaps me again

"I SAID TO LEAVE ME ALONE! GET OUT!" She yells at me again as I see Jasmine motion me to go as saying she will take care of Diamond

I do as I am asked feeling my anger start to swell. I make my way back to the bedroom to see Tiffany not in the room. I turn making my way down the hall to the stairs taking 3 at a time to see her in the living room with the parents. All looking at me with great concern. Tiffany notices me as I start towards her.

"Heath please let me explain." Tiffany says as I don't let her

"I WANT YOU OUT OF MY HOUSE TONIGHT!" I yell with anger at her

"WHAT NO PLEASE DON'T DO THIS! I AM SO SORRY!" She tells me as I am staring down in her eyes

"Yeah right just like you were sorry before. Seems I'm sorry is a second phrase to you besides ' Fuck me I'm Free'." I say them words to hear gasps from behind Tiffany

"That was uncalled for Heath." She says to me as I smirk

"Well it's the fucking truth. I want you out of my house." I say as she looks at me hurt and upset

"Fine, I'll pack Karen's and my things and we will leave." She states as I look deep into her fucking eyes

"Karen stays YOU leave and never come back." I say catching her off guard

"Heath you can't she is my daughter." Tiffany says as I counter

"No she is OUR daughter and you've been in her life so now it's my turn to be." I say stating my point when I hear Chris speak up

"Bro are you being serious about this?" He asks as I turn to see him and Selena

"Yes I am now either back off or you can leave also." I state as Chris and Selena both look at me with wide eyes

"Heath calm your ass down. I am sure we can all talk this out." Michelle says chiming in with a little anger

"Ok we can and since this is my house You, that jackass and this bitch can leave." I state pointing at each of them Michelle, Chris, and Tiffany

"What!" That all three say in unison

"You heard me I said leave." I say again as I feel a hand on my left shoulder

Without hesitation I grab the hand and pull the person to me as I bring their arm down on my left shoulder. I hear everyone screaming for me to let go and I keep pulling until I hear a snap.

"ARRGHHHHH!" Chris yells as I just dislocated his shoulder

I watch as the parents come over to Chris as he goes to his knees. I guess with everything happening so fast I didn't notice Michelle stand quickly in front of me. I feel a slap against my face as she glares up at me.

"I love you Heath, but what you are doing is way not you." She tells me as I stand there looking down at her not phased before I slap her back knocking her on her ass

I look around and see everyone in shock or terror at what I'm capable of. I hear my kids crying as my mom is so scared she's shaking. My god fathers are trying to get between me and the kids, who had woken up, to calm them down. I walk towards the front door as everyone gets out of my way. I grab my car keys and head to the garage. I open it and start to my car, but then I see my old Ranger. After I bought my Corolla for work Jack asked what I was going to do with it. 'Keep it for around the place like a yard truck' I answered. He looked at me before asking if he could toy with it. I looked at him and he said he wanted to build a Thunderbolt. I looked at him as he saw I had no idea what he was talking about. 'Bro imagine a F150 Lightning on the Ranger platform. They are crazy sick and I want to build one ... please', he looks at me like the twins do when they really want a cookie before dinner. I hand him the keys and say, 'Have fun.' Jack had just finished a week ago and had taken me out for the maiden voyage. He had completely redone the suspension, added 4 wheel disc brakes with large calipers. He had got his hands on a 5.4L engine with a six speed transmission with a short throw shifter and put an oversized cam and pistons in it, port and polished heads and a supercharger. He had it dyno'd and it was putting out something like 1200 horsepower to the rear wheels. It was a monster but looked like a stock truck. I walked over to the Ranger to see the keys were in it and thought if I'm leaving I'm going big. I opened the garage door and climbed into the ranger. I fired it up and popped in the clutch. I revved the engine and when it got to 5000RPMs I popped the clutch out. I was flying out the garage spinning tires leaving a cloud of smoke and brunt rubber as I left going god knows where. As I was about to hit the street I look back and see my sons go running trying to catch me as Dakota falls and Lil Greg stops to help his twin up. I sigh as I leave not knowing where I'm going and for the moment I don't care. Once I get into town I hit the bank and withdraw like twenty thousand as I wanted money so I couldn't be found. I think for a second and decide I need a trip. I call up a former employee and ask that they buy me a plane ticket and they happily do. I make my way to the airport and go to the customer sevice area to get the ticket. I show my ID and tell them I have no bags to be loaded. They nod and tell me Gate 8. I make my way to the plane while it taxis off. About three hours later I'm at a place I thought I wouldn't come back to. 'I'm home dad' while I make my way to the Hertz Car Rental. I rent a little Fiat and drive to my dad's grave. I get there to see that it has been well maintained. I smile knowing Aunt Ellie would always look after her brother. I take a knee as I begin talking to my dad as if he was still alive, 'Hey dad. I had to talk to you because you always gave me good advice. You were and ARE my hero. I have three babies that I wish you were here to see. Karen is my baby girl with Tiffany and then we have the twins, Greg for you and Jasmine is his mother and Dakota is from Diamond. I always wonder if I am making you proud? I try so hard to make good decisions not for myself but my kids. I know you always put the needs of those two people I call siblings and myself before yours and mom's needs. I wish you could give me some advice I can hear. What should I do dad? I mean I love Michelle, Travis, Mom, Tiffany, Selena and Chris, but they all betrayed me. Can I forgive them? Would you forgive them?' At that moment like my dad answering my questions it began to rain. Not a hard rain but a nice refreshing shower ... one that seemed to wipe the pain away from me as if my dad was telling me to forgive those as I knew they loved me and I loved them. I stood there for what seemed like days, but I knew it had only been thirty minutes. I made my resolve to find a place to stay and sort things out. I head into town and rent a room. I sit there thinking how to forgive each person and what I needed to say to each. I smiled feeling a weight being lifted off me. After a couple days the stress of the past was gone and I headed home. Once back in VA I grab my Ranger ... well the family Ranger and head home. I kill the engine and glide to a stop in front of the house. I open and close the door quietly so I don't alert anyone of my presence. I open the door to see everyone clinging to one another or crying. Batman is the first to notice me and cries while he barks at the same time. He hits me and I think he is trying to take me off my feet. All four of my rugrats run to me, 'Daddy, Uncle Heath' they scream as I drop to a knee and hug them. My loves look at me and before I know it they have joined in.'Baby where have you been?' asks my Latina sweetness."Darling please don't do that again" states Diamond with tears in her eyes. They break the hug and I try to get up, but the kids have me pinned.'Guys you have to let me up' I state but Karen 's answer hits me like a freight train, 'No if I let you go daddy I'm afraid you'll leave me again. I just got to meet you and I never want to lose you again. Mommy and I cried ourselves to sleep because you left.' I look at Tiffany and she nods telling me our daughter was telling the truth. I somehow am able to stand holding all 4 babies before I speak, 'How about a family vacation?'

They all look at me with confusion and shock. I chuckle at all their expression's when my baby girl spoke up.

"Where we going daddy?" She asks as I look at her

"Actually on a cruise I figure to start off." I answer as the kids go wide eyed

"Baby um did you hit your head the past few days while you were gone?" Diamond asks as I shake my head

"No beautiful I didn't so what do you all say?" I ask as they all look at one another

I look around to see the god parents talking as well as my mother and Faye who I see are getting along pretty well. I make a mental note to ask about that. Jack, Sierra, and Mandy seem to be talking things out with Adam and Michelle. Chris and Selena are discussing it as I see his right arm in a sling in which I feel bad about. Hannah comes up to Jasmine, Diamond and I as Tiffany follows. After all of my family discuss the idea Mike stands up looking at me with a serious look.

"Heath son first off I am glad your home. Second are you really serious about all of us going on a cruise?" He asks as I smile giving a nod

"But why Heath? Why have everyone go?" Ellie asks as I let the kids down to take Jasmine and Diamonds hands walking over to the living room in front of everyone

"My reason is that it may help this family come together stronger. Look I have been thinking very strongly on this and have already made arrangements." I tell them all getting shocked expressions then smiles

"Well when do we leave for the cruise?" Nate asks with a smirk

"In a week as we will fly down to Florida. So say 5 days until then." I exclaim while they all smile

I look around to see the women looking at themselves before momma Faye stands up.

"Ok ladies out to the garage we have a few days to look good in bikini's for our men and women." Faye says looking at my mom who is blushing

I look at my girlfriends who just shrug as Hannah giggles. I just shake what I saw out of my head before going to Chris. I look down as he sits in my chair with Selena in his lap.

"Chris I am sorry for hurting you man. My anger got the best of me." I say apologizing to him with all my heart

"Heath I know I should of never placed my hand on you, but bro you need to see you are loved. I know things have been awkward between us all, but seriously Heath you know I have your back as does our brothers Adam and Jack." He tells me while I see Adam and Jack both nodding

"I know and thank you while I forgive you as well Chris." I tell him seeing a tear start to show

After that I turn to look at Tiffany while she gives me a look of concern.

"Tiffany I am sorry for all that I said. Truth be told I don't want you to leave. It would be like I lost you a second time in my life. Besides Jasmine and Diamond, you have a part of my heart that keeps me warm. I know things happen for a reason." I tell her getting a warm smile right when she came up giving me a hug

"Aww that is what I like to see friendship coming back together." Ellie says as she looks over at her old friend who is my mother

After we break our hug I look over to see Michelle looking at me as if she was scared. I walk over to her as she holds onto Adam. I took a step back as mom stood up placing a hand on my right arm.

"Heath she is scared of what you did a few nights ago." She tells me while my eyes go wide

I look to see my sister nod before I get to one knee and carefully reaching for her hand. She cautiously places her left hand in my right.

"Michelle I am so sorry for what I did. Again I let my temper get away from me. Look I love you Shellie. I want my sister back since she has her brother back. Please forgive me my Shellie." I say in a small pleading voice

She gives me a sincere look before getting out of Adam's lap and coming down on the floor with me tackling me.

"I love you too baby brother and you will always have your sister, but next time I will have my boyfriend kick your ass." She tells me with a smile as I look up at Adam who looks around whistling

"Shellie don't be playing that brother against brother thing." I say to her as she laughs

"No Heathie I won't if you promise to tell me how to make your eyes go back to the way they were." She tells me as I smile

"By just loving me and making me happy by being the sister that I had all those years ago." I say getting a big smile and nod

After all the apologizes and talks were done I relaxed after a long flight. My kids go play on the beach with Jack, Sierra, Mandy, Chris, Selena, Adam, and Michelle. The mother's and dad's go out to the garage which was made to a makeshift gym to work out. Jasmine and Diamond took me up to our room for some alone time. It was nice to just lay in bed with them both on either side of me holding me. We talked about the cruise and the fun we will have.

I guess being so relaxed caused me to fall asleep as I woke up with some one laying on top of me. I open my eyes to see Hannah looking at me with a smile.

"Hannah what the?" I ask her as she giggles

"Wake up sexy it's supper time. I asked Jazzy and Diamond if I could come up to wake you." She tells me as I look to see her in a bikini

"Oh ok well guess we better get down before." I try to say but was cut off feeling her lips on mine

Her kiss was full of passion and love as I returned which shocked me at first until i placed my arms around her. She let out a moan until she broke it as I looked up into her eyes. My mind was confused by this situation as I had to know why.

"Hannah I thought you hated men? What was with the kiss if I may ask?" I state asking her as she nodded

"Well hun I DID hate men until you came along. Look if you are ok with a walk on the beach tonight I can explain." She tells me as I see truth in her eyes

"Ok Hannah, but I hope this doesn't get me in trouble with Jasmine or Diamond." I ask as she shakes her head no

"No sweetie it won't as I already asked them about it. They are all ok with us talking alone tonight. So lets go eat as we need our strength." She tells me as she gets off me then helps me up

We make our way down to join our family as they are all in the kitchen waiting. I notice Jasmine and Diamond smiling as I take my seat. Dinner is of talks about the cruise and of shopping for new clothes and bikinis for the women in this family. Sierra and Mandy filled us finally in that they haven't seen their family in 6 months all because of a arguement. I asked what the arguement was about and they responded by saying over family business. I looked around at my family and shrugged telling them what ever it was we had their backs. They looked at me and everyone who nodded. Sierra and Mandy both had tears saying thank you as Jack held them both with a kiss to their foreheads. The rest of dinner went by with laughs as the kids were asking about the cruise and if they had to go to bed early while on the cruise. The mother's came out saying bed time would be 10 p.m. as they went into fake pout's. We all laugh to their expressions as dinner ends on a happy note.

After dinner everyone relaxed going to do their own thing. My god parents, mom, and Faye spent time with the kids. Jack, Sierra, and Mandy went to Jack's room to spend time together as did Adam and Michelle which I was still getting use to, but knew they both needed one another. Chris and Selena relaxed with the parents and kids as Jasmine, Diamond, and Tiffany talked about bathing suits for them and me. Hannah although whispers to Jasmine and Diamond who nod as they wink at me which makes me confused. Hannah comes to me taking my hand leading me out the back grabbing a blanket off the lounge chair. She is wearing a baby blue bikini with white trim. I am concerned at what is going on as we get down to the beach. The sun is going down as there is hardly anyone around. Once she stops finding a soft sandy spot Hannah spread's the blanket down then gets on it motioning me to sit beside her. I do as she asks as we look out at the waves before she starts to speak.

"Heath I hope this isn't freaking you out hun?" Hannah says asking in a worried tone

"No it's not Hannah it's just um confusing me. What is going on?" I ask as she turns to look up into my eyes

"Heath for the past few months I have found myself confused and conflicted, but the last month I have found where my heart lies. Faye has always told me to be true to myself and I am starting now." Hannah explains as she gets up to only straddle my legs placing her hands on my shoulders before continuing " Heath you are a amazing man. You have took in those that were once strangers to only make them family as I am one of them, but honey a person's heart can turn in a different direction as mine has."

"Yes that's true, but what are you saying Hannah?" I ask as she lets out a sigh before looking deep in my eyes

"Heath I ... I'm in love with you." She tells me as I am shocked before she continues " I ... I know this seems bad and all, but it's true. I moan your name when Faye goes down on me. I moan your name when it's just me in bed as I play with my choclate pussy. I love you Heath baby please don't reject me. As you and the girls are all I want."

I take in all that she told me and can't help, but remember the few times she has shown me love the past month. The kiss on my birthday and the hugs before then. I look up into her eyes and see that love she is telling me about. I let out my own sigh before pulling her to me and placing my lips on hers. She is surprised at first before returning the kiss back to me. I feel her arms wrap around me as I place my hands on her firm sexy ass. Hannah lets out a moan as our mouths open to give access to the other. Our tounges find one another caressing as Hannah lets out a moan into my mouth. After just a few minutes Hannah breaks the kiss as I suck on the left side of her neck.

"Oh god baby ... yess take your Hannah. I love you baby." She tells me as I stop and look into her eyes

"I love you too Hannah so much, but I never thought you and I." I say but am cut off again

"Heath I know, but I am being true and I want you as my man also along with Jasmine and Diamond. My heart, body, and soul are yours. My pussy is to give life to our children. My ass is well for our kinky pleasure." She tells me with a sexy grin

"Oh really you like your ass filled?" I ask as she giggles

"Only if you fill it baby, but tonight I want the fire in my cunt put out by you my sexy baby." She says with a look of desire in her eyes

"Where sexy in a bed or." I try to finish until she cuts me off

"Right here baby just as you have done with Jazzy and Diamond. I want the waves to cover my moans as I orgasm yelling your name. I want to feel the ocean air on my clit as you pound me with your love. Take me baby make me yours as well." She says to me as she stands

I watch as Hannah undoes her top letting it fall. I look and see her breast are so firm and her nipples are hard. Hannah undoes the sides of her bottoms and at that moment my eyes go wide as I smile.

"Oh my Hannah your." I say but am cut off by a giggle

"Hairy but trimmed I know baby Diamond told me you like a hairy pussy. So I trimmed it on the sides, but kept my pussy hair for you. I plan to have a tattoo that says ' Heath's Don't Touch'." She tells me as I nod

"But what about Jazzy and Diamond?" I ask as she again giggles

"Baby I love to have a woman touch me and all, but I have missed several years of experiencing a man touching me. So my pussy is only yours as the girls can have my ass with a strapon." Hannah tells me as she takes my shorts off before she continue's " Holy shit baby your huge damn Diamond wasn't lying."

"So you like I take it?" I asked her with a chuckle

"Mmhmm." Hannah answered as I felt her soft hand wrap around my hardening shaft

She lowered her head as she licked the underside sending a shiver through my body. I watched as the light from the moon let me see Hannah lick the head before she took me in her mouth that was so warm and wet.

"Oh Hannah." I said as she squeezed my shaft

Hannah is showing her love to me as she takes me to her throat. I can feel her tongue slide up and down my shaft as she bob's her head up and down. I have my arms behind me with my hands clinching the blanket. Hannah is surprising me on how good she is. I can't help but grit my teeth as she is really sucking me hard.

"Hannah ... I ... feel ... I'm ... close." I say as she ease's off my cock

"Oh no baby as I don't swallow not with you no way. Your sperm is only permitted in my womb." She tells me shoving me back as she straddles my hips reaching down before continuing " I love you Heath baby take your ebony chocolate."

It's at that moment we hear music coming from some where amongst the night air. The lyrics seem right at this moment of two hearts becoming as one.

Do you wanna go to heaven tonight?

Leave the evidence far behind

Say alright, alright

Do you wanna be my lover tonight?

We can leave everybody else behind

Say alright, alright

Do you wanna see heaven tonight?

Underneath those lights you will look so beautiful

Do you wanna see the stars before they fall,

See the stars before they fall?

Do you wanna be my love tonight?

And for all my life it could be so wonderful