I am looking for a site to share memories of being spanked and fictional stories related to that. Spanking is not a sexual thing for me, it's all about discipline and tough love.
My mom spanked me into my teens. It was almost always the same: I would bare my bottom and go over her knee for her to give me a number of full-force whacks usually in the high double-digits with a thick, holey paddle. It was harsh but effective. It really kept me in line.
At a certain point the paddle was retired and she used other forms of punishment to try to keep me in line, groundings and the like. They didn't prove to be very effective.
All these years later a series of bad decisions on my part have wrecked my life.
Having given it much thought, I believe I am so immature that I need routine corporal punishment to keep me from messing up. I even bought a paddle and seriously considered giving it to my mom to start disciplining me again. I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
I've written one story so far, a mix of real-life experience and what I think it would be like if I did give back control to my mom in that way.