are there any long fics where Mc is suicidal? bonus if there is a harem and the grammer is decent.
are there any long fics where Mc is suicidal? bonus if there is a harem and the grammer is decent.
Deja Vu Ascendency (the suicides kinda key to the story)
Heroes by Don Lockwood
My Journey by Xalir
then there's the stories where the MC attempted suicide before:
Finding a Place by Don Lockwood
CWatson had a couple NiS stories with such MCs
A couple DoOvers started with the MC committing suicide, one had the MC almost willing to commit suicide when he found out where/when he was.
There's probably more that I'm forgetting...