Am I the only one who finds that their own stroke stories become less arousing the closer they get to complete?
I've had a bunch of partial stories hanging around for a decade now (more or less since I went blind in 2007-2009 - it was a drawn out process) and have recently worked at completing some of them. I can have twenty lines or so that by themselves I find arousing to think about but nobody else would find arousing at all (they represent something like 7 different points in the story, I have in mind parts of the gaps other gaps not). The more I fill in the less arousing I find the overall work even though I am very happy with it as an overall story.
Just wondering if I am alone or if others experience this.