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Affintasia

Crumbly Writer 🚫

There's a wonderful New Yorker podcast about affintasia, which like other things accounted for much of my life.

Affintasia is when you can't imagine picture (recall visual or any sensory memories), thus they're aware of their past, but can't actually remember their own memories, feeling like you remember someone else's life story, the events foreign to your own memory.

It turns out that this can often to be triggered to various events (strokes, concussions or even … autistic spectrum disorders). And guess one, I've suffered from each.

However, I recall at one time when I had incredibly vivid dreams, which I can no longer do. Thus it seems likely it was the result of the one concussion (passing out and hitting my head on the concrete sidewalk). It was suggested then that it may affect my memory and when I complained on follow visits of no longer being able to visualize memories, he acknowledged that's often a symptom. But after that, no one ever followed up on it.

I've described how when I write, I can't actually describe my characters without finding a picture of someone with a similar body type and appearance.

And there's also a another version of hyper affintasia, where you can picture abstract concepts or creating entire realities, which are so realistic, they often can't tell the difference between their own imagination and reality (detached from reality, hyper-aware of their own creations).

It explains so much, yet leaves me wondering, once again, whether anyone on SOL has ever experience such conditions.

Replies:   fohjoffs
fohjoffs 🚫

@Crumbly Writer

I assume you are referencing aphantasia. Which would be a reverse of hyperphantasia.

A person close to me suffered a series of concussions that altered his personality and his meta-cognition. This person became somewhat sociopathic, but technical reasoning and logical thinking appeared to improve.

Behavorial changes, changes in mental capacity, and changes to personality can result from physiological changes to the brain, whether from organic or from mechanical trauma. The effects of these changes do not seem to be predictable.

According to a neurologist friend, 'aphantasia' is too broadly descriptive and is an indeterminate condition.

So what is the purpose of your question? Will it affect one's creativity per the writing process? Will it make me unable to relate to my readers? Or just a non-sequitur bug up the butt-hole?

I am not a physician. So my post may be total bullshit.

Replies:   Crumbly Writer
Crumbly Writer 🚫

@fohjoffs

Really, "how does it affect one's creativity"? That was my whole point. If you can't picture things in your own past with no visual memory of any kind, then how can you accurate describe them? As I've noted, I'm forced to rely on photographs of what I think my character should look like, because I can't accurate describes them otherwise.

So, for writers, it's a clear disability, though it's great for scientists, though still highly problematic.

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