@wholf359Stories with joy, anguish and a healthy dose of pathos, typically leave one feeling like that, as having read it before, the memory of the more pathetic parts still haunt you. But your response makes sense. If the story makes you uneasy to reread, then the story most definitely works, so it's no wonder why you're so eager to continue reading the newest episodes/books.
However, another approach is to reread until it disturbs, then just the next chapter to too, picking up when it's less disturbing to read, just to review what you'd read before.