My name is Mathias Carter and I am the author of Homeschool Annie's Divided Heart here at Stories Online. I am relatively new to the site but not new to writing. I have always loved to write and always loved stories.
Experiencing my teenage years in the 1990s, I didn't have access to high speed Internet. It was dial up through America Online (AOL). I actually met my wife on AOL. She's the one I based my ongoing serial on.
With dial up you couldn't really watch full length porn videos. It was pictures and it was stories. Jenny McCarthy and Carmen Electra were two famous names and some of the hottest pictures. My brother had porn magazines he hid up in his bedroom and VHS porn tapes that I would sneak and watch.
The way my mind has always worked is that I need a good story to truly be aroused. The mere visual was not ever enough. So even when I looked at pictures, the site I visited the most was called picseries which I don't even think exists anymore.
But the pictures on the site always told a story of some kind and you would go from fully clothed, one piece at a time until naked. Or it was a couple, or group sex… whatever it was, told a story. Incrementally and piece by piece. Going straight to naked was never my thing and I am still the same today. The slow progression is what makes it exciting.
The same holds true for a good story. A woman who goes straight from good girl to total slut with no realistic character development and no internal struggle can never do anything for me. The struggle and the realistic life scenarios are what makes it interesting. I can only be aroused if it's something I can picture legitimately happening. Maybe that's a bad thing that it takes so much, but I consider that something I'm proud of. The sex has to be earned. It has to cost. Because in real life you never get something for nothing.
The media that had the biggest impact on my life wasn't a porn video or porn pictures, but a specific story. I can still remember the story in my head but I no longer remember where to find the story, unfortunately. Maybe on a future blog post I'll get into more detail about it. But my biggest fantasies have been triggered by stories, not anything visual.
I still believe a good erotic story tops a porn video every day of the week. And I wish that more visual porn implemented realistic story writing in their videos. But it's why I have a hard time finding porn video I actually enjoy. They aren't realistic and there isn't good writing. Netflix Sex/Life Season 1 was probably the closest I've seen, but even that had a lot of flaws and of course, wasn't hardcore porn.
All that to say, what I'm aiming for in my stories is something that feels realistic. Something that feels like it could happen in real life. There's always going to be a measure of unrealistic and fantasy, but we can make it as close as possible while still giving the reader deep arousal. That is my goal with Homeschool Annie's Divided Heart.
I just finished up Episode 9 and posted it this morning. I am thankful for the positive votes many have given me and am always open to discussion and questions, especially since this series is so deeply rooted in people and places in my real life and because my wife and I have been in the hotwife lifestyle on and off for the past 14-15 years.
Have a wonderful Sunday evening and a good start to the week!