Dearest
I'm sorry to hear about the recent events. The new position has given me more time to think about the things I currently lack.
My family.
I apologize, I wasn't a good companion. My time here has proven to me what areas I lack, I vow to you I'll be better. How are things back home?
We're looking forward for some action. The days and nights are blending in. Boredom is prevailing. Some people have the gall to say this is a good thing. But we didn't come for a picnic in space, but we're here to fight. And we don't do what we're supposed to do. I reckon I might come to regret my words. But I don't care. I want something to do other than maintenance.
I've received your last letter and all I can say is a firm NO.
Grass is allways greener on the other side.
Yours forever, Steven.