I didn't expect as much traffick as I received from my last. Thanks for all the uplifting remarks. I was surprised how few haters responded.
Just to blanket answer some of your mail. I am not disheartened. I was just surprised by the sudden ones. Truth is English was by far my worst subject and I have forgotten much of what I did learn. I have a lot of areas where I can improve. Given where I started and that I have only been writing for 5 months, I think I am doing awesome.
I will admit to being a whiny little bitch when it comes to complaining about help. I am thankful for that which I have received. Now that I have some experience I don't need it as much as I did. Sure my work isn't perfect but this is an amateur site and I am an amateur. I'm learning and I think I am learning faster than anybody can reasonably expect.
Thanks again