This chapter is a little more erotic but I had a lot of fun writing it. I know that if I had 7 males all waiting their turns to explore my secrets, I would be pretty excited just like Sheila. Sometimes, I get confused and write Scarlett instead of Sheila but I guess that is normal since I keep seeing myself in the role of Sheila trying to satisfy 7 horny brothers. Please don't think I am a nymphomaniac or anything, it is just that I am not getting anything unless it is in the shower or in the dark imagining I am one of my characters being serviced by a hot horny male just the way I like it. I suspect that Sheila's reluctance to engage in anal sex is similar to my own hang-up in that regard after a disasterous incident in college when a football player was a bit more forceful than I would like. I won't say it was rape because I was entirely complicit but I think in this case no was truly no and I was too weak to stop it. I think just like Sheila, I could be coaxed into it by an understanding man but understanding men are few and far between for someone of my years and unfortunate experience. In the meantime I will stick to my own devices and now the writing of erotica that seems to make me feel a whole lot better about things.