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I get off harder watching a guy jack off, or watching a girl get a train ran on her, than anything else. It really excites me when I get a video from a guy showing me his cock, watching him stroke it and moan until he cuts. It's hot. I have a special private folder on my phone just for videos of guys masturbating, even some porn I have downloaded.
I wanna share what has recently happened to me.
So, a couple of weeks ago, I got a wild idea to email my old neighbor from when I was 16. Back then, I had this HUGE crush on him. He was married, but god was he sexy as fuck. Anyway, I emailed him, not expecting a response. (I had said a pretty shitty thing about him when I was 18). Turns out, he replied. We chatted, and I said I wanted us to be friends, just friends. He said okay, and we continued to email back and forth.
A few days ago, well, like a week or two ago, he asked me if I used Snapchat. I said I did, but really only used the chat option, and used the picture part for like, selfies. His reply to that was "Hahah nudies???". To which I replied "Yeah..... No." Because I wasn't going to flat out tell him yes.
He ended up making a Snapchat and we talked on there. Because I have a kind of sexual humour, I randomly sent him this ( • ) Y ( • ), just to be funny. He said he was hoping I'd send him a picture of mine. I was happy, because this had been something I had wanted to do when I was 16. So I sent him a picture of my tits. Mind you, this man is still married, as am I. He said he pleasured himself to that picture. The next day, I sent him a few of my pussy.
He stopped talking to me after that. Left my ass hanging, without so much as a goodbye. So I emailed him, asking him what's up. This fool.... Was all like "this is wrong, we can't do this". I'm like "but....". So he says "we have to stop all communication".
Now how about that shit. Like, I'm not the one who instigated the sexual nature of the conversation. When I first emailed him, that was the furthest thing on my mind. He didn't even tell his wife that I had got back in contact with him. Me and his wife were cool, back when they were my neighbors, she had invited me over for dinner a few times. I told my husband who I had emailed, I didn't see a reason not to.
But fuck.... How are people gonna just ghost on me? He knew it was wrong when he wanted to see my tits. He also knew I was married, because I had told him. -_-
I have the strangest dreams. Last night I dreamt about someone who I haven't seen in eleven years. It was weird, because in the dream, he had gotten kidnapped and I had to go save him. In order to save him, I had to sacrifice his collection of Nintendo consoles and games. After he was safe, we had sex. That wasn't werid, considering when I knew him I had a huge crush on him. Idk.
Then I thought it would be funny to google him, and I found his email. Now I am debating on sending him an email, just to see how he has been doing. I mean, the worst that could happen is that he emails back, telling me to fuck off. Oh well. YOLO. :)
So... Life has been... For lack of a better word, lame. Me and my husband left the town we had l8ved in to be with his family in another town. I hate it here, I have zero friends, and the people that do end up chatting with me are lame and annoying. I had a great fuck buddy at home, one who was not only a fuck buddy, but also a really good friend. I kinda want to find another fuck buddy in this new town, but eh... I have been craving strange for a good while, I barely get sex from my husband. -_-
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