Chapter 37

Sue Ellen certainly knew that no one would be able to see that she’d just started secretly stroking my boner under the water, due to how the torch lights barely even lit us above water and left all but the top couple of inches below water an impenetrable darkness. She probably thought that she was doing exactly what she was supposed to do, since it seemed she now lived according to a fanatical cock slave code that put pleasuring my cock above nearly everything else.

Unfortunately, it was tough for me to do anything to stop her, even if I wanted to. I had my hands on Cindy’s ass and tits, and I was enjoying their roundness and their delightfully soft yet firm squeezability. I remembered how Sue Ellen had been jacking me off earlier, and how she hadn’t stopped without a brief underwater “fight,” as I’d had to wrestle her hands for control of my own crotch. If I brought my hands to my groin and struggled with her now, it would look like I was jacking myself off! There was no way Nicky wouldn’t notice that.

In fact, Sue Ellen was so confident that I wouldn’t be able to stop her and/or want to stop her that she pulled my swimsuit down several inches, until my balls were exposed and a couple of inches of my thighs for good measure. No doubt she figured there was no danger in that since it was all well below the water surface. Then she sank her body neck-deep into the water so her arm motions couldn’t be observed at all, and proceeded to fondle and stroke my cock and balls with both hands!

This was not good! Between what Cindy and Sue Ellen were doing to me, I was having a hard time keeping track of the discussion. In addition to kissing me, Cindy was running her hands over my chest and even caressing my nipples at times. She generally kept her hands above water, no doubt mindful of going too far with Nicky sitting right next to me (and with her arm still around my back!).

She did drop her hand down into my crotch area once, only to discover Sue Ellen’s hands already there. I could feel her hand briefly give Sue Ellen’s hand at the top of my shaft a few pats of approval and I felt her snickering into my mouth. Then she brought her hands back up above water. She didn’t dip far underwater again, probably because she figured Sue Ellen was taking care of me there and she wanted Nicky to think my dick wasn’t involved in the “kissing” session.

As good as Cindy’s French kissing was, it was Sue Ellen’s cock fondling that was driving me to distraction. Based on her secret handjob action earlier, my Cupcake was well aware of the counterintuitive problems with lubrication in water, and limited her actions accordingly from the very start. She hardly moved her hand, holding the top of my cock and just rubbed my sweet spot. Over and over and over again! There was nothing fancy to it, no special tricks or techniques, but it was devastatingly effective. She used her other hand to endlessly play with my balls. That felt equally good to me above or below the water line.

While this was happening, I heard Michelle ask Nicky, “So, things are heating up between Daddy and Cindy. Can you still handle it?”

Nicky replied, “Of course. They’re just kissing and touching. Big deal. If you ask me about that one more time, I’m gonna scream.”

Michelle replied, “It’s just that you’re so sexually inexperienced.”

“I am not! I dated Steve for a whole year, which is more than you can say! We did things. Lots of things.”

Michelle challenged her sister in a very mocking tone, “Oooh, what did you do? Did you touch his tiny penis?”

“As a matter of fact, yes! I mean, er ... I shouldn’t have answered that. And saying ‘tiny’ is just mean. He can’t help it. Why are you being so mean to me tonight?”

“I’m sorry if it comes off that way. I’m just trying to wake you from your sexual stupor in the limited time I have before you go to Hawaii. After all, you might meet some REAL men there.”

Nicky sounded peeved. “For one thing, Steve was, and is, a ‘real’ man. For another thing, I know how to handle a real man, okay? I did more than just touch Steve’s penis, if you know what I mean. A LOT more! We went all the way, okay? I thought I made that all too clear already.”

“You did. But any woman can do that. You just lie there and let the guy do his thing. The question is, do you really know what to do to a penis? How to treat it right? How to take him to heaven and keep him on the brink of total ecstasy?”

Nicky wailed, “What is with this inquisition?! And with the whole family listening in! This is ridiculous!”

Michelle smugly replied, “I’ll take that as a ‘no.’”

“ARRGH!” Nicky cried out in frustration. Then she said in a venomous tone, “Look who’s talking, Miss I Wouldn’t Know What a Penis Was If It Slapped Me on the Forehead!”

Michelle put her hands on her hips. “I’ll have you know-”

Mindy quickly cut in, possibly worrying that Michelle might say too much, “Girls, enough is enough. Nicky is right. That’s not the kind of thing to discuss here. Especially with you-know-who right here. He’s so into it that I doubt he’s listening, but better safe than sorry.”

“THANK you!” Nicky huffed.

Mindy went on, “Before you two resume squabbling, let’s move beyond just talking about my being a cucquean. Let’s talk about sex in general. Now, mind you, just about any kind of sex is great, especially when it’s with someone you love. But how can you take it to the next level, where you’re seeing stars and cumming over and over again? Well, there are different ways. One way is to have a partner like my hubby here, who can wow you through sheer skill and his incredible size, not to mention stamina. But, aside from that, another way is to add some kind of naughty thrill. For instance, role playing.”

Sue Ellen asked, “Do you and Dan do that?”

“Oh, sure. We used to do it sometimes. Lately, not so much, because we have some other exciting things going on these days, with Cindy and all.”

Someone must have pointed out what Cindy and I were doing to each other, because I heard a “You don’t say!” followed by a lot of laughter.

Mindy soon continued, “Yeah, well, maybe you’re feeling a bit of what I mean. And that leads me right into my next point. Another possibility is to get it on in an unusual or even public place. Like, say, a hot tub!”

More laughter ensued.

Mindy went on, “Or try new things, new sexual positions, props, sex toys, you name it. Bondage, maybe.”

Nicky griped, “Bondage?! MoooOOOoooom! Don’t make me think of that!”

“Why not? We haven’t tried that yet, but it sounds interesting to me. I’ll bet plenty of perfectly ‘normal’ couples have a pair of handcuffs hidden in some dresser drawer. Have you ever been thoroughly dominated by a powerful man, completely bound and helpless, unable to do anything but try to sexually satisfy him? Totally at his mercy! Doesn’t that sound hot?”

I couldn’t see what was happening, but I could guess well enough when Nicky complained, “Why is everyone looking right at me again?! This is so embarrassing!”

Mindy responded, “You were the one complaining about the mere mention of bondage. There’s no shame in admitting that sounds pretty exciting. It does to me.”

Nicky dodged giving a straight answer by grumbling, “Well ... when you say ‘bondage, ‘ I think of whips and chains and black leather outfits.”

“That too!” Mindy laughed. “No, seriously, I know what you mean. I doubt we’d go that far. But we COULD, and that’s absolutely intoxicating. Personally, I love pushing the boundaries of the taboo, and the naughty thrill and goose bumps doing so gives me. Maybe that’s why I’m such a cucquean. I mean, look at Dan and Cindy right now. Really stop and look at them!”

Michelle giggled, “As if Nicky can look anywhere else.”

Nicky sounded downright angry at Michelle. “I am SO going to kill you!”

Mindy interceded. “Girls, behave. Just stop and watch, silently. Okay?”

There was a long pause. I happened to have my eyes closed. Knowing that everyone was staring at me, I felt embarrassed and kept my eyes shut tight. I had been caressing Cindy’s soft tits with both hands, but I pretty much kept my hands still while everyone was looking at us.

I knew it was nearly impossible thanks to the dark water, but a part of me feared that they’d somehow notice that Sue Ellen was secretly jacking me off. What a disaster that would be!

Cindy, by contrast, seemed to delight in the attention. She started bouncing up and down on me a little, just like she was getting steadily fucked! Her big breasts would have bounced all over the place as a result except for the fact that they were in my steady grasp.

Then Nicky asked, “What are we looking for?”

Mindy said, “The whole situation! Isn’t it just plain WRONG for him to be making out with another woman with me, his wife right here? And isn’t it even wronger for him to do it in front of his three daughters? She’s basically naked. Her bikini bottoms must be askew, because they’re not holding him back at all.”

I heard the sound of heavy breathing. I’m sure more than one woman was panting, but Nicky was so close to me I could faintly feel her breath on my nearest shoulder! I could tell she was breathing heavily indeed.

Mindy went on, “And do you see how they’re not just kissing? He’s running his hands all over her like he possesses her! And he does! If you think about it, being his mistress is one step removed from being his slave! She’s almost like his property, his naked plaything! He has two women now, and we have to compete in a sense. We work hard to please him. It’s all so wrong and unfair, isn’t it?”

There was a long pause. Nobody seemed to want to answer that.

I would have stopped the kissing and then the conversation, except I could see what Mindy was trying to do here. By hyping up the taboo, she was making big strides in getting Nicky to accept our unorthodox lifestyle and setting the stage for later attitude shifts. Even a seeming throwaway comment like “being his mistress is one step removed from being his slave” could pave the way to Nicky eventually accepting the fact that I had cock slaves. Possibly. In fact it was very, very doubtful, but at least it wouldn’t hurt sending up a trial balloon or two.

Then Mindy continued, “But it’s so HOT too! It’s so arousing! Look at how hot and bothered Cindy is right now! See how she moans with erotic delight whenever he plays with her nipples? Or, hell, when he does just about anything to her! He has the magic touch, believe me. If it wasn’t for us watching and limiting what they do, she’d be cumming and cumming, endlessly cumming!”

I heard more heavy breathing, including from Nicky, but no one said anything.

Finally, Min prodded, “Come on, am I the only one here who feels this way? Aren’t you feeling more than a little horny right now? Isn’t the taboo-ness of the situation getting to you, making you want to run wild?”

Michelle said, “Okay, I’ll admit it. I’m TOTALLY horny right now! I’ve been trying to deny it, trying to hold back, but how can I ignore them when they’re all over each other just a few feet in front of me?! And the way Daddy is playing Cindy like a fiddle? Good God! What woman wouldn’t want to be treated like that?!”

Ruby said, “It’s SO HOT! I don’t even care if he is my official dad now! It’s twice as hot BECAUSE he is my dad! You’re right: the wrongness of it, the taboo of it, it fans the flames into a raging inferno!”

Sue Ellen went next. “It’s not even a question with me. I’m DYING here! I’ve been trying to deny my feelings for Dan, trying to hold back ... but I can’t! I’d take over for Cindy in a heartbeat!”

What a great actress Sue Ellen is! Listening to her talk like that, you’d never know she was furtively jacking me off with both hands at that very moment!

It seemed that everyone else understood what Mindy was trying to accomplish here with Nicky, and they were playing their roles to help out.

Apparently, all eyes turned to Nicky next, because she whined, “Do I really have to say something too?”

I peeked at Nicky and saw her huff in frustration, causing her huge bare breasts to rise up and fall down. Her face was still blushing red and there was a lusty fire in her eyes.

She finally said, “Fine. I can’t deny it either. I was trying my best to ignore them, but I can’t anymore, now that you’ve made us look. It’s just about the most arousing thing I’ve ever seen!”

Oh shit! Nicky is really horny! Danger! I need to be ultra careful that Mindy doesn’t go overboard, or who knows what’ll happen?! We have to carefully threat the needle. Getting her somewhat horny is good, weakening her resistance to Mindy’s suggestions. But too horny and she might try to do something with me or just get too fixated on me. I have to be strong and vigilant!

Mindy said triumphantly, “You see? THAT is what being a cucquean is all about. In recent weeks, I’ve had more times when I’ve had a total orgasmic meltdown than I could possibly count! I’m not just talking about a big climax; I’m talking about when you’re brought to some kind of higher plane of existence and you fly straight into Heaven! And that’s because, thanks to Cindy becoming Dan’s mistress, the possibilities for all kinds of naughtiness, even downright taboo wrongness, are seemingly endless!”

She continued after a pause, “In fact, I know this is kind of a controversial thing to say, but sometimes a little bit of humiliation is a big turn on for me.”

Nicky griped, “MoooooOOOOOooooom! How can you say that? I’m having a hard enough time already, adjusting to, well ... THIS!”

I peeked again and saw that Nicky was pointing to Cindy and me. God, she looks hot! I could easily reach out and cup her nearest bare boob, except my hands are already full with Cindy’s! I want to be a good and responsible dad, I really do, but she has a body built for serious fucking, just like my other daughters’ hot bodies! Gotta stay strong!

Nicky continued, “I don’t even want to know anything more. Humiliation is too weird. The next thing I know, you’ll be telling me you’re getting off on having Dad spank you.”

“Hmmm ... interesting idea.”

I couldn’t see my wife’s smiling smirk, but I could hear it in her voice somehow. She even sounded turned on by the idea. I’m sure she was thinking, If Nicky only knew how much we love spankings around here!

Nicky griped, “MooooooOOOOOooooom!” She sighed heavily. “Sheesh. I don’t know what to think. I keep thinking all of this must be an elaborate joke on me or something. Mom, don’t you worry about taking your whole cucquean thing too far?”

Breathlessly breaking Cindy’s lip lock on me, I blurted out as if in despair, “If she doesn’t, then I sure do!”

All the girls chuckled at that, even Nicky. Then Cindy insistently resumed necking with me, effectively shutting me up. That caused more laughter.

Nicky squealed in distress, but with a touch of playfulness, “Dad, don’t listen to us!”

Mindy said carefully, “He makes a good point. I guess I’ve been pushing this idea without worrying too much about that because I know my wonderful husband is a very careful and naturally conservative kind of person. You know how he is. He won’t let things go too far. And if he’s asleep at the wheel for some inexplicable reason, I have Cindy’s common sense to rely on. And she gets a veto vote too. Plus, we’ll listen carefully to anything you or your sisters have to say. We don’t want to do anything rash.”

HA! That horse left the barn a loooong time ago! And whatever checks and balances system we might have is in tatters because we all get way too horny. Hell, the horse ran away because the women in my life burned the barn down!

Nicky seemed mollified by Mindy’s answer on that. But still, she grumped, “I wish you would have let me know all this was going on before I came home. We talk at least once a week on the phone you know, and I didn’t even get a hint of ... ANYTHING! I feel like I was disrespected, like, you didn’t tell me because you didn’t think I could handle the truth.”

I knew that, in fact, that was exactly why we hadn’t told her anything and why we still kept her in the dark about many important things. So I didn’t have an easy answer to that. (Not that my mouth was free to talk anyway!)

Luckily, Mindy managed a capable response. “I’m so sorry, my love. The reason we didn’t tell you isn’t about you, it’s about us. We were embarrassed! Heck, I still am. I mean, how do you tell anyone about this kind of thing? I haven’t told any of my friends or relatives yet, and I don’t even know if I will or what I’ll say. Forgive me? Please?”

I couldn’t see, but Nicky must have nodded.

Mindy asked her, “Are you sure? You still look unhappy. Is there anything else on your mind?”

“Well, if I have something to say at this very moment, it’s that the humiliation stuff you’re talking about is way too freaky.”

Mindy just shrugged. I surmised that she wanted to see what Nicky meant by that exactly before talking and maybe getting herself into deeper trouble.

I knew Mindy shrugged because now that everyone knew I was paying attention, I started peeking from time to time. I saw Nicky look all around, only to see interested but nondescript faces.

She complained, “Hey, why am I alone on this? Doesn’t anyone else have a problem with this humiliation issue? Us women, we’ve had such a long battle against being treated unfairly and winning equal rights. And now we’re supposed to ASK to be mistreated in the bedroom?! That’s seriously messed up!”

Michelle said quietly in a serious voice, “I hear you, sister, but I think it all depends. Do you have a partner who respects you or looks down on you? If he’s a sneering, mean asshole, then yeah, it wouldn’t be worth it, no matter how arousing it is. But if your partner loves and respects you, like Dad obviously does with Mom, then it’s a totally different thing. Right?”

“Well, maybe...” Nicky grudgingly admitted.

Mindy added, “And let’s be honest, it’s a matter of pleasure. If the guy was getting all the pleasure and the woman none, we all can agree that would be a bad thing. But what if the woman is getting as much or more enjoyment out of it than the man? What if the more she’s humiliated, the more she gets off on it?”

“Then she’d be a weirdo,” Nicky replied sourly.

Mindy shot back, “You say that, but don’t knock it until you try it.”

The women continued their discussion about getting off on taboo or naughty things, and especially about the morality of being aroused by humiliation.

Thinking over what they’d been discussing, I realized, This is a brilliant move on Mindy’s part. If we’re all so excited by naughty or even taboo sex, then it would be no surprise for Nicky to discover later that I’ve taken Sue Ellen as a second mistress. Heck, it even lays the groundwork for me to take Michelle and Ruby as lovers too someday! We could just say that we danced closer and closer to the taboo line until we finally crossed it. Sure, she’d still be upset, but maybe not as upset, or at least not as shocked.

Heck, you might even say that it laid the groundwork for me to take Nicky as a lover someday too!

Oh shit! Did I just think that? I can’t even go there! Especially while Cindy is kissing me and Sue Ellen is jacking me off! Too much! I’m not in my right mind. Min is spot on that the taboo is a great thrill, but we have to draw the line somewhere. Without a line, we’ll sink lower and lower into total depravity! I need to be the strong one here. I can’t even THINK about Nicky like that. NO! No, no, no, no, no! We’ve made enough progress shifting her attitudes for one night. This has to stop!

I stopped necking with Cindy and broke from her grasp. Cindy kept sitting on my legs though, because I had to get Sue Ellen to stop jacking me off and pull my swimsuit back up before I could dare move her off my legs. I said, “Okay, folks, that’s it. It’s time for us to all call it a night and go to bed.”

That caused an immediate uproar. Every woman started complaining to me at once. even Nicky.

In fact, Nicky complained the most, griping that I was still treating her like a “little girl” and that she could handle a mature and frank discussion about sexual issues.

I wanted to furtively remove Sue Ellen’s hand from my crotch, but I didn’t dare do it with all eyes on me. And Sue Ellen, to my frustration, wasn’t stopping or even slowing down! Normally she was wonderfully obedient, but I could hear her protesting just as loudly with the others about what I’d said.

Mindy soon managed to gain the floor. She said, “Honey, you’re full of it! The evening is still young, and you know it!”

I said, “True, but Nicky’s plane leaves early tomorrow, so she needs a good night’s sleep. And I’m sure she has a lot of last minute things to do.”

Nicky was indignant. She defiantly crossed her arms under her massive tits. “My flight isn’t THAT early! I can still get up at the same time I always do. And I took care of EVERYTHING earlier today just so we could enjoy ourselves tonight as a family. Why do you want to ruin that?”

Mindy pressed, “Yeah, what’s wrong with you? Are you trying to upset her and everyone else?”

Nicky said heatedly, “I think the problem is you think the discussion is too sexual for my ‘innocent ears.’ That offends me! I’m hurt and insulted. Treat me like an adult already!”

I held both hands out of the water in a defensive pose. “Okay, already, I’m sorry! To be honest, it’s not really about the plane flight or the rest. And Muffin, it’s not about the sexual nature of what’s being discussed. Well, it’s not mainly that. It’s just that ... well...”

I turned back to Cindy. I would have gestured in her direction except that wasn’t room, since her boobs were only about a foot away from my chest. “Look at what I’ve just been doing, kissing my mistress in front of everyone. In front of my three daughters! And worst of all, in front of Nicky!”

Nicky put her hands on her hips to show how she was feeling even more indignant. That didn’t have much effect since she was in the water nearly to the bottom of her huge globes, so she rose up, planted her ass on the edge of the hot tub, and then struck her hands-on-hips pose once more. “‘Worst of all?’ Why am I singled out like that?! Again?!”

Dammit, what to say? I certainly can’t tell her the truth, that I’m freaking out over having the mere thought of adding her to my harem. Even though it was a fleeting thought, it was the worst possible thought I could have. And it’s definitely not the first time I “went there” tonight. I know we’ve been making great progress in changing Nicky’s attitude, but what if we go too far? More specifically, what if I go too far?

Hell, Sue Ellen is STILL secretly jacking me off, and all that wonderful stimulation is wearing down my resolve. Then Nicky picks the worst time to strike a new pose that shows off even more of her bombshell body. UGH!

With her ass above the outer edge of the hot tub, I can see all of her pussy mound between her wide, womanly hips. Of all the places I’m not supposed to look, her pussy area is the worst! But here I am, checking out her prominent camel toe. Shame on me, but I can’t stop myself! Her red bikini bottoms leave so little to the imagination that I can easily confirm that her bush has been shaved off. I’m not supposed to know that, much less get aroused by it! I have to get out of here, and fast!