Chapter 11

I fought my way to near consciousness several times, struggling with the precursors of nightmares, only to be soothed back into slumber before I awoke. I had vague memories of nightmares that never really coalesced into actual dreams, visions of Lisa or the twins raging at me. In my dreams it was a Goddess in a shimmering blue gown that soothed me. In reality it was Beth; funny how they have the same face, my Dream Goddess and my Amazon Goddess.

I woke up and knew Beth was awake, as she was stroking my hair gently again, to sooth me and not awaken me. I found that I had a most pleasant surprise awaiting me. Beth's left nipple was puffed up hard and in my mouth, her areola was pebbled with goose bumps signaling her arousal. My head still rested on her bosom where it had been when I fell asleep. I also was sporting a major piss hard on, the proverbial "morning wood" and my bladder was screaming for relief. I gently took her nipple between my teeth and gave a hard suck and flicked it with my tongue.

This earned me a gasped, "Oh Alex!" and a contented sigh as I laved her sensitive nipple with my tongue.

It seemed like I had slept straight through the night. The early morning light was streaming through the window and it looked to be a lovely fall day. I felt rested and "clean", although I'm pretty sure something had crawled in my mouth, died, and rotted away overnight. I knew if the taste in my mouth were that vile to me, I wanted no part in sharing it with Beth. I gave Beth a hug and said, "Bathroom, I'll be back in a second." I got up and gazed at her for a moment and said, "Don't move." I raced into the bathroom and had the door closed before I realized I was nude.

Lisa had always made me feel uncomfortable and self conscious about my body. She complained constantly about my efforts to stay in shape and the time I spent at the gym. She said it made me too rigid and angular for comfort. Now I know why. But I felt no hesitation about being nude in front of Beth. That thought made me feel very good indeed. I took care of my morning "wood" and brushed my teeth. I went over to the tub and began filling it. I adjusted the water temperature to what I knew Beth liked.

She's like me in that she loves to "boil" in the hot water to relax. Every thought of Beth filled my heart with love. Every memory of her brought a rush of pleasure, as though someone were stroking me in all the right places. My "morning wood" had returned and this time my bladder had nothing to do with it. That thought made me smile. I stood and made sure the towel warmer was on and held fresh towels. It did. Turned off the water and started the jets and heater to keep the tub warm while we showered.

I came back into the bedroom and saw that Beth had peeled back the sheets to reveal herself to me in all of her nude splendor. Her hair was loose and spilled across the pillows and sheets framing her body in glorious ruby colored splendor "My God you are so very beautiful!" I said in an awed whisper. The smile that lit her face made my heart race and my cock bobbed with the increased flow.

Beth giggled and said, "Some parts of you are very happy to see me!"

I looked down and seeing what she saw; I put on a lascivious smile and said, "What can I say, he only thinks about one thing when he's alone in the room with the most lovely, luscious, vivacious creature on the planet. As for being happy, anytime we get to be alone with you we are the happiest pair in the world."

"I wondered if my beautiful wife might like to take a shower and bath with me." I looked at Beth and saw that sexy smile I love so much grace her features, and could not help but be awestruck that such a vision of beauty might really be mine, might really be my wife. I held out my hand and pulled her from the bed and we went into the bathroom.

As we walked Beth wrapped herself around my arm pressing her magnificent breast into my bicep and said in a wistful voice, "This isn't a dream, is it? It's real... ? I get to be with you and you love me... ?" I turned my head and smiled gently at her.

"You need to stop stealing my lines! I was going to ask you the same thing." As her eyes met mine I smiled, and as I leaned in towards her she closed her eyes. I kissed her forehead and then her eyelids, and finally her mouth. It was a quick kiss and I tugged her hand and said, "I'll check the bath you go ahead and take care of your morning routine and then we'll shower and then soak in the tub together. Ok?"

Beth blushed and said, "I already took care of my morning rituals. You were sleeping and I got up and took care of it. I need a shower but that's all." She frowned and said, "When I got back to the bed you were shaking and curled into a tight ball. I climbed in and hugged you tight. After a while it stopped and you relaxed again and woke up where we were." She got quiet and asked, "You were having nightmares weren't you?"

She looked very worried, and I told her the truth, "No Sweets. You chased them all away. I remember starting into a vague bad dream a couple of times, and every time I would hear your voice and see you in my dream and it would go away. You are my Amazon Goddess and my love. You are my peace and my angel. I hope that someday I can make you feel half of the love I feel for you."

She blushed and looked at me with adoration I had never seen in anyone's eyes, at least not when it was directed at me. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight. Finally we broke apart and stepped into the shower. She picked up the shower poof and poured a generous amount of shower gel onto it. "I want to bathe you so you just stand there and let me. Ok?"

I turned and smiled at her and nodded my head. She started with my back and began to caress me. She took her time and was very thorough. She washed my buttocks and took a great deal of pleasure in running her hands over every inch of my body as if committing it to memory. She made sure I was squeaky clean. She moved me into the spray of the shower head and just as she had thoroughly washed my back, she rinsed it. She moved me out of the direct spray and stood up. As she stood Beth laid her head against my back and shoulders. She placed kisses across them and I could feel tears running down her cheeks.

She had me turn and began to soap my chest. She kept her head bowed so I could not see her face. I wrapped my arms around her stopping her progress and said, "You know that isn't going to work Sweets. Tell me what's wrong. I'm not going anywhere, or doing anything until you do."

As I spoke I tilted her face up to me so I could see her eyes, tears glittering on her cheeks. I waited for her to work her way to telling me what was wrong.

"I'm afraid. I know it doesn't make any sense but..." She whispered. "I'm afraid something's going to happen and you're going to go away and leave me alone... I just got you, and now I'm afraid I'll lose you and..." She began to sob into my chest. I had expected a lot of things but never that.

I made her look me in the eyes and said fiercely, "I am going nowhere without you! Do you hear what I'm saying? Listen to me carefully. You ARE going to be my wife! I AM going to marry you! And if you run I'll hire the best man-trackers money can buy to find you. You are my life, and my love, and no one is going to keep us apart. I love you damn it! If you move, I'll buy the house next door, or rent the apartment across the hall. Hell I'll buy the damned building if I have to! You aren't getting rid of me and nothing short of death is going to keep me from you. Do you understand me?" I wanted to shake her, to make her understand how I felt. But I knew that was the last thing she needed from me.

I watched as a tear fell down her cheek, "You said you love me." She spoke barely above a whisper, but I heard her.

I replied, "I've told you that several times this morning, if you had been paying attention, you horny little minx, you. And I'll have you know I've meant it every time I've said it to you." Ok, so it's corny. It was something special between her and me, something that no one else would understand, and it comforted her to realize I meant those words each and every time I spoke them to her. I intended to say them a lot over the next sixty or seventy years. (Okay, so I'm optimistic, shoot me!)

She smiled at me, pulled me down and kissed me. As she kissed me, time stopped. (Funny how that happens when Beth kisses me, I mean I know that kiss lasted several decades, but when she pulled back from me it was still the same day, the same morning.) I let her finish washing me and then rinsed off in the spray again. As she rinsed the lower portions of my body she knelt and caressed my legs. She carefully rinsed my groin and my very erect cock, gently massaging my scrotum and balls. She paused and looked up to see me watching her.

With a mischievous grin she said, "I need to check and see if the soap is all gone, and you need to take my temperature with this great big thermometer." She again used her naughty little girl voice, which she knows drives me wild. With that she took hold of my erection and began to slide her tongue around the head and down the sides of the shaft. Her grip at the base of me held me in place. It wasn't so hard it hurt but I wasn't going anywhere either. (As if that thought had even crossed my mind!) Beth worked her way back to the head, and checking again to ensure I was watching she slipped me between her lips and began to work my cock into her moist velvet mouth. I have never seen a more erotic sight than Beth giving me such pleasure.

The look of contentment on her face as she wraps her lips around my hard length is the sexiest sight in the world to me. She was focused solely on the task at hand. She wasn't very skilled, but she remembered what I had liked, and was applying that knowledge well. (Neither of us was very skilled for that matter, as we were each others first experience for so many things.) I couldn't help but think that I was going to enjoy learning to please her and teaching her what pleased me. Our firsts were going to be most enjoyable indeed, if I had any say in the matter.

She began bobbing her head faster and sucking harder. I lost almost all thought as she swirled her tongue around the crown of my rigid member. I looked down to see her watching my face as she pleasured me. I could feel my orgasm building and decided to try to change things a bit. I tried to take a step back and she tightened her grip on me and a warning crept into her eyes. I smiled down at her and said, "If you keep that up I'll come and I want to make love to you. Let me sit on the bench and then you can go for a ride."

She took me from her mouth and said, "I'm not done with my sucker, and I'm not giving it up until I get my creamy center reward. After that we can make love and I'll go for a ride, not before!" The note of finality in her voice let me know she would have her way in this. (Oh the hardships we must endure for those we love.)

I smiled at her and said, "Ok Sweets just remember you have to get me hard enough to play again, and I may make you pay for making me wait." The teasing note in my voice took the sting from my words. If she made me cum now I vowed I was going to pleasure her into oblivion later.

As she took me back into her mouth I rested my hands on her head, not forcing her or guiding her, just so that I could feel the spill of her silken hair in my hands. She began working harder to get her "reward" and I kept my eyes on hers, letting her see the pleasure wash over and through me.

"I'm coming Beth!" I warned her and then spilled over into ecstasy. I came in a rush of pleasure that bowed my spine and caused every muscle in my body to tighten. My breath came in ragged, spastic shuddering gasps. Beth was the only woman to have ever given me oral sex, and I was her first "real" recipient.

She had practiced on toys with her other lovers but as I was the only male in that number; I took it for the extreme compliment that it was. As I came down from the heights she had sent me to, I drew her up and into my arms. I turned off the water and hugged her for a moment.

I reached over to the warmer, brought out one of the large bath towels, and began drying her off. I teased her nipples with the fabric as I massaged her breasts; of course I was just drying them you understand, no teasing her involved at all. I moved down and I patted her tummy dry, pausing to make sure her navel was thoroughly dried. After much laughter Beth smacked me on my arm and I moved on. I moved to her long, muscular, glorious legs. I rubbed her skin gently until it glowed. Then I moved back up to her perfect ass. I turned her away from me and placed a kiss in the center of her back. I trailed my tongue over her skin until I reached the crevasse that housed the object of my desire. I licked and probed that sweet area and Beth thrust her hips back at me.

With her hands she spread her cheeks so I could get at her delectable center. I spent several minutes "checking for soap" all around her rosette. Her moans of pleasure echoed off of the wall driving us both higher towards the peak of her pleasure. I dipped down and feasted on the nectar flowing from her hot soaking wet sex. I kept her at the precipice but never let her fall over the edge.

When I had finished "drying" her I wrapped her in another towel and took her back into my arms. She had a confused look on her face and glanced at the tub with its bubbling water. "Oh how I do love you so." I said in a near whisper as I stroked her cheek.

Beth's smile as I spoke caused my heart to falter for a moment. I had changed my mind again. I held her as tight as I could without hurting her. She laid her head on my shoulder and kissed my neck nuzzling into me as well. "I believe I owe milady something that I have long promised but have ever been delayed in giving."

Beth looked at me and for a moment she was puzzled. "I did promise to give you a massage, didn't I?"