Chapter 1

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Desc: Fiction Sex Story: Chapter 1 - Life is so much simpler with a paper doll I can call my own.

LYRICS FROM "THE MILLS BROTHERS" SONG

I'm gonna buy a paper doll that I can call my own

A doll that other fellows cannot steal

And then the flirty, flirty guys with their flirty, flirty eyes

Will have to flirt with dollies that are real

When I come home at night she will be waiting

She'll be the truest doll in all this world

I'd rather have a paper doll to call my own

Than have a fickle-minded real live girl

I guess I had a million dolls or more

I guess I've played the doll game o'er and o'er

I just quarreled with Sue, that's why I'm blue

She's gone away and left me just like all dolls do

I'll tell you boys, it's tough to be alone

And it's tough to love a doll that's not your own

I'm through with all of them, I'll never fall again

Say boy, whatcha gonna do?

I'm gonna buy a paper doll that I can call my own

A doll that other fellows cannot steal

And then the flirty, flirty guys with their flirty, flirty eyes

Will have to flirt with dollies that are real

When I come home at night she will be waiting

she'll be the truest doll in all this world

I'd rather have a paper doll to call my own

Than have a fickle-minded real live girl

(These lyrics were written in 1915 and published in 1930 by piano player Johnny S. Black. The were made popular during WWII by the Mills Brothers)

NEW YORK CITY

1946

It was sort of peaceful at home now.

Here I was sitting at the window looking out at the snow falling on Broadway.

I was all in one piece after North Africa and the long slog up the Italian boot. Memories of the mud from Monte Casino rattled around inside my brain like a pair of dice cubes always coming up craps.

I was all of twenty-one years old and I had enough mud and blood to last me a lifetime. I was mustered out in less than an hour at Fort "something" over in Brooklyn and I was cold as an icicle and shivering inside the solid stone building that had seen better days. All the guys were smoking up a storm because it was too nasty outside to even think about telling anyone to "take five" and then get pushed into the nasty damp weather for a shot of nicotine. Besides, the non-smokers which included yours truly, were in a distinct minority and nobody gave a shit, if the truth be known.

I remembered some dainty-looking officer that had never left our peaceful shores was giving out instructions to us about the proper behavior of mustered out enlisted swine into the midst of peace-loving civilians like we were all a herd of brutish animals being set free on the unsuspecting sheep without warning.

My name is Danny Donovan and I was one of the lucky ones that lived only a subway ride away from the discharge point and I would be home in less than an hour after they finished with all the bullshit and stamped my forehead "Discharged" or whatever they did to make it official.

I got the word from a corporal with only one eye that I should keep any medical conditions unspoken because they were putting "medical holds" on the poor pricks that blabbed about them. I gave him what was left of a pack of cigarettes that I swore I would never light up ever again and made certain that "mum was the word" when they asked me if I was suffering from any physical problems.

They hadn't documented my missing toes that had been so badly frostbitten in the cold Italian winter weather that they had simply fallen off in my sleep. I had thought for almost the past year that my hearing was all shot to hell because I was always asking people to repeat what they said to me. I knew it was the result of being next to the ammo dump when the whole thing went up like a Roman candle on the fourth of July. I spent almost three days not even being able to hear my own words.

That was the strangest feeling ever.

The handful of nurses they had processing our gaggle of erstwhile civilians were less than beautiful but nobody was complaining because it had been a long time since any of us had seen an actual live "born in America" female with jaw breaking chewing gum and real nylons. The one that had taken my temperature the old-fashioned way making me bend over seemed to enjoy her work immensely using gobs of Vaseline with liberal skills in the mortifying application. I hoped I wasn't blushing noticeably because the guys would rib the hell out of me and I would never live it down.

There was an Oriental-looking doctor stamping our papers.

I was not an expert in such matters but he looked a lot more Filipino than Japanese and that made a lot of sense to me because the feelings against the Japs was still running fairly emotional despite the unconditional surrender so recently seen in all the newspapers and constantly repeated on the radio.

Suddenly, a whole line of buses started to park right outside the building and I knew they were getting ready to spit us out into American society just like regular human beings and not some kill-crazy monsters lacking social skills or appreciation for the finer things of life. I saw the little Filipino doctor stamp my record with the black stamp and not the red one and I knew I was going to be boarding one of those brand-new buses for the ride to the main gate and the entrance to the subway line that would bring me home again so I could take up my interrupted life minus three years and six months of things I was busy trying real hard to forget.

I was a private now because my Company Commander made me shit-can my sergeant's stripes right after I managed to accidently burn down the mess tent with some Willie-Peter after drinking too much of "Cookie's" mash the night we were all informed of the German surrender. I never liked being a sergeant anyway because it meant I had to put my buddies on shit details and send them on dangerous patrols that I would rather go on myself instead of sending them into harm's way.

The C.O. was a pretty good guy even if he was a reserve officer and not a West Pointer and he had sold shirts on Madison Avenue during peacetime. I wondered if he was going to go back to selling shirts after years of busting caps and sending letters to next of kin on a daily basis. I was a firm believer in the two basic rules of enlisted survival which were to never involve an officer in enlisted matters and never volunteer for anything no matter how tempting. The loss of my stripes was only fair in my estimation and in all honesty I didn't miss them at all. I did like how my shirts looked with the dark patch visible where the stripes had once taken up residence. The contrast of faded material and dark original fabric was strangely comforting like some mystical reminder of the past at a time when the future was my only concern.

The nurse told me in her firm and comforting voice,

"It's time for you to board the bus, young man. It is time to go home and start all over."

I saw her standing there in front of me more like a tempting imp than an angel of mercy.

This was the female that took great pleasure in sticking it to my poor ass at a time when I had no choice about it. Still, she looked fetching in her white and blue uniform and I liked the fact she didn't skimp when it came to putting on her ruby red lipstick. Her lips suddenly looked plump and pretty despite the fact she had to be almost twenty years older than me and she had a disturbing black mole right next to her nose. I maneuvered her into the tiny alcove at the corner of the building and let my naughty fingers roam over her girdle-encased backside that was out of sight from all those around us. I knew she could make a fuss about my shameful behavior but she kept her mouth shut and even turned slightly so I wouldn't miss any part that hadn't been explored. My groin was beginning to stir with that old familiar feeling and like some sort of miracle, the middle-aged impish angel cupped my business in gentle hands to show me she was also a creature willing to grant me comfort in my sex-deprived condition providing it was not seen by the general public.

The firm but filled to capacity girdle under her uniform and her general attitude caused me to scribble down my parent's phone number on a scrap of paper and I pressed it into her hand with a whisper and a wink.

"Call me when you have some free time. Maybe we can have some fun together."

She looked up at me with my hard shaft still in her grasp and smiled showing me her soft side. Her errant tongue came out to touch her ruby red lips like a prisoner trying to escape from solitary confinement but uncertain how to open the locks of her self-made prison.

I walked quickly to the exit knowing it was time for me to head back home and find out what I had missed at a time of danger and strife on the other side of the world in a place I never wanted to see again as long as I lived.

I hoped Hardy was wrong and my life was just beginning.

That subway ride from the hinterlands of Brooklyn to the hollowed canyons of the Island of Dreams was postponed long enough for me to check my hated olive drab duffel bag into the storage room at the "Y" and head to the haberdashery across the street to don actual non-military attire. I had a fixation that I didn't want to be seen by the people I knew in my Eisenhower jacket with the missing stripes and those brand-new boots they gave me to replace the tattered ones that I had worn for so long. I simply had to retire that silly cunt cap they had given me that reminded me of the French soldiers always looking for dames despite their reputation for carrying all sorts of venereal diseases found in the shadows of our mobile tents.

The shoes were nice and light on my feet and the shirt had a little American flag on the pocket that reminded me who I was. No hat was a lot better from my point of view and now I felt I wouldn't have strangers staring at me like they knew what I was thinking but really didn't know me at all.

I could "blend in" with everyone else and not draw any attention. I knew there were a lot of guys walking around in uniform and more than a few carrying the duffel bags that were a dead giveaway of their recent arrival from overseas. It was time of massive movements of humanity from one side of the world to the other and I was just another cog in the machinery of the world at peace.

I stood on the crowded subway train swaying to the rhythm of the flowing track almost like being out on a dance floor without a partner. A pair of young girls were chewing gum and chattering non-stop right in front of me and every now and then the blonde would "accidently" bounce right into my groin with an apologetic look on her puss but the lust in her eyes struck a responsive chord in me that I had forgotten still existed. It was obvious to me that they both were too young for me from my point of view but they were no doubt almost my age and I doubted either of them was still in a state of virginity. Their perfume wafted up into my nostrils like some snake charmer's soothing music to calm my desire and excite my man-stick into an angle of attack.

The little blonde discovered that fact with a knowing giggle and whispered something to the dark-haired girl hanging on her arm. They both started to fumble their bodies into me letting me become fully aware of the fact that neither of them was wearing a girdle under their pleated skirts. The feel of the vibrant flesh was enough to send the wrong signals to my sensitive below the belt equipment that a female target was in striking range. It was wrong but I didn't feel any guilt because they were the ones that started it all by themselves. Besides, it was just a moment in time and space and no one the wiser and no harm was done.

They both scampered off the train at forty-second street and I wondered where they were going in the middle of the afternoon. Of course, it was none of my business and it was better that way because they looked like trouble despite their innocent looks.

I switched to a local at fifty-Ninth Street and soon was exiting at my stop only a couple of blocks from my parent's apartment. It was a cold-water walk-up but didn't bother us at all because one got used to climbing stairs when you had to do it every day more than once. The water could always be heated and at least it was free thanks to the generous city.

My mother was in church which was typical for her even on a weekday and my father was busy driving a city bus back and forth on the same avenue he had navigated for many a year. He had driven thousands of miles on that old bus never really going anywhere and returning to the same spot with never an accident or a change in his happy attitude. My sister was out of school already but the neighbor lady Mrs. Valentine told me that she was "donating" her time at the USO club for traveling military personnel passing through the Big Apple.

Her name wasn't really Valentine but her husband had changed his Greek-sounding name to Valentine just to be more American a whole lot faster.

She really looked a bit tired and frazzled but I guess with six kids any woman would look frazzled even though she was only about ten years older than me. Her given name was Zena but not many people knew that. For some reason, she had told me that one day up on the roof when she was hanging her sheets. I was enjoying the sight because the morning sun was highlighting her long feminine legs through the thin cotton dress making her look like she was naked in the middle of the day. I thought I could almost see the fuzz from her female bush and it made me have the most embarrassing hard-on of my young life. I was only eighteen at the time and the war had already started with me getting ready to go for my final physical.

It was so obvious that she must have felt some degree of pity for me in my youthful innocence. When she bent over for the clothespins, she knowingly gave me full view of her tempting heart-shaped backside and I knew right away why she was getting pregnant each year with the certainty of clockwork. I lost my virginity that day on the rooftop and I was glad that there were no taller buildings around us for people to watch us coupling like a pair of crazed animals doing it "doggie style" and loving every minute of it.

It was nice that my return was to see her first because she lifted her skirts without any hesitation and gave me a welcome that I would remember for a very long time. I hoped her husband was still working overtime and that she might be able to be a real "close" neighbor when things got too boring for a housewife to handle. I was beginning to think there was something wrong with me because I seemed so interested in older women and felt little attraction to young girls even when they practically pushed it in my face.

Zena was the one that told me,

"Your girlfriend, the Lynch girl, she marry the cop with the dead wife. He must have needed a woman to take care of his kids because she was fooling around with all the guys that didn't go overseas. You were right to dump her when you caught her with the super down in the basement."

In all honesty, I didn't expect much different because my Lois was playing me for a fool from the very first date when she told me she didn't "do it" and was still a proper virgin. I discovered that lie before I had to report in for military duty so there was no need for either of us to pretend she was true to me or would wait for my return. We hadn't even exchanged a single letter in three and a half years and I had torn up her photo before I left because I didn't want to be reminded of her painful betrayal.

Now, I looked out the window at the falling snow and I knew that it was better to be without a real live girl to make my life complete.

A string of my sister's paper dolls sitting on the windowsill laughed at my silly thoughts with their fixed smiles and I marveled that they all seemed much too innocent even for paper dolls with no experience at all.

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