Chapter 42

After a most heartfelt and romantic gathering that brought those that deeply loved me closer together I woke up with Kendra and Kaye in bed with me. Everyone else I suppose woke up and were downstairs with the rest of the family. I turned to see it was eight in the morning before I turned my head to look up at the ceiling while pulling Kendra and Kaye to me. Both moved their hands to the center of my chest. Kendra was the first to wake up. I guess she forgot where she was because she rose up quickly to look around before looking down into my eyes.

“Heath?”She asks while I give her a nod

“Yes? Are you ok? Last night not fun enough for you?”I ask to see her smile before laying back down to cuddle back up to me

“Yes since I am with you now. And if last night was any indictator of what the future holds I want more.”She says while I pull her to me again

“Yep. How do you feel?”I ask to get a relief sigh

“So loved and welcomed. I loved last night because I was here with you.”She says while I chuckle

“True, but you got raped by the ladies.”I say while we both laugh trying not to wake Kaye up

“Yes, but it was all worth it just to be with you and my new sister loves.”She says while I smile

“I’m glad to hear that Kendra.”I say while Kaye starts waking up

“Good morning Travis I love you.”Kaye says moving her hand along my chest.

“Good morning darlin. And I’m not my brother.”I say hurt while I place my hand on her back. Kaye pops up looking at me asking where she was for me to remind her of last night and what she asked. She nods before Kendra smiles

“And what a morning it is Kaye.”Kendra says with a sigh

“How do you feel Kaye?”I ask still hurt she just used me

“I feel good ... My pussy feels so sore, but it was so worth it after that 3rd time. Just glad Diamond put that plug in to keep your sperm in me.”Kaye says while I chuckle trying to hide my pain and it works

“Did any leak out Kaye?”Kendra asks to only get a no before she kept going, “That’s good. So what should we do now?”

“Well by the smell I would say breakfast is being made. So we can either get dressed and go down to the kitchen and get coffee, or stay here and hold each other?”I state to get them to think hoping they choose the first since I really was reconsidering Kaye being with me

“Actually baby I think a shower then get dressed. I hate to since I have the man I love in bed but I am hungry.”Kendra says to get laughs

“What the Skittles wasn’t enough last night?”Kaye asks receiving a giggle

“Not really when they melted some. Damn Diamond filled up her vagina with them.”Kendra says while I shake my head

“Maybe I need to try that. Get our man here to eat from my rainbow.”Kaye says while we all laugh but I didn’t count on that happening any time soon if ever again.

“Mmm I would love to watch that baby. How about tonight just us three?”Kendra says while Kaye raises up quickly

“Are you serious Kendra?”Kaye asks to get a nod and I make a note to shoot that down quicker than a raccoon with rabies

“Why not Kaye? Didn’t you say you, Selena, and Michelle wanted to be Heath’s lovers? I thought about it while waiting for my love to wake up. You and I have both given Heath our love in a way most would be disgusted with. So why not we both be with him together in such a way, and besides I doubt Travis would be mad about it since you are trying to get pregnant by his loving brother.”Kendra says while Kaye looks at the both of us and I make a another note to have a headache tonight

“Heath you wouldn’t mind being with me again would you?”Kaye asks with some concern in her voice

I look into Kaye’s eyes intently. Her eyes show love and worry. I remember her words from last night that ring freshly back in my mind. But then again by her actions this morning showed she was just using me to pump her full of my sperm. I feel Kendra press up against my right side. I turn to see her looking up into my eyes while giving me a smile. I guess love shows it’s intentions in one way or another. Shoot I had so many already that what is a few more going to hurt. But then again I wasn’t just going to be a sperm dispenser like I had been in that dream I had a couple months back. I turn back to see Kaye sitting on her feet with her legs spread a little. I really didn’t notice last night, but I see a T and a H just above her hairy mound.

“Um ... what’s with the T and H?”I ask changing the subject only for her to giggle

“Your initial and Travis’s. I love you both Heath. I went to a tattoo artist in town with Travis. He was perfectly alright with it. Like I said he trusts you and you are the only man he will let me be with in this way.”She says while I feel that warmth knowing Travis always would accept things as they are even if I was deciding I wouldn’t. I just didn’t know if I could since Kaye only viewed me as a way to get pregnant

“Mmmm it looks sexy I must say. I might have to get a few myself.”Kendra says while Kaye giggles

“Well Diamond, Hannah, and Nicky are the tattoo artists of the family. Only reason I went to someone else is I didn’t want Diamond or the other ladies to get upset.”Kaye says to get nods before she moved straddling me to only lean down to look into my eyes, “So baby brother would you like to have another night together? But more intimate with exploration of the other’s body?”

“Oh that would be very nice.”Kendra says while she raises up

I look at the both of them. Both have the softest of caramel skin. Both are such ebony goddesses to my eyes. I give a smile before I respond faking interest.

“I can’t wait my beauties, but the thing is... “I say to get nervous looks

“What baby?”Kendra asks while Kaye places her hands on my chest joining Kendra’s

“I want to take all of both of you. I want to make it really official.”I say to get wide smiles

“Ok baby.”Both say in unison

“Wow that was quick.”I say to get laughs while I curse Kaye for agreeing so quickly and enthusiastically

“Well what do you expect Heath we both love you, and besides Travis doesn’t do anal like I wish he would.”Kaye says while I shake my head being defeated

“I’m sorry.”I say to get a shook head

“Don’t be honey. I would love to have that rock hard cock that is between your legs in my ass.”Kaye says while Kendra giggles

“Same here baby.”Kendra says while I reach for them both not putting as much effort into Kaye coming over but she makes her way to be on par with Kendra

Kaye lays on top of me while Kendra cuddles up on my right. We lay there for a moment until the door opens and shuts. I look over to see Ellie start over to the foot of the bed. She crawls up to straddle my legs behind Kaye. Kaye lets out a moan while I hear a quiet slap.

“Mmm baby girl you have a sexy ass that momma Ellie wants to have fun with.”Ellie says while we all laugh

Kaye raises up turning her head to look at one of her adoptive mothers.

“Really? You ... you want me in that way?”Kaye asks to only be held by Ellie from behind

“Yes darling I would. Verna and Kiko want to be with you also. Look we love all you girls, and want to show it in every way. I would love to double penetrate you with Heath. That would be so much fun.”Ellie says getting smiles

“Wow I have come into a wild family. This is going to take some getting used to.”Kendra says while Ellie and I laugh seeing Kaye shake her head in agreement

“Yes and no honey since you see the only man that does us ladies is Heath except for those of us that have another man like Kaye, Selena, Michelle, Verna, Kiko, and I. Travis, Adam, and Chris can’t um give their loves babies. Heath has been so kind to try and help them become mothers.”Ellie says a bit sadly and I am starting to regret it now wondering if Shellie and Selena used me like Kaye has

“Oh my so that is why... “Kendra starts to say but is cut off by Kaye

“Yes, that is why I came to Heath last night. I want to be a mother. Selena and Michelle even slept with Heath a while back. I kept asking and he always put me off saying he had to think about it.”Kaye says while I look at Kendra in fear

“I see.”She says while raising up to look at me before showing a grin, “So you’re a fountain of love that fills the truest of loving hearts? Even if one is your sister?”

“Yes Kendra. Your not disgusted are you?”I ask to get a no

“No baby I’m not because watching Michelle suck you off last night was a turn on. I mean she really can deep throat that big fella.”Kendra says while we laugh

“She isn’t the only one Kendra honey.”Ellie says to get a nod

“Ok as much as I would love to have some sweet loving from you three right now. I think we should take a shower and dress for the day.”I say to get giggles from them

“Aww what’s wrong baby? You don’t want some pussy for breakfast?”Ellie asks while I raise up and have Kaye move to only pull Ellie to me getting a squeak

“Yeah I would, but I think I don’t want to get caught by the kids. I would love to take you three right now beautiful.”I say to hear Ellie moan hoping Kaye would decide she’d rather be somewhere else

“Mmm baby I would love to feel you in me right now, but you’re right. I want to be able to enjoy you pounding my holes with no distractions.”She says before giving me a deep kiss that gets joined by Kendra and Kaye

We kiss each other openly until Ellie starts grinding against me. She is wearing a pair of tight shorts. She has the crotch of her shorts against my hard on.

“Oh Heath I love you so much, but I need to get off right now.”She says while Kendra and Kaye laugh

“Heath baby let momma Ellie have some loving. Kendra and I will go take a shower and get to know each other since we are your loves too.”Kaye says before both get off the bed while Ellie puts her hands on my shoulders

“Thank you ... girls.”Ellie says with a moan while they make their way to the bathroom

Ellie looks into my eyes with such love that I hold her to my body. She has on a bikini top that barely holds her D cup breasts in place. She keeps grinding against me. I feel the crotch of her shorts get wet. I can’t take it any longer while I pick her up only to get her on the bed. I reach down to rip the crotch of her shorts.

“Oh baby yes.”She says while I see no panties underneath

Ellie pulls her legs back to give me a better access to her hairy pussy. I scoot closer placing the head of my hard cock to her entrance. I look deep in her eyes to see love. She reaches down spreading her pussy lips apart. I gently enter her to get a moan. I lean over to kiss her lips feeling her arms wrap around me. I slowly make love to her while her lips open up with our tongues clashing. Our moans fill the room before she breaks the kiss.

“Oh my love ... make me yours again ... I need you so much ... yes my darling.”She says while I make love to her

“Ellie I need you too ... I love you so much.”I say feeling tears filling my eyes

“Baby what’s wrong?”She asks while I place my head on her left shoulder while thrusting deep into her

“Please ... please never leave me.”I say with tears while the hurt of my mother comes flooding through me. It seems she just hurts me so much every time she says she will love and protect me.

“Never baby ... you have me ... I will never hurt you ... oh fuck ... I’m going to cum.”She says while I feel her juices wash over my cock

I can’t help but cry while I make love to this woman that was like a mother to me. I feel her hands caress my back while our love connects on a new level. I raise up placing my hands on the head board while hers go to my hips. I see sincere concern in her eyes while her love flows into my heart and body.

“Cum in me baby ... give me your love ... while I give you mine ... please baby calm down and cum for your momma Ellie.”She says while I increase my pace to feel my body start to tense up

“OH ELLIEEEE!”I say loudly while I quickly pull her crotch closer to mine

I feel her pussy clamp down milking me while I erupt deep in her womb. I collapse on top of her feeling her arms wrap around me along with her legs while she keeps me locked against her. My tears come falling onto the pillow.

“Shhh my love it’s going to be ok. No one is going to hurt you again, but I wish you will tell me what is going on darling.”She says while I hold her also

“I can’t because it hurts so much.”I say while she runs her hands up and down my back

“Yes you can baby. Please don’t hold it in my darling love. I promise not to tell anyone. When you have others to help nothing hurts as much.”She says starting to calm me while the shower is still going

I lay there in the most loving arms debating on what to tell her. Out of all the godmoms Ellie has been like my best of friends. She was the primary mom when Maggie left me taking me in just as her own. I place my mouth to her left ear and start to tell her. I explain what I saw before I came home. She keeps holding me close to her. She stays quiet letting me explain until I am finished. It’s at that time she has me get on my back letting me go before she gets up to only lay down on top of me. Her hands go to my chest while her face is just inches away from mine. Her eyes show anger, but yet love for me.

“Heath I will never betray you or stray. You and Mike are all I need in the men department and that is how I truly feel. You have so many ladies that love you, and will prove it everyday and night. With all that said your mother, Faye, Jackie, and Tessa will have to get past me to ever return to you because I will make them see what losing you will be like. I will show them a woman’s love for her man and the love of a mother for her child. Heath I never thought I could love you in such a way like I have. I have watched you grow up, and become the man of my dreams. Yes I love Mike just as I love you, but if things were different I would be your wife and have our children.”She says with sincerity

“Ellie.”I say feeling a finger to my lips

“Shh I am not finished Heath. I started in your life as your godmother, but I am no longer that in my heart. In my heart I am your wife and you’re my other husband. That first time I gave you my heart, body, soul, and love. The few times I have hurt you really made me see how my heart felt seeing and feeling your pain just like it had been done to me. I know I have to share you with everyone else that comes to this bed, but the thing is I have been there for you the longest besides Maggie. Before you were born I would talk to you while rubbing Maggie’s belly. I then started sending you my love while you were forming. I couldn’t wait for you to be born, and when you finally did I made sure to spend all the time I could with you. I quit teaching just to be your babysitter before Maggie decided to be a full time mother. Your eyes just filled my heart with such love and joy. I would breast feed you when you would wake up. I guess I was selfish when Verna and Kiko wanted to give you milk. I think they knew I had connected with you on a different level, but never said anything. Out of the four of you kids you were always the quite one and the most giving. We started the four of us moms being together while pregnant with you four. And even when we had some mother time the other three would cry but you’d let us finish and after being emotional drained you’d stay quite. You knew we needed some time together and wanted to give it to us. You’d just sit there looking at us with those bright blue eyes telling me you loved us even though you were our baby boy.”She says with tears while I hold her

“I never knew you felt that way.”I say to get a nod

“I know baby, but the moment that ... that I started to fall in love with you was when you turned sixteen because that was when I knew what I really felt. When ... when Tiffany asked you to be her ... to be her man I was jealous. I wanted you then, but knew it might cause trouble. I didn’t want to hurt Tiffany, but wanted to hold you claiming you as my own. I wanted you in my bed with Mike and me, but not sexually with Mike. And don’t worry Mike knew my feelings, but he told me it wasn’t the right time to show you my feelings. He told me I should let you experience love like a regular teenager before coming on to you. He didn’t want me to hurt you and I told him I never would. To me you were my godson who I considered my baby just like Chris and the girls but I loved you so much more than I could even explain. Heath my precious love never leave me. I can’t lose you and the love I have from you.”Ellie says to me with tears hitting my face

“I won’t leave you beautiful. I just wish I knew then so we could of been together sooner.”I say to get a smile

“Me too darling because it would of been so wonderful. I do need to ask you something though.”Ellie states while I look at her concerned

“What is it darlin?”I ask while she moves closer up on my body with her pussy on my abs

Her face is closer to mine while I see her eyes searching mine looking to see how I answer her question.

“Heath can you and I have our own little wedding? I mean if you still want to marry me.”She asks surprising me

“Wait you mean like just you and me at the alter?”I ask to get a nod

“Yes baby just you and me. I will have Mike give me to you. Then that night you and I can spend it together as husband and wife.”She says with a hopeful smile

I think of her idea then of Verna and Kiko before I nod.

“Does Verna and Kiko feel the way you do? I mean did they ever feel the same as you... ?”I ask to see her eyes look into mine intently

“Yes we ... we did and still do.”A familiar voice says making Ellie lay on my left side, but she kept her left arm and leg on me

“Why are you both in here?”Ellie asks while the two come over getting on the bed

“We came to tell Heath, Kaye, and Kendra that breakfast was ready like you were suppose to Ellie baby.”Verna says while she straddles my legs making Kiko get on my right

“Ops sorry guess I um got caught up with our other man.”Ellie says to get giggles

“Oh is that why the crotch of your shorts is ripped apart? And you look so well fucked?”Kiko asks getting Ellie and I to blush

“Um yeah I sort of went overboard.”I say to get laughs

“Overboard isn’t the word.”I hear Kaye say

Kaye and Kendra come back in the bedroom wearing towels on their heads while still naked.

“Oh my you two look very yummy.”Verna says making the two giggle

“Thanks momma Verna, but right now isn’t the time to eat our snatches. And this is really going to get used to escpecially if I will be joining in when my mom is here.”Kaye says picking up her robe while Kendra gets her clothes she wore yesterday on

“Well you’re no fun, but you’re right.”Verna says before looking at Ellie, Kiko, and I before continuing, “Ladies could you both give us some privacy? We need to talk to Heath.”

“Is ... is everything ok momma Verna?”Kaye asks showing concern and my guess is she wanted another round to try to make a baby which wasn’t going to happen the more I think about it

“Yes honey just some things that need to be said to Heath. Go on and make sure our man has some food saved before the others eat it all.”Kiko says while they nod

Kaye takes Kendra’s left hand to lead her out of the room before shutting the door. I feel uneasy before Verna places her hands on my chest again. She looks at Ellie and Kiko who just nod. Verna looks intently into my eyes before she sighs.

“You remember that time when you came home bruised and beaten?”She asks while I think then nod, “What did I tell you then?”

I thought of her question while feeling Ellie and Kiko snuggle up to me.

“Yes. You said you would always be there for me.”I say to get a nod

“That’s right darling. I told you no matter what happened I would be there for you. Heath I fell in love with you like Ellie and Kiko did. I always wanted to just hold you in my arms. You were always my little bundle of happiness. Kiko and I quit right after Ellie so we could be around you kids as much as possible. You all made our lives worth living. You being born and just growing up experiencing life made us so happy. Just like Ellie I was jealous of you and my daughter. I always wished it was me being your girlfriend instead of her. I had Ricky role play with me. I would have him be you calling me momma while I was riding him. He understood my feelings back then and truly understands now. When you left without us knowing it hurt baby. I lost my best friend ... we lost our best friend and love. We always wanted to tell you our feelings. The days turning into weeks before turning into months and then years ... it hurt because you were and ARE so important to all of us baby. The past year hasn’t been just sex Heath. It’s been that closure between us and you. Each time we make love or fuck like animals it’s all been that connection that we desire.”Verna says while each shows tears

“Heath you are the man that we can’t live without. When ... when we heard about you taking pills and dying it broke our hearts. The news of the letter and how you tried to leave again without us getting the chance to see you. Then during the fight with Tyrone we thought we lost you, but you survived. Heath you know what ying and yang is?”Kiko states asking me to get a nod

“Yes it’s the balance in life.”I say to get a nod

“Yes my love, but it’s also the balance of love. You are the ying to my yang. The other half of my heart and soul. You are what any Chinese woman would give their life for. Look Heath each of us want you to be our other husband as you know, but on that higher level. We are still young and want to grow old with you. So with all this said... “Kiko says while her and Ellie raise up to sit up turned facing me, “Will you honor our love by marrying us separately?”

“Wait I thought you three wanted to marry me in that ceremony when I married Reneee and Allison? And now we have Vanessa and Simone and most likely Kendra... “I ask to get nods

“We did baby, but the past two weeks we have been thinking, and we don’t want a shared wedding. We each want a special wedding with you. One that we desire emotionally and romantically.”Kiko says while I see Verna and Ellie nod

“Heath we know this is a lot to take in, but you always want the truth and no secrets right... ?”Ellie says while I nod

“So what are you thinking baby? You’re not upset with us are you?”Verna asks while they all look worried

I look at each of them seeing their love and feeling that love in my heart. Each one has been there for me when I was little, and when my own family left me behind. They each were a mother to me, but yet showed love that finally hits me. I place my hands upon Verna’s before Kiko and Ellie place their’s over each of mine. I look up at Verna before answering her question.

“I am not upset Darlin because I understand all those times you each showed such love I didn’t see until now. Growing up you all showed your love in different ways, but all the same. I love each of you so much. When I left I knew I was leaving something behind, but could never understand what until you all came out and we started reconnecting. I think that first time each of you made love to me was the moment my heart began to grow that much more with love.”I say to see tears of joy fall from their eyes, “but we might have to break it gentle to the others.”

“Oh baby you don’t know how happy you have made each of us.”Ellie says with a smile

“Yeah I do, but I think you three need something that shows my love.”I say to get confused looks

“Um baby we don’t really have time to ride your fat beautiful cock.”Verna says while I chuckle

“I am not talking about that sheesh you nympho.”I say to get laughs

“Your ebony nympho, and what are you talking about?”Verna says while I take their left hands

“Rings, I want to get you three special looking rings that would match one for me.”I say to get wide big smiles

“Awww baby.”They all three say in unison

It’s at that moment there is a knock on the door. Verna quickly gets off me while Ellie pulls the cover over her and I. Verna goes to the door to open it. There standing is Karen with a tray of cups.

“Karen what are you doing honey?”Verna asks while Ellie and I sit up while Kiko makes sure I am covered

“I was told to bring you all coffee.”My oldest says before walking in

She comes over to the side Ellie is on. Ellie takes the tray helping Karen. Karen looks at all of us with her bright blue eyes.

“Is everything ok? Grammie why are you under the cover with daddy?”Karen asks while we all look at the other before Ellie speaks up

“Well honey I am comforting your daddy. He has been gone for awhile and we all have missed him.”Ellie says while my daughter nods before giggling

“Ok Grammie I understand. I know you and the other grammies here love daddy like the mommies and us kids do.”Karen says

“Um honey it’s not... “Kiko tries to say before Karen cuts her off

“Yes it is. You all hug and love on daddy and smile to him. He smiles and hugs and kisses you back. You love daddy because he is your baby just like Lindsey and I am daddy’s big girls. His hugs just feel so nice. And his kisses just make you smile because they tickle.” She says while I chuckle since she doesn’t really understand what our true relationship is yet

“That is true sweetie.”I say to get a giggle from Karen

“It’s ok daddy I won’t say anything to the mommies. I love you all and just want my daddy happy and not sad. I know mommy hurt daddy in a bad way. I just want my daddy never to be hurt again.”She says sadly while looking down as if she was going to cry

Verna and Kiko quickly go to their granddaughter and comfort her. Ellie stays in bed since her shorts are ripped. Verna and Kiko kneel and hold Karen together.

“No one will hurt your daddy hun. If anyone does they will hear it from us ok sweetie.”Verna says while my daughter sobs

“Ok grammie Verna.”Karen says while Kiko stands up

“Karen lets give grandma Ellie and your daddy some time to get dressed ok.”Kiko says while Verna stands up

“Ok.”Karen says looking up at the two of them, “Don’t forget your coffee. I helped mommy Jazzy make them.”

They each take a cup before leaving the room. Once to the door Karen turns her head.

“I love you daddy, and your breakfast is getting cold.”She says with a smile that is so big you can see she lost a tooth in the top middle

“I love you too baby girl.”I say before the door gets shut

“She is growing up so fast my love.”Ellie says handing me my coffee

“Yes she is beautiful. I just wish I was there when she was born.”I say to get a nod

“I know darling, but you’re there for her now. That is what counts baby.”Ellie says while I take a sip of my coffee

We sit there in silence for a few moments before I place my arm around her. Ellie cuddles up to me placing her right hand under the cover and on my left thigh.

“So what now?”I ask turning to look in her eyes

“I guess we keep going like we have, but if that little angel ever figures out how we really love you we will have to explain it so she doesn’t get confused. I just know I am not going to stop loving you and showing my love for the other man I love.”Ellie says while I smile

“Likewise and if one of the kids do figure it out they’ll tell the others so it will be a family discussion. So I think I need a shower darlin.”I say to get a giggle

“Yeah you do baby since you reek of sex.”She says while I chuckle

“Hmmm I wonder why beautiful.”I say to see her smirk

“Maybe because a beautiful woman that loves you gave you her body earlier to love.”She says while I nod

“True so want to take a shower with me? I think you can wear one of Jasmine or Jessie’s bikinis.”I say to get a giggle

“Aww I was hoping we could stay in bed, but if we must get out of bed.”She says while I smile shaking my head

After placing the cups on the tray Ellie places it on the other side of me. Ellie and I got out of bed. I had her stop while I undressed her. Once her shorts and top were off I took her hand to lead her. We both were naked reaching the bathroom. She turned the water on then the shower. I helped her in before getting in myself. I adjust the shower curtain before she stepped up to me placing her hands on my chest.

“I love you darling.”She says looking up in my eyes

“I love you too Ellie my beautiful love.”I say to see her smile

Kendra’s POV:

It’s around one o’clock in the afternoon that I am sitting in Heath’s lap. After a serious morning he seems more sincere to all his ladies. I don’t know what all was said after Kaye and I left the bedroom, but he has shown each of us his passion and love. The kids are watching cartoons on the cartoon channel while those that are here of the family talk. Nick, Savannah, Megan, and the godparents of Heath’s took Jack, Sierra, Mandy, Adam, and Michelle out to start on the upcoming wedding. I thought it was cool that the five were having a double wedding so to speak. Caleb, Simon, Nicky, Justin, Grey and Kevin took Damon out to get his own bike. He was complaining all morning. So his uncles and brothers took it upon theirselves to get him a bike. That left those that were Heath’s, Shelby, Sasha, Lisa, Lucy, E.P., Jax, Chris, Selena, Kaye, and Travis here to help with the kids and plus Nick wanted to make sure we were all safe for some reason. Nick said he had a dream that he never wanted to come true. Heath asked him about it, but Nick said he didn’t want to explain it. Nick said it scared him and he just hoped it stayed that ... a dream. So Heath gave up to only have Nick say to trust him. So here we are enjoying the moment with those around us.