I figured I would try something completely new for me and see how much I would like it.
I decided to stop procrastinating. Not completely but for a little while. I actually set up a little time everyday to either write or self edit what I wrote previously. Now I understand why it is that I procrastinated so often and for so long. Writing ain't difficult, it's writing something good that's hard. I don't remember his name but I heard an interview with some musician who had just come out with a new album and the damn thing had like 4 singles that hit number one on the charts getting him money, fame and chicks flowing 24/7. It was like 6 years in between albums. The record company PR department was trying to sell the guy as a tortured soul that just could not write anything during that time. He was stuck with the dreaded writer's block. He told an interviewer that was all BS. He was writing all kinds of music, it's just that he got stuck in his own head of declaring the new music he was writing as garbage and he would throw it out.
Eventually his friends and bandmates found him throwing out good stuff that while raw, had good pieces they could work with rather than dumping everything. So now he, his band and his record company were all happy because now instead of one new album every six years, he was able to crank them all out again. One every three years.
He was right, he was writing shit. But his managemant and his band mates knew that shining up a turd for your adoring public to happily buy up the shiny turd because it was written by him.
That guy was smart. So what does this have to do with the latest chapter of Mayhem in a Pill. Not a goddamn thing. But at least it is almost 8am and I have been up all night because I figured out how to get the chapter to flow after writing and throwing away shot for the last two weeks.
Ugh.
Okay, Chapter 32 of Mayhem in a Pill is with the editors and getting slowly sliced and punctured and molded into a nice polished turd. But you freaks get to read it for free. Ain't life great!