I've received emails the last couple of days expressing some concern because I've been so quiet lately. That's awfully sweet but I'm fine. Really. I've been swamped at school and SOL has been taking up more of my time than I had to give it and after my health, school is my #1 priority. So I've cut back some on SOL; specifically blogging and working on that dark story I talked about: The Inquisition.
In fact, I've been so busy I haven't been able to keep up with many of your emails and that's something I really feel bad about.
So date # 2 went great. We went to a house-on-the-beach party on Key Largo, which isn't too far from Miami. (Yes...that Key Largo.) We took a walk down the beach and he had a blanket and while we didn't "do it", we did almost everything else and we both went home more or less sexually satisfied. At least we took the edge off. And yes, I was kind of uncomfortable and tense and I'm a long way from getting "my issue" behind me. (Thank you, my dear fucking parents.) I'm not looking for a relationship with this boy or anyone else and if that's what he has in mind, it's not going to happen. I have plans and a relationship isn't in them for the foreseeable future.
I've been emailing with my friend Sunny and if she gives me permission, I'll share with you what she's been up to. You just won't fucking believe it. My little sis high school incest/fantasy/daddy/fucker/slut sweetheart is too much fun and writes the hottest things I've ever read in my life. Several writers have asked me if she's real. Are YOU real? Am I real? Are any of us real? Dude! This is the internet. I'll tell you what I told Lauren last year: The orgasms we give one another are real and the feelings we have for one another are real. After that, what's the difference? But I believe she is who she says she is and that's all that matters. Oh, and btw: Thank you for the 7.88 score on my Emails With Sunny post, even though I suggested scoring wasn't necessary on this one. Guess you liked it.
I promise to reply to all my emails this weekend. Please be patient with me.
Love and school,